-Monday- didn¡¯t really do that much i was really tired from the weekend so i came home early from school and slept till like 7... lol

-Tue-Nothing much really went on.. uhh i stayed a hole day at school and then came home and did some homework and then went on a walk with my mom. and then Larua came over and hung out for a little...

-Wed-humm today was alright i guess i mean its block day.. 1st hour was alright.. it was super boring all we did was color pictures? weird.. lol and then 3rd hour Mrs. Roberts was like spazzzzzzing out.. and then weights i did like nothing but idk what im doing tonight so yea..

-Thurs-humm don¡¯t think anything special is going on.. i have to take my english test so wish me luck!!! haha! I¡¯m going to need it because i didn¡¯t even read the book.. haha

-Friday-FINALLY!! humm well im going to school and then comming home and packing and then guess where im going... yup you guess right ...KANSAS CITY!!! I¡¯m so excited.. 1 day till my baby¡¯s 16th birthday!! hehe but yea we should be having fun Friday night : )

-Sat- its brett john delich's 16th birthday!! I <3333 you!

Happy 16th Birthday!

okay just so everyone knows... Brett and i broke up! i didnt say anything in this site.. but its in my other site. so yea! but yea im going to try to keep both sites going! but i g2g to go bed! talk to you guys later! <3 ya

okay so im def. losing weight!!!! my moms going to be pissed once she knows that i am.. but oh well! heres 6 reasons why..

1) im ugly

2)thers like no more fat people in the world lol

3) i dont feel good about my self

4) stress <--- marjor one

5)i dont want to worry about getting bigger sizes in things

6)i feel like guys dont like me because im fat..

okay so im 115 right now i wanna be at 105 so thats only about 10 pounds... the ? is how am i goin to lose this?

Hey Whores whats going on? hummmm nothing much here... this weekend was alright i guess. lol i went to the Garden Plain/ Medican Lodge game.. and you can almost guess who won.. yep! Garden Plain. lol well anyways. today was pretty fun, last night Laura spent the night and then today we got up and ate cereal and then i took a shower then Larua took a shower and then we got ready for the day and then Larua left and then i left to go to ashleys house and then we went into sonic.. good times ash! haha WATCH THE HOLE! hehe. well anyways after that we came back to her house and then i left and came home and then i was just hanging out at home for a while and then this really weird man called and he was like is your parents there i was like uhhh may i ask whos calling and then he was like mitch i was like oaky hold on please and then i was like well my parents are out side and they cant come to the phone and i was like may i ask for you last name and he was like "you dont need to know my last name" so i just hung up on him  and then 2 cops showed up at my house saying that i called 911 lol yea my day was pretty interesting if you ask me! haha but yea... ill comment later! <3 ya!

♥someday well know♥

the best things in life don't happen unless you take risks. risk yourself and throw your heart out onto the table. be who you are and hope people accept you. if they don't, too bad. always be real, never fake. smile when you're happy, cry when you're sad, never hold your emotions inside. let yourself risk getting hurt, let yourself try something new. follow your heart and do what you feel is right. not what other people tell you to do. fall in love; take a chance. hope the other person feels the same. love is a risk, it could bring either pleasure or pain. sometimes both. life is a gamble, you never know what it'll bring. live in the moment and don't dwell on the past. find the good in everybody. think positive; do positive. break the rules and take a chance of getting caught. dance in the rain when everyone else is inside. don't follow the crowd. who cares if you fit in ? wear your emotions on your sleeve and dive into love.. <3

Hey Whats going on everyone! humm well my weekend was pretty fun lol uhhh friday night i went to Halstead to watch Halstead/Garden Plain play... Garden Plain pretty much killed Halstead. haha i think the score was 50-0 but yea... so we left the 3rd quater and went to Maize to watch Maize/Valley Center play... and pretty much Maize was Killing Valley Center 33-0 but yea after that i came home and went to bed because i was TIRED! but yea on sat. i got up and then Laura came over and and we got ready because i had a doctors appt. to go to and then after my doctors appt. we went to johnson`s (some place that my dad goes for his clothes) after that we went out to eat and then we went to walmart... and then came home and just sat around watching movies n stuff...then we finally went to bed. and then we woke up around 12:30 - 1:00 ish on sunday and ate breakfast and then just sat around the hole day doin nothing...lol we did our homework and we took showers but that was about it.. lol but yea! Then yesterday (monday) i got up and took a shower and did some of my homework and talked on the computer for a little bit and then mr. holle came and we did some work and then he left and we left to go to ryans/bens game and i got to see alot of my friends from Garden Plain! it was pretty cool ryan and ben made touchdowns! yay! haha but yea and then i got to see emma,Leann, brandon, matt, cole, and all those cool people after that we went to the get away to eat.. lol that was fun.? lol nah it was alight. but yea and today im not doing anything i got 14 hours of sleep again... hehe but yea tonight mr. holles coming back out.. this has got to be the funnest thing ever.. uhhh riiite. lol but yea im going to go do some homework and take a shower! so ill talk to you guys later! i love you brett!

t h e  d r e a m s  s a i d  i t  a l l . . . .

new xanga site ... t0rn_t0_pi3c3s_0v3r_y0u1808

okayy so im bored im going to do this lol

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: No.

2. Ran away:  Yes.

3. Pictured your crush naked: No.

4. Skipped school: no. but iv missed school because i was sick.. lol                                              
5. Broken someone's heart:  no, dont think so lol
6. Been in love: Yes
7. Cried when someone died: yes...

8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have:  yes                             

9. Broken a bone: yeah my finger

10. Done something embarrassing:  hahaha good times and yes

11. Lied: Yep. and never doing that again.. bad....

12. Cried in school:  yes...

WHICH IS BETTER...

13. Coke or Pepsi:  Pepsi

14. Sprite or 7UP:  Sprite

15. Girls or Guys: guys

16. Flowers or Candy:  both

17. Long or short hair:  long

18. Blondes or Brunettes: Brunetts

19. Bitchy or slutty:  neither!

20. Tall or Short:  in the middle

21. Pants or Shorts:  Shorts

22. Night or day:  night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...

23. What do you notice first:    Eyes & smile

24. Last person you slow danced with: Brett

25. Worst question to ask: what all have you done with a guy... its just weird

THE LAST TIME YOU...

26. Showered:  this morning

27. Stepped outside: humm today? lol

28. Had Sex:  Nope

ABOUT YOU...

29. Romantic memory: yes

30. Your Good Luck Charms: im someones good luck charm, but i dont have any good luck charms

31. Person You Hate Most:   no names

32. Best Thing That Has Happened: my parents adopting me! i <3 my parents!

33. On your desk: Pepsi lol and my phone!

34. Picture on your desktop:  a lamp.. lol

FAVORITE...

35. Color: pink n blue

36. Movie: uhh not sure

37. Artist or band: lol idk!

38. Cars: my car (eclipse) and i like trucks

39. Ice Cream: choc (dont really like ice cream)

41. Food: umm i dunno

WHO...

42. Makes You Laugh The Most: lol anyone can make me laugh

43. Makes You Smile: anyone again

44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: uhh depends

45. Has A Crush On You: humm..

46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yeah

47. Who Has It Easier?: uhh...

48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: uhh..

DO YOU EVER...

49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: yes

50. Save AIM Conversations: yup

52. Forward Secret E-mails: No

53 Wish You Were Someone Else: sometimes..

54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no

55. fought someone: no

56. Kiss: yes

57. Cuddle: yes

58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours: haha yes since i have mono im on alll the time lol

HAVE YOU EVER

59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?:  no

60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?:  Yes (a guy) that was a friend

61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: Nope

62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: nope

63. Been Rejected:  Yes

64. Been In Love?:  yes

65. Been used?:  yes

66. Used Someone?:  nope

67. cheated on someone?:   yeah, opps.. (not doing that ever again)

68. Dumped Someone?:  yupp

69. Been Cheated On?:  probably

70. Been Kissed?: Yes

71. Done Something You Regret?: yes.. and..no

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

72. You Touched?: my mom i huged her goodnight 

73. You Talked To?:  mom

74. You Hugged?:  lol not sure

75. You Instant Messaged?:  ppl

76. You Yelled At?: my mom

77. You Thought About?: ppl

78. Who Text Messaged You?: Ben and Leann

79. Who Broke Your Heart?: no comment..

80. Who Told You They Loved You?: Brett

MORE ABOUT YOU...

81. Color Your Hair?  Brown

82. Have Tattoos?: no

83. Have Piercings?: yes i got 2 n my ears .. (1st hole and 2nd hole)                          

84. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend? yeah a bf

85. Own A Webcam?:  No

86. Own A Thong?:  yes

87. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: No

88. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?:  No i dont speak french lol

89. Habla espanol?:  a little

90. Quack?:  YES i am fluent in duck

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

91. Stolen Anything?: No.

92. Smoke?:  No (NEVER WILL)

93.need?:  boys

94. Obsessive?:  music

95. mia?: 

96. prep?:

97. Panic?: 

98. ana?: umm what? WDF?

99. Depressed?: uhh kinda

 <3 L i n d s a y

*Happy 4 Months Brett*

Hey Sluts! hows everyone doing? good i hope.. well humm... yesterday was pretty boring i got up and called brett because he was being mean to me the night b4 so i called him and well yea! haha but yea we still love each other.. and well after a while leann came over and she got the clothes that i out grew and stuff and then i went back inside and came down here and talked to people for a while and then leann called and needed a volleyball t-shirt so got a couple and drove over to her house and let her pick one out and then i came back and called brett and we talked the hole rest of the night.. and then yea! then i went up stairs and watched titanic with my mom and dad. and then i came back down and talked to some people 

it's that first kiss. the one when your knees get weak and you forget how to speak. when gravity fades away and suddenly you've got nothing to say. it's that first kiss, the one when you get butterflies in your tummy and the whole world seems fuzzy. it's that first kiss, the one you realize you're not supposed to kiss anyone else <3

Sometimes you sit and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes…if he can tell you still love him; that there’s nothing you would rather think about than the times he held you in his arms. Can he see the tears? Because they sure are there, deep down along with the pain and loneliness that youre sure no one can see…sometimes you would give anything to be able to make him understand.

A tear rolled down her cheek and landed on her lipsz.. he reached up and wiped it away w/ his gentle finger tipsz..her face was red from crying, he held her s0o tight with evrything he had-- didnt let her go until she was no longer sad. --listened to her every word she said and showed her that he cares..and told her that he loved her and let her know that he'd be there..listened to her heartbeat and smiled as he hugged her.. he did all of these thingsz because he ((-TrUeLy LoVeD hEr-))*

When I'm the one who always gives in
Putting up with your shit, Don't stand my ground
I actually ask myself why this happens to me
Didn't understand why you weren't around

In the end if no one's here for me
I can't feel bad. because I've known
You'll disappoint me AGAIN, it's obvious
Everyone knows whats been shown

They give advice, everyday
Try making me understand, it's because they care
They're love for me is UNCONDITIONAL
& you arent ever guaranted to still be there

Love turns people into fools,
It can change the way the world spins
Blocking people out. & changing their ways
You either go up or down as it begins