This is the worst night of my finals week. Two tests tomorrow and Im sick with the cold.
Very cranky i tell you.

My only hope lies in tomorrow after 2!!!!!!!

Im sorry that his life ended that way. He needed God, so badly. Im sure he didnt want to end it that way. It could have been prevented, someway, somehow. Im very brokenhearted to imagine what he would have felt at his last moment. I dont know what to say. Who's fault is it? Is he the one to blame? Although I havent seen him for 10 years. Although he wasnt too significant in my life, it still breaks my heart. That such a precious soul had to take his life that way. I cant imagine how hard for it is for the family. Prayer is needed for his family. Im going to pray that they will go on, that they will recover, that they will find God through this whole experience.
Rest in Peace to my 5th Uncle.

Many influential people were called dreamers. People criticized them and said that they lived in a dream world, unaware of the reality. These people weren't always realistic about things. They just believed. They just dreamt. All the greatest achievements are impossible at first, but with extraordinary believers, with dreamers, anything is possible.

Sometimes we just need to have a time of solitude to appreciate the people&things around you more.

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone .. to have a deep soul relationship with one another .. to be loved thorougly and exclusively

But God .. to a Christian says, "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by me alone with giving up yourself totally and unreservedly to Me, to having an intensely personal and unique relationship that i have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me .. exclusive of anyone or anything else .. exclusive of any desires or longings. i want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow me to bring it to you.You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things- keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. You just wait, that's all. Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look around at the things others have gotten or what I have given them. Don't look at the things you want. You just keep looking off and up at Me ..;or you'll miss what i want to show you.And then ..;when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would dream of. You see, until you are ready ;(i am working even this moment to have both of you ready at the same time ) .. until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepared for you. You won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me, and thus the perfect love.