Happy Fourth ya'll! Hope you have a blast! Don't loose any limbs or anything important...I'd like to see you in one piece when I see you again.

Later,
Eddie

Hey ya'll. If ya'll could please pray for my grandma I would really appreciate it. She's had cancer on and off for the last 10 years and it's getting really hard for her to fight. She fell about a week ago and banged her face all up and stuff and since then she's been going downhill. Her liver has stopped working and stuff and I guess she's bed ridden now. The doctor's told my parents that she has two weeks to two months left. My grandma doesn't know, they haven't told her because she still believes that she can fight it, and that's what I want to believe too. If ya'll could just pray that God would give her peace through this and that she isn't in a lot of pain. Also, that He would either work a miracle and heal her or that, as much as I don't want to say it, He would take her home. My dad keeps sayin' she won't make it much longer, but I want to believe that she'll make it through. It's really hard, she's the only grandparent that I've been REALLY close to since my mom's dad died when I was 8. I love her more than any of my other grandparents and I love to be around her. My parents are trying to move our trip down to Texas to see her from September to like next week. I don't even know if I wanna go though. I don't want my last memories of her to be seeing her like that. Most of my memories of my grandpa before he died were in hospitals because I don't really remember the rest. I don't want to remember her like that. I want to remember all the good times I've had with her and not cloud them with the bad, so I don't even know if I'm gonna go down. I don't want her to feel like I didn't want to come see her though. I know she'd want me to remember her being happy, she'd be MAD at me if I remembered her any other way, lol! She's one of my best friends. Even though I only see her every 5 years or so I love her so much. This is really hard for me to decide. Just pray that God would help me make a decision about whether to go or not and just keep prayin' for her. Thanks ya'll.

Eddie

Do you ever wish you could travel like 5-10 years into your future and see what your life will be like. What your job will be, who you'll be married to, what your kids will be like, where you'll live, all the things you ever wonder about the future. That's kinda where I'm at right now. I'm starting to get bored of where I'm at. I wish I could see what my life will be like in a couple years. I mean I suppose that might ruin it some, but just to know what's gonna happen. I'm getting really tired of my job. It has it's fun times (like tonight), but most often I'm just irritated 'cause I do most of the work and make no money. I love the Mon. - Fri., but I'm gettin' tired of the late night thing. I want to start my "life" so to speak. I want to start my career and know where I'm headed for sure. I want to start making more money, so I can save up for my "ranch" I wanna own, and have more than 50 bucks left after buying gas.  I would like to move out with Andrew this fall like he wants to do, but I can't afford it. I just don't really feel like I'm going anywhere right now. If I could finish my degree I'd able to start goin' forward a little more, but schools bein' a pain 'cause they aren't supplyin' what I need to finish. I want to find someone to spend my life with. I wanna know where I'm gonna live. Will I be here still or in another state (i.e. Montana, Texas, somewhere down south ). I keep tryin' to move on and it seems like I'm just stuck in the same place. If ya'll could just pray for me that God will help give me a bit of direction I'd appreciate it. I'm feelin' kinda lost as to where I'm goin' right now. I feel like some of the things I thought were going well are fallin' apart and I'm not sure what to do. Thanks ya'll.

Heidi ho there good neighbors. Hope ya'll had a great weekend. I can't really think of anything important to say, but I thought I would get on and post something. I had fun hangin' out with ya'll on Friday that were at the movie, that was cool. Had a late night last night hangin' out with Andrew. We didn't go to bed 'til like 4:30am. It was cool, we played Super Nintendo all night lol! The classics... Anyway, hope ya'll have a great week this week. I'll see some of ya on Tuesday at Crusade!

Happy Mothers Day to all the moms out there. Moms are so awesome! I know I wouldn't be who I am today if I didn't have mine. Well besides the obvious, that I wouldn't be here...lol! No, but tell/show your moms how much you love them on this fine day. They deserve it...I mean c'mon, they have to put up with you all the time. Anyway, have a wonderful day today.

Eddie