hey everyone..im feeling better then i have the past week and i just felt like i needed to update and say thanks to all my friends who help me out so much :)
 Lauren Batres. There is WAY too much to say about our best friendship and you know it! lol through boys, IT, softball, making cookies, hanging out, no ice in the drinks, sleep overs, softball, watching TV shows, crying on eachothers shoulders, singing songs to cheer eachother up, making all those signs, writing long notes and all that corny stuff that we do together you have ALWAYS been there for me since the beginning of our friendship and that really means something so i just wanted to let you know.
 Kaleigh Xtina- kay bay, kay, whatever weve called eachother! i know i can always have blast w/ you and relate to so much with our sappy love stories and relationships we tell eachother everything in the world and i love that. we have so many stupid jokes from the grillz and the rap songs, parties and fun nights we wont forget for along time
 Ali Flynn- my lil shit..we became best friends so fast and we never thought it would happen. you always have your ways of cheering me up. i sent about 4000 texts this month and im guessing about 1000 of them are from you! lol even when we go through our random text fights of saying the meanest shit in the world i know it realy means i love u rye.. we can party together and just lay around and do nothing and thats awesome!. thanks for being so understanding and not giving up on me and just teling me i will get through of all of this. im here for you too.
 Lauren Asby- iv probly stayed close friends with you the longest. ever since what 3rd grade? now WE have been through a lot! from just me and you at your old house jumping over the rail and me getting stuck on that thing to all those girls nights at your house staying up late talking about everything in the world. my friendly helper i dunno where i would be w/ out you lol
 Trayce Miller and Katie Laws- i really think our friendships came together when we all 3 dated guys from the same band. but im really glad that it didnt end when those relationships did haha from going to shows and traveling around im vickys mini vans in liberty we have had some pretty fun adventures and hopefully manymore. i love talking to both of you becuase our converstations could go on forever. tracyce, ill never forget that night when we both started crying in your room talking about those 2 boys, we spilled everything that night haha what an emotional wreck. katie.. you were asleep on the bed. and i know you have been through just as much crap as i have but you know im always here to listen and i wanted to thank you for being here for me now.
 Shelby Anderson- it all started that girls night at Busters, i didnt know that we would end up becoming such good friends in one night! we have done so much stupid stuff and laughed so hard until we cried and we dont even have to leave our houses to do it. from all the food we eat, to the ouija master, the late night porn, stupid pictures and jergens lotion. you are always yourself and dont give a shit what bitches think and i never want to loose you as a best friend!
 Beka Starforth- i met you around the same time i met shelby. you guys are pretty much twins but at the same time so much different. you and your ALRIGHT and facial expressions haha they never get old but i think i bug you by telling you to do them so much. i love your fuck you attitude and how you tell it how it is. weve had so many long talks in boss and again, at those girls nights! i could tel you anything and you would listen to me. but the good thing is, is that i know we can become closers..i relaly hope you moving to liberty wont change that.
 Amanda Jacobs- softball brought us together but us becoming best friends kept us together. we have been through SO much shit. weve actaully been IN more shit haha i think that quote. "a good friend will bail you out of jail but a best friend will be the one sitting next to you saying DAMN that was fun" totally applys to us. we have def. had our ups and downs and said shit we havent ment but all in all. through our family, personal, and boy problems we have always been here for eachother. you know im ALWAYS here for you. sisters for life, bitches for life, # 13 and # 21, pitcher and catcher. damn. i reallly dont know what else to say...i have way to much. i love you amanda
 KC Cougarz softball team- i know this is an old picture and i have many new girls on the team but. softball has always been a huge part of my life. i have learned so much from my coach and all the different girls on my team. amanda, roni, jess, batres, sam, cait you girls have been an extra support.im sorry i havnet been giving it my all and it seems like id ont want to play but softball means so much to me and i promise you, i will come around.
 JV OP soccer team- this is my first year of playing soccer and iv already learned so much. i love all of you girls on the team. amanda b and l, mir,chels, mackenzie, whit. you girls espically we can always vent on eachother after school every day at practice and that has def. brough us closer. i hope our friendships last outside of soccer.
 Zach O'Keefe. we have been through so much these past 5 months. and im not just saying that. we are so close and i just want to let you know that whatever happens with this break i will always care about you. always. im here for you whenever you need me and i promise you that. i dont really like talking about us on xanga but...i had to put you on here becuase you have been such a great, amazing, caring, boyfriend.
i have other very close friends and i want to say thanks to all of you too..
 mir i can honestly say you have become one of my best friends. we talk SO much its crazy! boys friends parties weekends family and everything in the world, you always make me happy!
My Girls. every girl in those pictures mean something to me and i love all of em'!
MY BOYS!! i dont have pictures of all of you but..you know who you are and i love you all!
to everyone else who isnt in those pictures. its probly becuase i dont have any pictures of you or im just out of photobucket space haha this is one of my longest entries ever and i just wanted to say thanks. iv seen people update like that so i figured it was my turn. im having a much better week and i hope things only get better from here...
I Love You , Ryean | 
amanda and me 
mir and amanda..(mirs birthday is tomorrow yay!!)
paige, amanda, jerrica, mir, and jordan!
me and my KPG!! 
haha. uhh.. hungry miranda? <3
what???
throwin' up the G signs! haha
Oh My Gosh they are cute!! Trayce, Ali, Lauren and I! wow i love my bestest friends <3 (a few of my others werent there but you know you are my bffs too :) love you guys )
our eyes are so different but i love his!
i dont know why i like this picture so much but i do <3 love you zach. 
