I Can't Figure it Out!!!!

OK, so i just don't understand my friend ryan b., he's so confusing, loving, sweet and sometimes makes me so angry, but i love him all the same. he's one of my bestfriends, but we're more than that ya know those crazy unspoken relationships like that. And somtimes that don't need to be talked about until they take that crazy turn and no one knows whats going on. my life is so crazy right now it's not even funny, sometimes i see how people could turn to drugs or alcohol or just give up cause it seems like everything will be ok then, the s**** hits the fan.

but i would never turn to substances to hide my problems, there is only one person that can help me, and he is doing that all day long, and never leaving my side and woo how greatful am i for him being there at my every waking call. I love him so much for that.

I can't wait to get all this crap figured out. but n-e-ways

T.C.C.I.C. MUCH LOVE

whyy??????

why? are people so stupid, and why does it always seem like the people you care about the most are the ones that hurt you the most. i'm so sick and tired of people treating me like crap, i'm soooooooo done playing miss nice lady and always holding a smile, to make others feel good. i just want to feel appreciated and not always like i'm being taken for granted, do you feel me. sometimes i just need to say no, no matter what the cause.

                n--e--ways

break is going ok, i should have just stayed in the burg, but i am looking forward to bake n shake on wed. those of you near kc or lee summit should go see it and support them.

well enough non sense i'm out. much love

HOLAS!!!!!!!!!! ME FELLOW FRIENDS

TODAY IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY, IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY WHEN THE SUN IS SHINNING BRIGHT. LAST NIGHT IM HAD A WONDERFUL EVENING. I HUNG OUT WITH THIS REALLY COOL, AWESOME YOUNGMAN THAT PLAYS FOR OR SO GREAT FOOTBALL TEAM. HAHA!! N-E-WAAYS I AM EXCITED ABOUT STUDIOS THIS EVENING. HEY!!! THOSE  OF YOU WHO MAYBE SEEING STUDIOS TONIGHT I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE YOU TO MAYBE CHECK OUT THE TALENT SHOW TOMORROW EVENING, OUR VERY OWN COREY HENRY WILL BE PERFORMING. I ASK THAT SOME COME OUT IN SUPPORT OF HIM. THAT'S  I T I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY. YA'LL HAVE AN AMAZING WEEKEND.

hey everyone!!!!!!!

what's going on? the usual over  here.work, school, hangin' out. ya know. well i have a question, how long should date or hangout with someone before you make them your boyfriend? quick question. that's all i wanted. talk to u later.much love

hello everyone, how r ya?good

well i just wanted to say that i am sick and tired of living in my house one of my roomies is absoulutely psycho and lives off drama. but it's ok cause school will start andi won't be at home nearly as much which is a good thing, cause i'm bout to kill him. n-e-ways i wish i wasn't  such chicken boo boo and tell the boy i like that i like him, i know it's really easy, but oh! am i such a punk, i need to grow some u know what. well that's pretty much all i have to say , love u all and keep your heads up.