Went back to work today,i was happy to go back.Been off for a week.But my boss,was really good to me.In last week even sending flowers,calling and checking on me .They had to call someone in take my work over for me.I had to go back to someone messing with the system, i had set up.My boss was happy to see me back...lol Over joyed is not understatement here:P.If don't know what i do.I put dietary menu's on pc at a hospital.I sit in a room with a pc ,phone and fax machine.I run up and down on floors,always trying keep up with,coming and going of people..Making sure everyone get right menu and right diet.Lot of beening organized and really busy to.Glad be back,work for me something that make me independent,and i love that..lol

~jen~

How can I show others they too, can witness ?

God is ALL- All knowing, ALL powerful, All healing.

This is no mirage, but a sign of God’s love.

A love that embraces all of mankind with His promise,

A promise of a world filled with peace! This miracle

belongs to us all!

I missed my best friend today...

His friendship been one that been hard to let go of....

In the end of all,knew it come to this...

Letting go of people always been hardest for me to do.Memories always draw me back to them.When meet people that effect your life,is most hardest to say good-bye to them.Even tho all  you want,is to see them have happiness and awesome life.

~Jen~

Well ,we layed to rest my dad.So many memories of him,I cant express.My most fondest memory is of dad and I playing chess together.Funny how,you remember so many thing about a person,it like a tided rolling in from an ocean.Then the tided comes crashing in.Then you have so memories that can be so overwhelming to ya.So many memories,i never even thought of in it seems forever.Then retracing ever moment i spent with them..Trying not lose a thought of him.Try not let show how hurt i am around other ppl.Some times hard to hold back how ya  feel,around others..But,at  last i did get to talk to dexty today.Which i missed talking to him in last week.,always happy when get to talk to him.Funny,i'm most happy talking to him then anyone in the whole world.Well off to bed for me.I hope all have a blessing in there life.

Jen

Don't post much in here anymore,I thought post today.My dad dying yesterday, i guess this made me to do so.And lost of of best friend ,who i cared for .Who wanted to do away with a friendship with me.And wasn't really brave enought to say it..I'm once brought to silence i guess.Losing your most dear things in world always bring sadness.Once again i feel truely again alone in big world.I do bring myself still to pray to God for strength on all things.My faith in God still burns everlasting,even tho sadness can over take the heart.

Jenny~

I MISS YOU LAURENT SO MUCH.I COULD NEVER FORGET YOU.

DON'T FORGET ME!!