so pretty much the funniest thing ever happened today.

we were in chemistry & jeremiah turned on all the water faucets from the teacher's desk. scared the shit outta all of us. but asbolutely hilarious

So I basically haven't updated for a while. And really, there's nothing to update on. No one ever reads this things. You can tell by the overflowing comments. But anyways..I feel like updating while I'm not watching the State of the Union  Address. I'll read about it later on MSNBC.com.

So basically, I turned 17. The Friday before I turned 17, I got a speeding ticket. Thought I was gonna puke. Go to court to hopefully get no points on the 28th of February. Other than that, my birthday weekend was nothing short of amazing. The first year in my life that I didn't have an official party. But I did get to hang out with two of the best people in the entire world, Travis Shane & Kelley Ruth. Two of the people that can always put a smile on my face. & I wouldn't of spent my last day of being 16 with anyone else.

Now onto today, because other than my birthday, everything has been school & work & basically nothing to bore you with, cuz it's mostly all the same.

Attention: You can stop reading at any time. No one's forcing you to read this. So I don't want to hear any bitching.

I get in the house after coming home from school, in a pretty good mood, and instantly my mom starts yelling at me. And what she was saying, she could have said in a calm tone. But no, she yells. And I didn't even do anything. Ever since her surgery about a week ago, she's been nothing but moody. And I can understand that, I've dealt with it before. But why does it have to come back on my father & I. It's not our fault, if we could do something to change it, we would. But we can't. And I think that makes it that much worse. Sometimes I can't believe what I hear some of you complain about, how your parents are so bad, blah blah blah. The 2 exceptions I can think of to this is Angel & Christina..and I'm not going to say why, because they should know, and it's none of your business if you don't know what I mean. But really, everybody's like "wahhh wahhh I have it so fucking bad" Try living with my mom. Whose nervous system is breaking down at an increased rate everyday. And yes, it could be much worse, and I'm glad it isn't, but many of you have it way better, and you don't even know it. And it pisses me off. Stop fucking whining.

So I decided to take a walk because I really could not stand being in the house. I walked for about an hour around Littlestown, and it had been the first walk I had gone on since before I got my liscense. Now that I have my liscense, I drive everywhere, even places I could walk. And that needs to change. And I basically talked to God the whole time. And I don't care how stupid you think that sounds or whatever, because I know He's real, and He will always be there to listen, unlike some people. And it really did make me feel somewhat better. I decided some things need to change:

1. I need to become a better, nicer person.

2. I need to become a better daughter.

3. I need to try harder. School, etc.

4. I need to start dieting and exercising. Not because I'm a little overweight, but because it's my life & I want to be able to live it to the fullest. It's my health, and I need to control whatever I can.

And some random other things. Towards the end of my walk, I saw Brandon leaving his house. Then he came around the block & stopped to see what I was doing. I think that's the least I've ever talked to him. Not because I didn't want to talk to him, but because I wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone. But seeing him did cheer me up slightly. He's another lucky one that can always put a smile on my face.

During my walk I decided that all I have is here & now. I don't have my yesterdays because they're already gone, and I don't have my tomorrows because they're never guaranteed. This doesn't mean I need to go out & start doing crazy stuff & live life to the fullest, but I do need to make the most of what I have, here & now. Be nicer to people, try harder, be a better person overall.

I ended my walk with, what would people say if I just died with no known cause, just suddenly. And no I'm not suicidal. It's just one of the things I wonder. Who would think about me, who would come to my funeral, visit my grave, etc.?

So yeah, there's an update.

So the past week or so has been pretty good. Came home from school early yesterday & then stayed home from school today because I have some sort of an upper respiratory infection. Haha and Jason said if anyone gives it to him, he'll kill them. haha

So today was pretty good. haha I'll leave it at that

This is the last weekend before I turn 17. Wahoo. haha Definitely looking forward to the 3 day weekend coming up. Too bad I work on Monday but not til 4:15 so I guess it's ok.

Not really much else to say. Or that I can think of anyways.

So I was told to update. I suppose I will.

Jessi the Alien Destroyer is awesome.

Now that that's outta the way..

It was back to Tech Prep today. BLAHHHH.Way to sleep in Danielle! Haha 6 pm?! What. Me & Bri dicked off all class. "SOB" haha "retard" .. yes our new favorite hobby. looking up words in the dictionary. "I SHOULDNT BE LOOKING UP WORDS AT LIKE 6 AM!" "It's not 6 am!" haha. yeah. took like 53 pics too. I think we pissed DeVeny off a little..but Gettysburg in a whole pissed us off CUZ WE DIDN'T HAVE SCHOOL. Fucking Gettysburg. @!##%

Then I came home, and I read 8 chapters of my book. I now have 5 chapters to go, with 45 pages remaining in those 5 chapters. Then I have 269 pages to read in my other book, all before tomorrow. Which can be done easily if I wanted to. I just have to sit down & actually read. We'll see.

I work today 3:15-8. Hopefully some cool kids will be working. Definitely don't wanna go back to school tomorrow buttt shit happens.

Hrm..I wonder. <3

20 days til my birthday! Better get me somethin good Juuuuuust kidding. But it would be cool.

Keep the comments coming kiddos. You're all awesome

<3 always,

JTizzle.

So today was pretty much nothing short of amazing.

Woke up, had no idea of what to do. Then I went in & got my paychekc with Christina. Bri & Danielle met me here then we went to Hungry Parrot for lunch. Pretty much our favorite place ever =P And Christina's friend Erin met us there. & we pigged out like normal. Then played some sweet arcade games. I schooled Tina in air hockey and Need for Speed. yeahhhh. And the hot football players. Yeah. That's too bad.

Came home, sat around for a little, then went to the Y. Ran a little over a mile on the treadmill & almost 2 miles on the bike. Then went & soaked in the whirlpool for about 5 mins cuz I got bored.

Came home and shortly after, decided to call Travis. Asked him if he wanted to come to the outlets. So he picked up Kelley from work, then he came to the outlets & so did Christina & Erin & Cody & some other guy that I'm supposed to meet.

Yeah..Christina calls me tonight saying that this Rudy guy wanted to meet me & was dissappointed that he didn't get to. Interesting. So she gave me his # & I guess I'll call him & see when we could hang out?

Had muchhhh fun at the outlets w/Travis & Kelley. Aww I love those 2 sooooooo friggen much.

So tomorrow I work from 4-7..nice =P And then I'm goin over to celebrate the New Year with Angel. Goin to get some freakin Taco Bell! YESS! haha

So yeah..there's an update. Leave a comment or w/e.

cya <3