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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:35:36 GMT

hey everyone..im feeling better then i have the past week and i just felt like i needed to update and say thanks to all my friends who help me out so much :)

Lauren Batres. There is WAY too much to say about our best friendship and you know it! lol through boys, IT, softball, making cookies, hanging out, no ice in the drinks, sleep overs, softball, watching TV shows, crying on eachothers shoulders, singing songs to cheer eachother up, making all those signs, writing long notes and all that corny stuff that we do together you have ALWAYS been there for me since the beginning of our friendship and that really means something so i just wanted to let you know.

Kaleigh Xtina- kay bay, kay, whatever weve called eachother! i know i can always have blast w/ you and relate to so much with our sappy love stories and relationships we tell eachother everything in the world and i love that. we have so many stupid jokes from the grillz and the rap songs, parties and fun nights we wont forget for along time

Ali Flynn- my lil shit..we became best friends so fast and we never thought it would happen. you always have your ways of cheering me up. i sent about 4000 texts this month and im guessing about 1000 of them are from you! lol even when we go through our random text fights of saying the meanest shit in the world i know it realy means i love u rye.. we can party together and just lay around and do nothing and thats awesome!. thanks for being so understanding and not giving up on me and just teling me i will get through of all of this. im here for you too.

Lauren Asby- iv probly stayed close friends with you the longest. ever since what 3rd grade? now WE have been through a lot! from just me and you at your old house jumping over the rail and me getting stuck on that thing to all those girls nights at your house staying up late talking about everything in the world. my friendly helper i dunno where i would be w/ out you lol

Trayce Miller and Katie Laws- i really think our friendships came together when we all 3 dated guys from the same band. but im really glad that it didnt end when those relationships did haha from going to shows and traveling around im vickys mini vans in liberty we have had some pretty fun adventures and hopefully manymore. i love talking to both of you becuase our converstations could go on forever. tracyce, ill never forget that night when we both started crying in your room talking about those 2 boys, we spilled everything that night haha what an emotional wreck. katie.. you were asleep on the bed. and i know you have been through just as much crap as i have but you know im always here to listen and i wanted to thank you for being here for me now.

Shelby Anderson- it all started that girls night at Busters, i didnt know that we would end up becoming such good friends in one night! we have done so much stupid stuff and laughed so hard until we cried and we dont even have to leave our houses to do it. from all the food we eat, to the ouija master, the late night porn, stupid pictures and jergens lotion. you are always yourself and dont give a shit what bitches think and i never want to loose you as a best friend!

Beka Starforth- i met you around the same time i met shelby. you guys are pretty much twins but at the same time so much different. you and your ALRIGHT and facial expressions haha they never get old but i think i bug you by telling you to do them so much. i love your fuck you attitude and how you tell it how it is. weve had so many long talks in boss and again, at those girls nights! i could tel you anything and you would listen to me. but the good thing is, is that i know we can become closers..i relaly hope you moving to liberty wont change that.

Amanda Jacobs- softball brought us together but us becoming best friends kept us together. we have been through SO much shit. weve actaully been IN more shit haha i think that quote. "a good friend will bail you out of jail but a best friend will be the one sitting next to you saying DAMN that was fun" totally applys to us. we have def. had our ups and downs and said shit we havent ment but all in all. through our family, personal, and boy problems we have always been here for eachother. you know im ALWAYS here for you. sisters for life, bitches for life, # 13 and # 21, pitcher and catcher. damn. i reallly dont know what else to say...i have way to much. i love you amanda

KC Cougarz softball team- i know this is an old picture and i have many new girls on the team but. softball has always been a huge part of my life. i have learned so much from my coach and all the different girls on my team. amanda, roni, jess, batres, sam, cait you girls have been an extra support.im sorry i havnet been giving it my all and it seems like id ont want to play but softball means so much to me and i promise you, i will come around.

JV OP soccer team- this is my first year of playing soccer and iv already learned so much. i love all of you girls on the team. amanda b and l, mir,chels, mackenzie, whit. you girls espically we can always vent on eachother after school every day at practice and that has def. brough us closer. i hope our friendships last outside of soccer.

Zach O'Keefe. we have been through so much these past 5 months. and im not just saying that. we are so close and i just want to let you know that whatever happens with this break i will always care about you. always. im here for you whenever you need me and i promise you that. i dont really like talking about us on xanga but...i had to put you on here becuase you have been such a great, amazing, caring, boyfriend.

i have other very close friends and i want to say thanks to all of you too..

mir i can honestly say you have become one of my best friends. we talk SO much its crazy! boys friends parties weekends family and everything in the world, you always make me happy!

My Girls. every girl in those pictures mean something to me and i love all of em'!

MY BOYS!! i dont have pictures of all of you but..you know who you are and i love you all!

to everyone else who isnt in those pictures. its probly becuase i dont have any pictures of you or im just out of photobucket space haha this is one of my longest entries ever and i just wanted to say thanks. iv seen people update like that so i figured it was my turn. im having a much better week and i hope things only get better from here...

I Love You , Ryean

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 02:09:16 GMT

i just wanted to update.

nothing really to say.. zach and i are on a break, had an alright weekend, i hate drama, softball..dont even wanna go there, soccer is pretty fun, school is school, umm...leave me a comment?

<3 Ryean

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 03:53:13 GMT

sorry im so bad at updating! nothing exciting really... hanging w/ the girls,soccer, school, drama, boyfriend, softball. :) ohh highschool..

High School can either make or break your friendships.You lose friends that you thought would never let you go. And you gain friends that you never would believe in.In the end, the true ones stand by, while the fake ones fade away...

People don't change.
They become more of who they really are...

so..i dont have anything really to say..heres a few pics from this weekend. too much stuff happened to type it out and i dunno..im caring less and less about xanga but here are pictures i pretty much took from other peoples xangas so thank you mir and lauren for the pictures that i stole! haha

I LOVE MY JV SOCCER GIRLS!!!

amanda and me

mir and amanda..(mirs birthday is tomorrow yay!!)

paige, amanda, jerrica, mir, and jordan!

me and my KPG!!

haha. uhh.. hungry miranda? <3

FRIDAY NIGHT W/ THE GIRLS <3

what???

throwin' up the G signs! haha

Oh My Gosh they are cute!! Trayce, Ali, Lauren and I! wow i love my bestest friends <3 (a few of my others werent there but you know you are my bffs too :) love you guys )

saturday i went out to dinner and a movie w/ zach tyler and dani and zach got a new camera phone and we took a lot of pictures on it but i only sent these 2 to my computer..

our eyes are so different but i love his!

i dont know why i like this picture so much but i do <3 love you zach.

<3 Ryean

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 20:35:00 GMT

pretty good weekend!

friday we had a hard soccer practice then watched C team..

here are my soccer pictures..not the best but whateva! lol

then friday night me kaleigh and ali hung out! we got ready and went over to erics for a little bit and then hung out at scotts w/ ang steven ben jason and nate and ALAN (how could i forget?) lol sorry ..oh and c love haha (ew) then we grabbed some taco bell on the way home and they stayed the night over at my house :) we bascially pigged out and crashed on my couches lol actaully we made ali sleep on the floor but anyways..lol a few pics//

sorry guys..i had a lot of other pictures but they were gross looking lol

heres a stupid picture from spring break i took from amandas xanga lol

Me manda and syl!!!

then saturday...we all had to wake up early, like always, becuase i had a softball tournament..zach came over and went out there too! we had 4 freakin games starting at 11 and our last one was at 8 something...we all got REALLY burned but it was fun for our first tournament of the season...we lost our last game so for sunday that put us in the loser bracket...so i came home and crashed that night...

my mom had to drag me out of bed this morning..i was sore all over becuase i caught all 4 games yesterday and i was burned and...it was really early in the morning lol but we got there and lost our first game so..i came home and now im updating my xanga and about to jump in the shower and do some homework! give me a call

love love love Ryean

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 12:40:43 GMT

this week as kinda sucked..i can hardly get out of bed im so tired..i have a million assignments to make up becuase i just havent felt like doing them..and im guessing its not just me that is in this weird mood becuase it seems like everyones awaymessage says "bad day" or "today sucked im going to bed" and stuff like that...hm?.

last night was our 3rd soccer game vs. blue springs south...we lost 0 to 3..its alright though..next game monday vs lee summit...

heres some pictures before the game

yeah we probly should have been warming up or something...haha( chels mac cassie paige and angelica!)

ummm..im not quite sure what we were trying to do?... amanda jerica and me lol

it was windy and sunny lol op and theres peter in the back round! lol

soo..i love how we are all in such a good mood before the game but when we get in there and start loosing everyone turns bitch on eachother...tiiight. oh well...<3 all of you

call/text <3 Ryean

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:31:29 GMT

so my spring break was AWESOME!!

wednesday and thursday i went out w/ amanda syl and sam! we went over to derons both nights and ofcourse that was a blast! i met the saragusa brothers for the first time finally becuase amanda and syl talk about them like they are gods! lol like all of my money was spent that night on mcdonals haha. then wednesday we had a game that night against kearny and we lost 3-0(i was happy to get my first soccer game ever, out of the way!) ...then thursday we had morning practice witch REALLY sucked lol then thursday night was me and my boys 4 months! we went out to dinner then rented war of the worlds..but we rented the wrong one and it was like some shitty knock off so we just made fun of it as we watched it haha...<3

friday we had a game at home against excelsior or whatever and we bet them 1-0 thanks to mackenzies first goal of the season!! lol that night was the girls night over at katies w/ like a million girls including brookes friends. you can never go bad w/ a girls night :)..

saturday i had to go see a movie w/ the softball team then that night i went over to keelas house w/ amanda witch again..is ALWAYS fun! keela and i messed around w/ our hair and i got a really good poof going!! we made brownies and watched a few movies and just hung out like always!

sorry guys. my batteries were dead like all week it seems like so sorry for no pictures :(

today- i had to wake up early and go to softball practice. after that we scrimiaged the 18 Origionals (AMAZING older softball team) we only lost 1- 7 witch was realy suprising becuase i thought we were going to get our asses handed to us! lol

now im just about to go get everything ready for school tomorrow..doing laundry..just kinda hanging out recouperating or whatever from this crazy week!! haha

love you all, call/text it <3 Ryean

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:02:05 GMT

yesterday after shelb left lauren and tia came over and we watched PRIME witch is a great movie..i jumped in the shower and then went over to mackenzies for the night..we hung out and watched Walk The Line witch is a great movie too! lol kinz and i took pictures and hung out and listened to music..im really glad we got time to hang out too cuz we hadnt forever!!

yeah we rock the no make up/natural beauty in these pictures lol

so that was fun! then this morning we had early soccer practice so we picked up amanda and got that over w/ lol then the team went out to eat at perkins..i think i have an idea of what im doing tonight but give me a call anyways!!

p.s hopefully our first soccer game tomorrow in Karney? wish me luck

<3 Ryean

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 18:37:41 GMT

Spring break is finally here!

friday i had soccer then saw a movie w/ zach tyler and dani then got some sonic and hung out w/ kaleigh ali and miachael all night..

saturday i had to chill at my dads house becuase it was his weekend.

sunday i had softball practice then shelb came over and we hung out and talked all night! i really missed her we hadn't hung out FOREVER! we watched wedding crashers

haha OLD picuture..but its the only one we have of me and her lol

today we got some chinese food and the chink man yelled at me becuase my house was hard to find...SORRY! lol now im getting ready to go to soccer practice becuase our first game is cancled :(

new xanga pic! im very excited because i had the other one since like summer!

and new xanga song

The Format-The First Single

I can’t stand to think about,
A heart so big that it hurts like hell,
Oh my God I gave my best,
For three whole years to end like this,
Do you want to fall apart?
I can’t stop if you can’t start,
Do you want to fall apart?
Well I could if you can’t try to fix what I’ve undone,
‘Cause I hate what I’ve become.

You know me,
Or you think you do,
You just don’t seem to see,
I’ve been waiting all this time to be,
Something I can’t define,
So let’s cause a scene,
Clap our hands and stomp our feet over something, 
Yeah, something,
I’ve just got to get myself over me.

I could stand to do without all the people I have left behind,
What’s the point it going round,
When it’s a straight line baby, a straight line down?
So let’s make a list of who we need,
And it’s not much if anything,
Let's make a list of who we need,
And we’ll throw it away ‘cause we don’t need anyone,
No we don’t need anyone.

You know me,
Or you think you do,
You just don’t seem to see,
I’ve been waiting all this time,
To be something I can’t define,
So let’s cause a scene,
Clap our hands and stomp our feet,
Over something,
Yeah, something,
I’ve just got to get myself over me.

And I hate what I’ve become.

You know the night life it is not for me,
'Cause all you really need are a few good friends,
Don’t want to go out and be on my own,
You know they started something I can’t stand,
Heading for the city, count me out,
‘Cause all this time is wasted on,
Everything I’ve done.

You know me,
Or you think you do,
You just don’t seem to see,
I’ve been waiting all this time,
To be something I can’t define,
So let’s cause a scene,
Clap our hands and stomp our feet,
Over something,
Yeah, something,
I’ve just got to get myself over me.

You know me,
Or you think you do,
You just don’t seem to see,
I’ve been waiting all this time,
To be something I cannot define,
So let’s cause a scene,
Clap our hands and stomp our feet,
Over something,
Yeah, something,
I’ve just got to get myself over me,
Yeah,
Over me,
Yeah,
Over me.

call me if you want to do anything <3 Ryean

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 02:56:26 GMT

Hey Hey!!

so i decided i will probly only update after every weekend cuz not thers nothing really important to update about on the week days..its been pretty much school, soccer, home! soccer is going realy good i LOooove it! if u wanna by a soccer t you need to do it soon by the way! umm...the usual drama. bla bla bla..

anyways! this weekend was pretty good

friday night i hung out w/ amanda...we went out w/ steven and dakota for a bit then over to ang's for a while then back to amanda, got some taco bell and hung out like old times witch was nice!

Hahaha this picture is for you kaleigh xtina!!!! <3 Let me see ya what?!

so saturday i woke up really early at amandas for no reason and watched a few movies while she slept lol and bye the time she woke up i had to go home and get ready for snake saturday! that turned out being pretty fun...i ran into a lot of people, i rode the tamahawk w/ ali! it was just a fun day w/ everyone...

Casey, Ali, Me!! man it took us forever to finally get there, the traffice was REDIC.!

the girls spending a little too much time at the DQ lol we still had fun though

Dom and Anthony!! how cute...anthony needs his hair cut though! lol

so after that i went over to alis and spend some quality time w/ her she made me a sandwitch and we made a list..even though it didnt all work out it was still fun..uh her dog humped me that was pretty tight haha NOT but yeah i had a lot of fun hango ut w/ her...we went out w/ kaleigh peter michael michael FITZ and nick! it was an alright night...i liked bein w/ those people!

haha seriously...what would we do with out him? luv ya michael!

Damn i almost got her on the pot but shes a pretty quick girl lol sooo i dunno what i would do w/ out you sport lol im glad weve become so much closer friends!

sunday...i had to wake up early and go to softball practice, the hail was really scary, i was feeling really sick and i missed half of practice to come home and sleep all afternoon pretty much... umm nothing big

yesterday i got a new cell phone and a new purse! that was exciting...and tomorrow im going on a photography feild trip, im gonna be spending some quality time w/ mir my love!...def. text me tomorrow i wont be doing anything almost all day! lol

p.s spring break is coming soon and i have no offical plans so if you wanna hang out just give me a call!! i love you all

<3 Ryean!

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 00:12:44 GMT

Hey loves!!!

SOoo Friday the big news was who made what team...i made the JV soccer team?! i def. didnt see that one coming! lol lauren and trayce are on varsity! yeahhh!! everyone else is on C team but KPG whitney amanda L and B mackenzie and some other girls are on JV w/ me so i think it will be mucho fun!!

friday night was also lauren batres' birthday night! zach come over for a little bit while i waas getting ready and oh by the way i got number 14 on the team...zach and i now have the same soccer number haha kinda corny but w/e! lol so anyways he tooke me over there and me and like 10 other girls went out to eat at O'Charleys for laurens bday and it was amazing! i had a steak! then afterwards we all stayed the night at batres and hung out and it was fun! i miss hanging out w/ pretty much al lof those girls who were there!!

here are some pictures since thats all you people realy care about! lol

Out to eat...

Hannah, Kourt, Birthday girl!

Look at those gorgeous girls! Mallory & Sara!!

Well...there was a full size mirror in the bathroom....lol what else were we supposed to do! haha me jay kidd and tia!

back at laurens house...

"Um excuse me! its my birthday week! im the birthday girl! bow down to me!"-Lauren Nichole. hahahaah I LOVE YOU!! (oh p.s jordan and i got lauren a half hour aromatherapy masage from salon oasis!! yeah we are the best friends you could ask for!)

So her and i are def. going to become closer friends! lol i loved hangin out w/ u friday!! hanna A and me

All the girls!!(yeah we look kinda disgusting becuase that was later that night after all of us had changed and washed our faces! lol)

saturday- i had to wake up early and leave..i woke up and i was spooning w/ amanda! haha YES! lol well anways..i had softball practice. then after that i got my new cleats and batting gloves, hung out w/ zach a little, then went over to my dads house for the night...nothing big

today-i had team softball practice then afterwards me and my dad ran some errands and i got unlimited texts so feel free to text me as much as your heart desires!! lol

sooo over all it was an alright weekend! now im gonna go do some homework that i REALLY have no desire to do. but..whatever! call/text it!

<3 Ryean