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These Days everyone is depressed; No one cares about your personality anymore. There are few songs with out cuss words. You bring up the Lord && people look at you weird. You stand up for someone && get called a bad name & the type of clothing you wear describes you. How much money you have gives you your popularity. Everyone breaks each others hearts & doesnt think much of it you can become so lonely.. And no one would notice <3

For every heart that finds love there is a heart that cries.
For every dream that is reborn ; there is a dream that dies.
For every day filled with sun ; there is a day of rain.
For every hour filled with joy ; there is an hour of pain.
For every smile upon a face ; there is a tear to cry.
For every hello you say ; there is a sad goodbye.

Everyone cries, everyone weeps. we all stay up late one night because we can’t go to sleep. Tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head. so you sit & lie there & cry on your bed. You can’t help but think about all the things you had. You can’t help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can’t help to think where did you do wrong. You can’t help to listen to your old song. You can’t help to think about him day & night. You can’t help but wonder why this match wasn’t right. You can’t help but smile every time you see his face. You can’t help to try to find someone to replace him. So you’re happy to see him. It’s been a long time. You’re happy to see him & you don’t know why. Well don’t suddenly forget he’s the reason why you always cry...

What if you love someone?
What if you thought they felt the same?
What if you asked them who they loved?
What if it wasn’t your name?

I don't want to be that girl
that stares at you while you're not looking...
I don't want to be that girl that gets jealous
if you talk to anyone else...
I don't want to be that girl that cry’s every night
because she wants something she can't have but I am,
so I guess that I have to live with it.

I don't understand how people can go falling in&out of love over and over again... cause once you fall in love, you're never supposed to fall out.

force a smile;; blink away the tears=im supposed to be strong=
[[supposed to have no fears]] but im finding it hard not to frown
i''m such a strong person* why am i breaking down???

I smile because when I cry all it does is make people ask me if I'm okay. I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I'm sitting here, crying, but yes I am perfectly happy. I mean come on give me a break, obviously I'm not fine.

you still hold a special place in my heart and youu know you did
right from the start. but, when she came along, and took your breath
away, i was devestated and didn`t know what to say. i spent my nights
crying time after time, and i spent my days lying. . . saying i was fine.

humm. okay so ii really don`t know whats goiin on riight now. i don`t even want to know what`s goiing on. ii feel so deep hearted right now. iif you even get what that means. iim not sure even what that means but it sounds riite. ii mean Brett diidn`t do anythiing wrong. but iidk. i just feel lonely. and Brett i know thats not your fault. but ii feel lonely and uncared for right now and no one can help me with this... ii`v felt thiis way for a whiile and now iim coming out with it and ii don`t want any ones help, ii need to see if ii can stand on my own to feet for a whiile...