| | AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Is all I can say.
Waiting to hear back from the nursing school is nerve racking.
Having alex mad at me again and not talking to me AGAIN is frustrating as well. If you had a gf for over three years would you ignore them for 2 weeks for no reason? He has done that. This time he is mad at me for something but I don't know what it is so I have to sit here and wait for him to respond to me. Or we broke up and I don't even know it. Honestly, I don't need this. I shouldn't let one person be in control of me so much. I did this to myself. I let him say whatever he wants to me and do whatever he wants to me. If he doesn't want to talk to me or see me at all, Fine. I'll wait around and just jump whenever he says jump. I can't do that anymore but its hard.
I need to stop associating with assholes. You know who you are.
I have no motivation for school. Partly because the nursing school doesn't look at this semester but i think because I'm not stressing over stuff as much..I'm getting better grades. Well Kind of. I think I bombed my anatomy test today but the last 2 I did really good on. I still have to make up a test i missed for my interview and we have 2 more lab tests and 2 more lecture tests. So I think even if I bombed the test today I can make up for it. If I find a way to motivate myself.
I don't want to deal with school anymore, I don't want to deal with alex anymore, I don't want to deal with me anymore.
Last time I felt this way. I called up a certain person. And they helped alot. But I can't call them again. I just can't keep calling...
No one reads this anymore but my rambling on about stress seems to help a little. I hope no one reads this anymore.
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| | Posted 3/26/2008 12:05 AM - 14 views - 0 comments
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