Swervelove's Xanga

Merry Christmas

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 08:13:27 GMT

Just wishing everyone a Merry Christmas. Well, if its in my friend David's case, its Happy Hannukah.

the baby

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:41:15 GMT

I'm having a girl. I dont want a girl, but theres not much I can do about that. lol. I was upset about it for a while, but I guess I'll have to Go With the Flow. Anyone who wants to donate maternity clothes or baby clothes, feel more than welcome. lol.

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Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:28:43 GMT

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 20:04:08 GMT

For all of you who dont read my xanga, that means everyone really, I'm having a baby! Exciting isnt it? No, we arent getting married cause getting married just because you have a kid is dumb and isnt fair to you or the kid. Most of the people I know that get married just because of a kid either hate each other or end up hating each other. But yeah, I'm having a kid.

Amazing

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 10:35:34 GMT

So I've talked to some people while I've been gone. Everyone has changed, they all went snobby. What the hell? Its like I screw up and all of a sudden I'm not good enough for anyone. Thats just amazing. Oh well, I know who my real friends are now. I'm starting to see what a real friend is.

howdy

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 11:54:27 GMT

Hey! I miss you guys. My life has been quite exciting to say the least since I've been gone. Yeah.....I dont have much to say. peace!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 12:19:14 GMT

This will probably be my last post until I get off probation. I just got told that I cant have internet access anymore. So this is my bye for a while. If you need me, call me. 417-623-1932

Monday, May 09, 2005

Mon, 09 May 2005 13:35:41 GMT

I finally got to jam out with Phil last night. He thinks I play too difficult, I think I dont. lol We managed to make some stuff happen, but yeah, I'm inexperience and I dont spend enough time practicing with my big amp. China said we sounded good. We mostly just went over basic stuff. You know to how each other plays. Yeah, theres quite a difference. Its all good though. He said I that I right good lyrics. That made me happy.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 00:59:16 GMT

I saw Jared today for the first time in a while, twice. It was crazy. I found out that his mom is dating Mark Liston. Yeah, thats crazy. I guess he's pretty cool when it comes to her and Jared. So thats good. I would really hate to have to hate him. Cause Kim's(jared's mom) ex-husband was a big dick. I'm glad he's gone.

Dark City Dames played their farewell show tonight. I went. I had too. It was great. I hope they make it.

I talked to Stephanie tonight, it was kinda weird when I think about it. Its like we never went out. I guess thats a good thing, cause then there would all sorts of tension.

I'm trying to put the church back together. It would be a lot easier if I hadnt jumped in to tear it apart. I'm trying though. This whole I'm mad at you; I dont have anything to apologize for and I wont attempt becuase of my pride; and the ( the worst) you've screwed up your life and nothing you say can change how I feel about you, thing isnt really helping. You know whats sad, is that I feel like I'm the worst example for everyone, yet I'm the only one who attempts to change things for the better. So that we can reach people. *sigh* I'm seriously going to have to have a big talk with everyone. Its like no one cares about helping each other and making things better, they are just worried about themselves. I mean, I'm conceited and all, but its a defense mechanism. I'm the perfect, heck, I'm not even all the good at this whole thing, but atleast I put myself out there.

Ok I could go on for freakin days, but I'm not. I know it sounds like I'm blaming everyone for everything and putting myself on this high chair, thats not at all how I mean it.

Anyway, I have to go to work at 8 and its late so I'm going to bed for goodness sake.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Thu, 05 May 2005 08:52:13 GMT

I've tuned my guitar to C and its great. I switched part of a song I wrote over to C, the rest of it is a little hard. I'm going to go jam out with Phil and he plays in C. Yup...