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| Eight months have passed, and this will probably be my last entry on here ever. I haven't died, just migrated to MySpace a longlonglong time ago [myspace.com/kristalyn] and I've been busy graduating and figuring out my future. But I thought I'd leave anyone who still checks this with one of the most important posts I've made between Xanga and MySpace combined. This is a post I made for my graduating class... Enjoy. Bye.<3
June 14, 2006 -- 4:19PM:
Sitting here on the last day of my high school career, I can't believe how many emotions I have. I also can't believe how difficult it is for me to describe those emotions. Kate put it nicely, it's like we're floating; cut loose and left to roam in this now unfamiliar place. I always knew I would be sad about the end of Senior year, but I had no idea I would be this far gone. But every tear symbolizes a memory, and in that case, I have some incredible memories that will be with me forever. Being sad means you've got something to miss, which means you made your time worthwhile. Remember everything you can... the tears, laughs, fights, stupid moments... all of those things made you who you are today.
Class of '06... we've had our fair share of problems but when the time is right we always pull together. A lot of the time we just put up with each other, make conversation to seem interested in one another, but for all the true friendships I've gained I could not be more thankful. To all of my friends today, past friends, etc... you are the reason I am so devastated to leave this place that I have known for 13 years. The memories we've made can't be replaced and regardless of how things have turned out or will turn out, you'll always have a place in my heart.
So don't say goodbye, we'll see each other again if it's meant to be. Close friends will stay close, others will see each other when it's convenient, some of us will never be in the same room again, but just know that nothing and no one can deny us the honor of being able to say we are the Class of 2006. I wish you all the best for the rest of your lives. | | |
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Ho-ly-fuck-ing-shiiiiiiit,
I'm updating =O
So, it's been a while, huh? Yeah.. I'd say so. I don't even know where to begin, folks.
Since I've updated, a lot has changed.. or so it seems. I got a car (1996 Ford Taurus), not many of my friends like it, but.. not many of them have cars, so they can shove it. :) Hmm, school's still going alright, boring as always. Yearbook is less amusing, I'm kicking less ass in Math than I was when I wrote my last entry. What else?
Oh yes, boys. Well, it's been interesting to say the least. Pretty much a big rollercoaster. Over the past month or so I've been the happiest I've ever been, but that's since changed.. all in such a short period of time. But, maybe everyone's not meant to find happiness? I dunno. I haven't lost hope though.
Well, I really don't know what else to write about. But, leave some comments.. that way I'll know if anyone checks this, and if I should even worry about updating again.
Bye kids. <3
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| Whoa baby, I actually like the new picture I have on here.
Crazy shit, kids!
So school is alright so far... I guess.
I'm kicking ass in Math for once,
and Yearbook is fucking awesome.
I'm the editor, bitchhhes.
Other than school, life is a big smelly snoooooze.
I have a job at Dolce's,
and it sucks.
Buuut it's paying for my car,
which I will have soon hopefully!*%#^&
And boys. Ah yes, boys.
Those fuckers are about as crappy as my job.
=]
Sorry for never updating,
I'd promise to do better, but..
I won't.
Bye.<3
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[[[This is long, but.. interesting? Hope so. READ IT!]]]
Sooo this was the first good weekend I've had in a while. Here's how it went:
Friday:
Took my Driver's Ed final (written), passed it, got my blue card, went to the DMV, and I can now drive after 9. Thennn I went to Collette's thinking it was a movie night, and really it was a surprise birthday party for me! I've never been so shocked in my life. Seriously. To all who were there, thank you so much for everything.<3 I'll save the gift list for another time.. dirty stuff. Here's a preview: a 4-pack of douches, condoms, pregnancy test, thong, and the list goes on.
Saturday:
Fucking JIMMY EAT WORLD and GREEN DAY. Oh my god. I don't even care that we were in the nose-bleed section, it was great. I've already seen Jimmy Eat World, and seeing them again was like.. yowza. Hot stuff. Green Day was more into getting the crowd going, instead of singing. Some little whore from Hamburg got to play guitar and then got to keep it. When they were looking for someone to play bass, I was all.. "DEAR GOD PICK MEEE" from way up in the 300s, lol. Oh well.
Today:
I went to my Grandparents' 55th wedding anniversary party. And I drank (really drank) for the first time. I didn't get drunk thankfully, but I could definitely feel it. My Mom made me stop. Psssh.
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So what else.. I have no idea. Driving at night is fun, especially when you drive aimlessly with someone like Kate, and you talk about dirty things, and then serious things, and then.. weird things. I don't know. It got me thinking though, I really don't think I'm ever good enough for the people I like. Maybe there's such a thing as a past-life.. and maybe I really fucked up back then, or maybe even now, 'cause I get a lot of shit thrown my way. I don't know. Rejection (or what feels like rejection right now) is really lame.
That's all folks.
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So yeeeeah, edit time. I'm not getting the '89 Astro, thankfully. But on the other hand, that puts the car thing on hold again. Boo.
Life is totally retarded right now. One minute it's boring and horrible, the next it's eventful and seemingly content, then it's eventful and horrible, and now it's just.. a mix of all of that. I really hate drama, especially the kind that comes with boys, 'cause it all ends up bad. For me anyway. Maybe I should like.. cut out every part of me that cares about things, then when those things go away or don't work out, it won't affect me. Yeah.
I have shit to do, yooo. One thing I need to do is figure out why I just said "yo." Yep. Goodbye everyone.<3
Pee.Ess. I'm obsessed with a new song now. Fuckerrr. Oh yeah, and I'm going to see Jimmy Eat fucking World, and Green Day on Saturday. Second time for Jimmy Eat World, yay!
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