dnt even

they say its better to forgive and forget.... fuck that

Currently Listening Gym Class Hero peace sign up/index down see related

Winner

basketball... best tournement ever.... some girl... one girl... really stuck out... just a simple conversation got me hooked. the mystery gurl that plays on the other team stole my heart at jump ball. i was captivated by her moves, her ball handleing, her free throw form i culdnt concentrate. when she gave me that foul and helped me up i new right then and there she wuld never hurt me. when she smiled as i took her hand i new she felt the same connection, and i new everyone in the crowd saw it to. i fought for her love all game just so i can impress her and i could tell she was impressed. when she let me go for an open lay up rather then contest the shot i new she wanted us to win, jsut to make me happy. by half time i was sprung. my coach was talkin but i wasnt hearing her words, i was staring into her eyes but i wasnt lookin at her i was just thinking, waiting for the buzzer to sound just so me and her can be united once again. and when that happend i was the happiest person in the world. i purpesely went  over to gaurd my love when i saw a change in her deminor. no longer was her body language friendly but vicious. no longer were her eyes welcoming but terrifying. what happend? i was so confused i let her score a wide open lay up on me and my team was not happy about that. i posted up on her and took a shot but not only did she foul me but gave me a mean look and walked away. what happend to the angel that helped me up?what happend to her sweet gesture of letting me win? what did her evil coach say to her? again i couldnt concentrate for the whole time i was thinkin about how something so good could go bad in a matter of minutes. in the end... we lost by 1... my mystery girl made the game winning free throw and while she was carried away by her team i walked away alone. my heart broken and spirits down i went to take off my gear and prepare for the next game.... just then she came and said good game i smiled and said thanks she handed me a note and walked away.... surpriesed i took it and read it... written almost perfectly read : tyanna xxx-xxx-xxxx txt me if ur interested...score

see the new pic|? isnt it fun? i enjoy smiling... wish i did it more often tho... skool start in a few....joy... its funni kinda feels like summer just began but i guess tthats how it always feels when a good thing comes to an end.... gurl n i r amazing... life is pretty sweet... and yea stay on the chill mode =]

until next time

if there is a next time

Currently Listening Fight With Tools By Flobots No handlebars see related

Ready?

We ready, We ready, We ready, For yall

You got on your jersey

and your ankle braces

you got on your wrist band

you tieing your shoe laces

you look thristy for blood

you cant stay still

let the game begin

you ready to kill

you step on with confiedence

you smile at the line

the buzzard sounds

game time

We ready, We ready, We ready, For yall...

you got me bitin my nails

Im fumbling with my shoes

your team looks vicious

i aint ready to loose

i hate the fact

the clock is tickin away

i'm pacing the court

nervous look on my face

the refs blow their whisles

im out of time

i look down at my feet

as we stand on the line

We ready, We ready, we ready, for yall

You jump and get it

down the court you race

you pull up and shoot

in my face

but you dont stop there

at half court you wait

to pressure the ball

so we can throw it away

i go for a shot

my ball u rejected

the crowd laughs i bow my head

confiedence affected

We ready, We ready, We ready, For yall

2nd qaurter is horrid

im so tired i can't breathe

sweats in my eyes

so much i cant see

and then u throw a foul

as our bodies connect

i was pretty sure

that i'd be dead

free throws were awful

my arm was limp

i shot the ball

and missed the rim

We ready, We ready, We ready for yall

Man we came for competiton

yall aint even a team

3rd quarter 45 2 20

and thats wiith our second string

im laughing with my team mates

as we sit in the chairs

we feeling sorry for you

this shit aint even fair

we came ready to win

we came ready to prove

that we were the best

so no way we'd loose

so at the end of the game

i looked u rite in the face

and asked u

gurl were u ready to play?

We ready, We ready, We ready for yall

The 2nd half was the same

no suprise at all

so when the buzzard sound

i gave the ref the ball

i thought the nightmare was over

or at least till nxt game

till a gurl came and asked

if we were ready to play

she said they came for a challange

and that wasnt a lie

she said she knew we were gonna loose

but we could have tried

i said maybe next game

you'd get a team thats steady

but as far as competiton

nah, my team wasnt ready

we aint ready, we aint ready, we aint ready.... 4 yall

lol i was bored not my usual o wel.... have yall noticed that xanga has gotten confusing-er... o well maybe i just haven been on here for a while.....

sleepy

bye

Currently Listening Pocketful of Sunshine By Natasha Bedingfield pocket full of sunshine see related

Life is

The good the bad

The happy the sad

The red the green

And all the colors inbetween

Its livong and dying

Its smiling and crying

Its the truth telling and the lying

Its the big and little things

Life is serious and silly

Its flat then hilly

But just keep your footing

I promise you'll find your way

Your dependently independent

Your consistantly inconsistant

And though we sometimes show resistance

We're happy for each and every day

LIfe is healthy and caustic

Your energetic then exhausted

And it never matters what caused it

Its just the fact that you had fun

Life is different but the same

Really its a childs game

but the experience that you gain

is unique to everyone

Life is depressing yes its true

But the pain enlightens you

It teaches you what not to do

And you learn from your mistakes

In the simplest of lines

Life is simply being alive

So take advantage of the time

Don't let the moment slip away