| I cant fight it. Im happy, yet so very lost.
graduating high school this past week was
such a huge wake up call. i cant believe it.
Im no longer in high school.. I feel like I
should do something, i dont know what..
but I should do it.
I just got another job, so that makes two i have now..
Ill start driving with in the next week. thank goodness!
I plan on spending hardly any time at home. & I need
to start spending more time with my boyfriend...
  
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 I miss summer. I miss the beach. I miss boston. I miss kyle. I miss sister. I really want things to be okay. I have such high hopes for this summer you wouldnt believe me if I told you.
I just want you near me
like you are now for good
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| I hated february.
and ill hate march.
I don't think I wanted summer
more then I do right now.
- I miss warm weather.
- I'm sick of sweaters.
- I want a good book.
- I'm tired of rain
- I need a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- I miss being held all the time.
for no reason what so ever.
I know its a lot to ask for, but to sum it
all up, I just really want to be happy. I want
to move out this summer. I want to drive by
May. (I finally got my permit, I knooow) and
I just want to be able to keep a smile on my
face for more then 5 min.
too be honest, I miss november & december..
I usally hate those months, but they were my
favorite part of 2007 besides summer... and its
pretty much only for one reason.
happiness will find us soon. |
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| stupid stupid stupid.
- I need to start driving. Now.
- I need to get a job. Now.
- I need to get out of high school. Now.
I'm getting sick of everyone and everything. I'm glad things are back together. I missed Angie and Sam so much. they are honestly, the only ones that are keeping this smile going. them and someone else. someone that doesn't even know nor do I think cares he is doing so.. but he is.
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