soo much to say...hmm
*righ now playin* ACT A FOOL- luda
after comin bak from SB i juss chilled in 5i0 in mai new house..chillin' wit mai 2 po0dlez (anyone who find dat funny/weird/perverted...tell me why..email me swtyellojelloducky@hotmail.com) my grandma n oldest aunt came from korea two days ago...my oldest aunt is lyke 4 years younger than my grandma on my dad's side...woo..sorta weird...this week..finally realized i have to push myself a step higher to reach a 8 lb off each month..and i already slacked off for june cuz i juss started on sunday..=/...yea..drippin sweat...drippin out 500 + calories...sexy isn't it??..all for my image..i rather see a flat stomach or my ribs than a roll that i have to lose..why not do it all right now? right? please..just encourage me...don't tell me i can't do it..cuz i already did 15 lb..haha..when i'm 18..i want a car..and permission to be a personal trainer at 24hr fitness.workin out is soo much fun =)...(to those who don't know what i look lyke, i don't have muscular arms or vein-poppin...haha...i'm juss chunky..but not overly chunky.heck nah..i ain't fat..haha..) yea..i'm startin to call my mom's husband AKA stepdad for me..step dad..his name is Dan tho...haha well..its about time if he's gonna be the father figure in this house hold...my biological father is crazy..he wouldn't meet up wit his three angels on father's day..and the next sunday he can't meet up too (he lives in sac-town workin to make a good living) yea..sucks..so i didn't call him..hmph..=/...hmm i have 4 grandmas...4 parents...soo many aunts and uncles...oh yea and 2 poodles, 2 turtles and a parakeet...
yeah..it's soo hot today..lyke 100 something outside...haha..my dogs juss ran out to go kill a cat...so koo..
yea lyke lass friday frisko kiddz n i went out..awww ppl..ya'll don't even kno wut i feel..i wish i could be bak in frisko juss madd chillin' wit 'em ppl...haha..soo koo cuz 3 years wit 'em was no waste!
bow flex!! oOoOo...oh yea..how's my diet going? i'm working out..i see more changes..but do you? WHO ASKED YOU ANYWAY~ hmph..eww.dog poodle #1 lickin her hole..lol...and again she goes...soo mcuh clothes.no time to wear it all...
i finally saw bowwow's video today he's so cute! my list is now loon, brian mcknight, bow wow, and paul walker..i just had to put a white man in my list!..oh okaie..azn?..jin~ hehe
i miss madd ppl..haha..ima list 'em..don't hate if you not listed..i probably juss don't wanna say it..first of all..sadly i gotta say i miss
javan g.- aww man..wut a funny nut! haha..nnnn...not gonnna go there..
alfredo- i love him soo much carter- haha..he smelled lyke cinnamon..hehe da "azn boyz" juss lookin at 'em was soo funnie...not in a bad way..juss lyke..*sihg* i can see u in future wit a honda/acura/subarus lucy h- mai home girl in PE..with "M"..haha...dejun- wut a man wut a man wut a mighty good man..lol michael- HUN BUNZ "." silvia- aww..cuz of you i mix english wit my korean when i speak to an American...miss ya wooman! sakura- haha..i brought too many books too skoo..and sorry if i hit u wit my books..eric SOOHOOO- you tyte muthapooper!..haha..perverted...smart...funny...cute...don't every change! ahha..good luck in B.a.l.b.o.a. eunsoo-aww..u was lyke a real sista to me..forreal..if only i let u be my fwend a bit more...*sigh* we woulda been lyke unnie to dongseng..haha..wutever you need..i got yo bak..you got a smart head on dat neck of urs! theresa- even tho sometimes you quiet and i seem lyke we ain't suppose to be fwends..WE BECAME DA BOMBIEZ!!..i miss your funnieness and i got to know something bout u dat some others would mock u bout..keep ur head up high..
eva- 3 years. well spent wit ur presence imee- oh GUYS!?!? where!?!?..OVER HERE!?! *30 guys behind me*..lolx...if only..=/..so funny nancy- wooman!! you were sooo supportive!! in anything i wanted to do or tell u i wanted to accomplished..your support made me a better stronger person..even if it was the wrong cause you found a way to make it good..thanks! philip- boy, you got cute. elena, grace, bonita- don't think ya'll are not important cuz i put ya'll in one thing..ya'll all were soo...important to me..affect my lyfe wit ur kindness..and thansk for lettin me chill wit ya'll haha..and to the "azn mafia" i remember passin ya'll by in da hall way wantin to be "in" witchu..don't get beat up too bad..dont get shot n die..don't smoke too much too..X)....mrs.andres-newman- i miss you. you've been a great teacher!! oh yea...jeff- sooooo sexy arms
God...aww! he's been wit me! juss prayin and THANKIN him..love the feeling!! just being in presence of God and his love just over me is driving me crazy wit happiness...anything bad..juss repeat "in Jesus name..go away"..and forreal if you focus on God..it WILL GO AWAY! God is good..all the time!
this is a very long post...enjoy...and...umm..thoughts of erasing this swtnsexy crap and making a swtyellojelloducky ID is comin to mind...new aim: swtyelojeloducky n cndymxnchynemed | 
