Sweety_Vic's Xanga

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 00:34:54 GMT

I have a game tomorrow....what am I doing awake?

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 03:30:10 GMT

Trapped. Caged behind the bars of my mind. A wild animal. I thrash around violently, in a pitiful attempt to escape. I watch in loathing as the world roams around free. A terrified beast, untamed. Wild. Barbarian. Once. Someone opened the door. First, unsure, I timidly stepped out. Revealing a dark, sinister side of me I have never seen before. It was exhilarating. The freedom, after years of living trapped in the shadows, I roared in triumph. I was powered by a mystical force, of which I did not fully understand. But this rebirth also brought forth repercussions. My friends grew afraid of me. I became afraid of myself. Not knowing what I was capable of, I looked for a way out. Alone, I was unsure of what to do. So, I crawled back into my cage, looked back, and with a single tear in my eye, I slammed the door shut. My sanity echoing through my head. Turning my back on my short–lived freedom I drifted off alone. But then she found me. A true goddess of beauty. Drawn to her, she glowed with a heavenly light. Reaching for her hand, she looked looked past my many faults, gave me a second chance, and guided me to a new life. She taught me love, patience, and kindness towards others. I am, because of her, a better person. I will never be able to truly repay her. But I try. She may not see it, but she is the true "diamond in the rough." One of a kind. There is no one else like her. The rarest and most precious of them all. I don’t know what I do to deserve such a special person like her. But, everyday, I thank God for sending her to me, and for guiding me out of that dreary place. I have seen both Heaven and Hell. And when we are together, I know I’m very close to Heaven. Her laugh. Her smile. And that look of love in her eyes that pierces my very soul. But I have nothing to hide. For who would hide from an angel? Not I. And though the wrong people continually abuse it, three words can sum up how I feel. I love you. And I do.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 03:17:51 GMT

Hmm not much going on...therefore nothing to say

Saturday, March 06, 2004

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 11:44:02 GMT

I miss you already. Even though you aren't mine. I love the way you feel. I love the smell of you. Only in my dreams. Only in my dreams. I need my life to be complete. All I need is you. You are my invisible love. My everything. Fate has us so far apart. As if we weren't meant to be. Feelings so strong. I can't stay away from you. I'm addicted to everything of you. My guilty pleasure. My peace of mind.

So I haven't really been keeping up with my xanga lately. A lot of things have happened since I was away. Umm my brother got sent to Iraq. He will be there for a year maybe more. He says he's fine. The food's good and everything is a bit slow now. I'm still hella worried about him though. Rugby season started. We have our first game on the 13th. Hopefully I will be ready because I messed up my arm pretty bad during a practice. I went in to tackle this guy and his team was pressed forward and my arm got bent back the opposite way. All I heard was POP and it got really heavy then it went numb. I wanted to cry lol but coach says I just hyper extended it. It's still a bit sore but I think it will be ok . Other than that things have been kinda the same. Same ol' boring thing.

Monday, March 01, 2004

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 01:36:07 GMT

I never have anything interesting to say

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 18:24:14 GMT

w00t hey all new pic to the side to my e hubby UFX lol hes a sweetie <333 ya hun!

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 14:41:18 GMT

Im still alive lol comp is at compusa getting a new hard drive

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 14:04:37 GMT

Hey everyone it might be a little while before I get back on here . My computer is being stupid I am at school as I type this because its the only chance I get for now. Hopefully I get my comp up and running soon

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 15:24:41 GMT

Hey everyone I got me a new car well a new usede car its a 95 Galant its pretty nice well I like it. I haven't been on alot. I was suppose to start my new school yesterday but the enrollment lady screwed up my schedule and I'm not even suppose to start until next Monday. So I got up all early drove through rush hour scared I was gonna be late for nothing . I was pretty pissed but at least I get to stay home for a week .

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:16:41 GMT

<---not me

OoooOOO I got an Industrial piercing over the weekend. I posted a pic of what it looks like for the people that don't know what is can see it. It's in my right ear its a 16 gauge and is 2 inches long. I gotta go back this week to get a shorter one. It hurt pretty bad lo. Worst part though is knowing that it had to be done twice. Anywho, my weekend was pretty great. I was at my mom's the whole time because my dad is being an asshole again . My sister took me and my twin to see Along Came Polly. It was really funny lol I liked it alot. My sister was cracking up the whole time it was sorta embaressing but hey as long as she was having a good time .