The power of prayer is truly amazing. I am glad of your decision and I am at peace with it too... believe it or not, I don't think I would trade anything for where I am in the situation right now. Contentment heals all soul wounds.

(sigh) my grade has been soooooo bad lately! I just failed my AP chem test (seriously, not "asian fail", but fail as in probably 40% fail); I'm not doing too well in advanced math (stupid really, because I learned it all in 8th grade); I didn't do too well on my term paper (it was below my expectations); and my AP history tests aren't reflecting much optimism either (getting my lowest test grades yet in the year). I think I have too much activities going on, but what can I do? I love everything I am doing! Prone to basing my contentment on academics, I really need to remind myself everyday how there is so much more to life than report cards. College should cause no anxiety because God has already prepared something for me, whatever that is. As long as I am willing to put my faith in that, everything will be okay.

Keep pushing.. May will be a hectic month, but I'll survive.