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| I can resist everything except temptation. My body breaks, but I am still intact inside. My human instinct, I can love unconditionally. Cross my heart and lie to you (my conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair) Failure within me. Promise you and let you down (Emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself) Brings me to my knees. Follow me, lead you astray (nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) Loathe myself to sleep. Your words kill me. You can breathe without oxygen and live without sorrow. How I envy you, though pity your ghost. Ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you. So ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed. But a human hurt can last a lifetime. Rust or decay. The fire or the flame. You and I will lead the path to change. Pave the way. | | |
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Well.. I went.. I saw.. and I died.. my girl.. or I should say my ex.. moved away.. and with her she took my heart.. my love.. and my life.. the night before she left.. we broke up.. my heart broken with so many jagged edges and in too many pieces to be put back together.. my heart belongs to her.. and that it will remain..
single again.. but the heart is taken.. my life moved to Arizona.. soon to follow was I.. but she did not want me anymore.. but I guess that is why love hurts.
I ended by telling her to stop blaming herself.. "you cant make someone love you" I told her.. and she just lay there.. she had fallen out of love with me and I saw it before.. I just was stupid.. I wish she told me she did not want me anymore before I moved my life to be with her.. moved away from Hawaii.. the life I always knew.. to be with the one I love.. end up in Idaho when my heart got broken.. we broke up two days after our three month.. 12 hours before she left.. two days after I moved to Cali to be with her.. now all I feel is nothing.. I have shut down.. and that it shall remain.
I love her with all my heart.. but that I will never get back.. I gave my heart to her.. and to her it will always remain..
I love you Allison Marie Roberts-Ross and I forever will.. I know I will never get you back.. and that is something I will just have to deal with.. I will never get over you nor do I want to.. I love you and I am sorry I was so stupid.. I guess things in life happen for a reason.. this one I do not know yet.. maybe I never will.. but I will be right here waiting for you if you ever do decide to return.. I told you I would do anything for you and I meant that.. even move away from Hawaii to be with you in Cali.. or Arizona.. where ever it may be that you are.. I would go.. I love you and that is something that I will never take back.
-Coralyn
I thought you'd be out of my mind
And I'd finally found a way to
Learn to live without you
I thought it was just a matter of time
Till I had a hundred reasons
Not to think about you
But it's just not so
And after all this time
I still can't let go
I was trying everything that I can
To get my heart to forget you
But it just can't seem to
I guess it's just no use
In every part of me
Is still a part of you
Something in your eyes keeps haunting me
I'm trying to escape you
And I know there ain't no way to
To chase you from my mind
I've still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of your fingertips
This love so deep inside of me
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| Okay.. wow!! I know it has been a while since I have blogged here.. but I wanted to say Goodbye to all..I am not sure when the next time I will have the internet will be.. I am moving to CA tomorrow at 9.09am I am off.. so Goodbye Hawaii and hello Cali..
you all maybe wondering why.. I am moving there to be with my babygirl.. Allison honey I am coming home.. I know you have waited long enough with all that has been going on.. thank you for being my rock.. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!! | | |
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I remember you do you remember me too
Born on the "24th" of July the smell of roses made her cry
And though you’re going far from home rest assured you’re not alone
‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky I’d never even stopped to wonder why
I would do anything
I would give everything
to be your everything (anything)
It seems like such a long long time since your body crossed my mind
But I think that you should know
it wasn’t I who had to go
‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my love and this heart made of stone
The sun the moon the earth the sky The motorcycle that I like to ride
I would do anything
I would give everything
To be your everything (anything)
But if ever you should stray just sing along and I will play
Look into your hands I’m slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand
I remember you do you remember me too
Seems like such a long long time since I held you near and called you mine
Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky a brand new car that you and I could drive
I would do anything
I would give everything
to be your everything (anything)
Everything
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| Night is purer than day; it is better for thinking and loving and dreaming. At night everything is more intense, more true. The echo of words that have been spoken during the day take on a new and deeper meaning. The tragedy of man is that he doesn’t know how to distinguish between night and day. He says things at night that should only be said by day. | | |
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