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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

FUCK EVERYTHING

Guess what?? This is gonna be one of my gayass entries =] FUCK EVERYTHING. Yup. Guess what?  I'm taggin along to Houston....fuck Dallas!!!!!!!!

Why am I being so stupid??  Stupid lil' girl...sigh*  can't do anything on her own...i fucking failed this year...why?? Becuz I'm being stupid...but you know what?? Fuck it!!  I started rolling...why?? becuz I'm fucking stupid that's why...Depressed stupid girl...she don't got nothing to be depressed about...shit.  It aint her drama...why is she being so stupid??  Shit who knows...who cares...let's just fuck it.  hahahhha.  Fakass bitchess...fakass tears...shit, I'm tired of my tears...bleh.  fuck my tears and my smiles too.

Guess what?? She said she wanted to drink last night...she went right...all she dranked was a bottle.  hahahaha.  almost threw up too when the beer wasn't cold anymore...ewww...beer tastes so nasty when it's not cold.  I want shots. Take 2 or 3 shots and go DOWNNNN nigguh...wayyy dowwnnnnnn...ya heard??  I was gonna take ten pills last night...lmao.  hah...hah...yea.  bleh bleh.  I'm stupid.  In the end..we're all just gonna go lalala.  and fuck it =D

Hrmm...the food's ready..my parents and their friends are about to eat...i didn't eat shit all day...guess what??  I'm not eating now either.  heheh.  Watch me loose ten pounds by da end of summer.  My dad wants me to eat...he wants me to sign off and eat...naw, I don't feel like eating..sorry dad =P

Weeee....let's all go to Houston and FUCK everything...

lalala =D


Saturday, June 03, 2006

iono how many times i have to say thankyouu and i lovee you over n over huhz. . we go through soo much ups && downs girll but at teh end im still amaze that we still friends, not just friends tho almost likee sisters =] we took care of each other when we drunkk & rolling and crapz.. even tho we get annoyed with each other we knoe dat our friendship aint gonna end dat easily. when i seem to need someone to be there for me all i gotta do is turn around and i see you there. im glad i met chu & im glad we're still friends after everythings thats been going on.

i love you sweetie dont forget that.

love alwayss,

tamie hamie

 


Sunday, May 28, 2006

Missing you guys...

Just got off the phone with Fernando a while back.  Damn...true homies for life forealz. 

I wanted to cry...I miss him so much.  One of my best friends...even though we don't talk, or chill anymore...I miss Florida...

Fernando...you like one of my brothers...hearing what you going through, it hurts me so much.  And here I am...being a spoiled lil' bitch not appreciating the things she have. lolx.  Damn...it's almost yall one year.  I hope everything works out.  I have so much on my mind right now that I wanna say...yet, I can't find the right words to put it together...ehh--I hate these moments. hahah, ohwells...not like you gona read this hoe anyways, but hey, I might as well put my thoughts down here.  You're going through so much right now...we practically grew up together---uhh ish...I'm never gonna forget that ghettoass neighborhood.  Walking to da corner store and shit with yall. Those were the days =]  Now knowing what you be going through, and knowing that I can just be hear to listen...and nothing more--sigh*  I feel like I'm letting all of my friends down over there...

Monica being in the fucking hospital for weeks...damn I hate my fucking tears!!!  All I ever fucking do is cry...can't do anything more.  If only I was there...if only I could've visited her, and be there for her when she needed me...like how she always tried to be there for me.  Now she's back, loosing some of her memories...damn.  My life is so pointless.  Not only can't I do anything to help my truest friends out...I can't even do anything for myself...hrm...just whatever I guess...Wrapping this entry up...

AND WHERE THE FUCK IS PHI???? arghhh...nikka...your girl in vietnam right now...that means you have no other life.  hahahahah.  Better get his ass online in 5 minutes.  Shit.  I need someone to talk to =P hahahaha.  yup.  I use him for his company when I have too much shit on my mind.  It's friends like him that don't make me explode.  Friends like him...like Thuc that would just sit there for hours listening to my fucking bullshit and not complain about it...ehh--well, maybe they'll complain because I'm talking way too fucking much and about things too personal, but hey, at least they listen =P

I don't know where I'll be without you guys *tears* lolx. Seriously, I love you guys so much...the friends that I left behind in Florida...


Gayass entry....

This online shit is gay, but I'm still updating for the heck of it...hahahha. It'll be fun looking back a few years from now, and reading all these gay entries.  Besides, if I die soon, at least my friends will have some sort of uhh--a memoir I guess?? heheheh.  Someone else read my hand =] Like always, my lifeline is fucking short...my education is going nowhere....and well, at least there's no complications in my love life??  hahahah.  What love life?? lolx. Fuck love.  Lust owns love =]  Gay uhh--handreading shit. W/E you call it. idc.

Looking back the past few weeks, I feel so stupid.  Mang...got home a few hours ago chillen with Tamie, Melvin, and Jeremy.  Melvin was going on braggin about some stupid shit of his...lolx, iono...made me realize some things.  Not entirely what he SAID but the concept of what he was tryna point out. hahaha. Am I confusing myself here??  WTF did he say that made me did all that thinking mang??? lolx. something about umm...ehh--fuck it. hahahaha.  Nigga sounding all experty and shit.  Bottom line: I realized something impotant...and it's about time I wake up =]  I shouldn't be stressing over such pointless shit.  He said I mean so much to him...hah--nawz, no I don't. Anyways... 

PHI IS GAY!!!! lolx.

It's nearly three in da morning...and here I am, chatting with gayass Phi. har har har. We're both up thinking about stupid shit. Sniff** his girl jsut left for VN for da whole summer...sniff* HHAHAHAH. (not funny) hahaha. Damn, she HAD to go and leave for Vietnam...now he's up bothering me, and telling me gay shit. =P

NIGAAAAAAAAA....hahahhaa. he's so sweet =] talking about he wanna be my baby's godfather. hehehh.  Tryna JINX me or something huhz?? lil bitchass mofo.  But hey, now I know who to turn to if I need diaper moola =P harhar.  I expect a check every month from da "godfather" mwuhahahah. And why am I up typing this gay shit???  Ehh---I seriously dunno.  I have no life yo.  Phi is still fucking gay tho.  He said in case I get pregnant, blame it on Sang. HAH.  I'm gonna make sure I let Sang read the conversation we had =] mwuahahhah. (evil laugh) He's gonna eat Phi alive. mwuahahha. (evil laugh again) 

Anyways....back to Phi being gay =]  he fell asleep on me.  Fuck you den HOE. Leave me all alone on AIM. It's all good.  hahaahah.  Well, that's all with Phi being gay. Dat's all with my gay entry =]

Time to wake up...
forget da fucking past...
stop being blinded...
and move da FUCK on wid life =]

Words from nhi ^_^


Thursday, May 11, 2006

Memories of Nhi and Thuc

 Nigga complain too much...talking about how I never update about him...how I always talk about other pplz, and never him.  Well, I'mma give you a nice long update. 

My first ehh--my first kiss...what can I say about him??

Hrmm..I know, our relationship is pretty interesting.  How our friendship developed over the past years and how we started dating...and how he dumped me.  LMFAO.  hahahahha. yes..memories...(ok...Toan just IM me saying he loves me...then he signed off..I'm worried.)

5-6 years back...I remember I always had a crush on him...sigh* He was a grade above me...so popular and cute...heheh. I was always pretty cute as a lil girl.  Very girlie tho...I was that "dieu" girl...(girlie...not cool at the time)and he thought he was too good to talk to me or something..iono. We never really talked, cuz most of his friends didn't like me.  All I could do was secretly stare at him in the school bus...

Few years later...I saw this cuteass guy at the New Year...DAMN...the way he dress...the way he smell.  Woah...Latr on I found out it was THUC!!! Hahahah.  For a while, I couldn't get my mind off him.  I asked my friends around about him...telling them how much I liked him and how I wanted to hook up...they told me to give it up.  Talking about how he has lots of girls crushing on him...I'm not the only one =/ 

Social night...he tried to kiss me =] I wanted to...but I didn't know how.  LMAO.  So I pushed him away.  He kissed my sister instead.  GAWRRR...*wanted to kill her* The scenery was perfectCity Walk in Orlando is such a romantic place...we were infront of a lake...under the night sky.  LMFAO.  Yes...the thought of him grabbing my sister(after I denied his kiss) is just...arghh...but w.e, he wanted to kiss me first. heheh.

After I almost gave up on the thought of dating him...he called me up =]
He went through the trouble of looking in my phone book and begging his ex for my number.  hahaha.  Yes, I was that appealing. LMFAO.  And they told me I had no chance?? pff.  Anyways...our first date was...fuck, i forgot.  But it was the day White Chick came into theaters.  Oh yea...June 24. 

Our First date...such a perverted bastard he was...asking me questions like, "are you still a virgin? Do you want to lose it?" LMAO.  All trying to feel on my breasts...sigh*  But being the goody-goosy that I was...I slapped him.  Heheh.  I remember he tried to kiss me so many time during the whole movie...damn...my heart was beating so fast.  I wanted to taste his lips so bad...but I couldn't...cuz sniff* I didn't know how.  LMFAO. hahaha.  He got mad, cuz I rather watch the gay movie...(no...I really didn't like Around the world in 80 days...but I was really enjoying the attention he was giving me =D)  Well, at the end of our date, i bet he was really dissapointed =P heheh.  Didn't get shit.

My first kiss...we met up like a week or two latr at my sister's house.(same sister that he kissed...she was 16-17 btw)LMAO.  The whole time he tried to get me in the room with him...I didn't want to.  So my sister pulled him to one side, and told him everything...and about why I'm scare to kiss him and shit. (damn..I feel so retarted typing this shit from fucking ages ago) She left me and him alone in the room...and locked us in there. (fucker) I remember the things he told me...it comforted me so much...and that's when i really began to like him...which, of course, I found out later on that my sister taught him how to say those things to make me come out.  I remember my sister had a twin size bed.  omga...lolx.  Yes, it was a nice feeling...a new feeling. 

The night he broke up wid me...sniff* (lmao) That night My sister and her boyfriend, Toan drove me to melbourne...(an hour from Orlando) The beach was beautiful...the jacuzi was hot...it was so romantic--for them.  The whole time I was thinking of Thuc in Orlando...I remember Toan asking how come I can't just call him up, and tell him to drive up here..gyea--like I was gona tell him my bf was 13.  hahahhaha.  Well, that nite, sniff* sniff* he dumped me online...(lmfao) hic..I was heartbroken.  "I like her but not as much as she likes me."
One mintute I was crying in Toan's room...when my sister found out what happened, she cursed him out so bad =D I cracked up so bad, that Toan had to come in to tell me up shut up cuz his parents were sleeping outside.  Oh well, the next day, Toan's mom basically kicked me and my sister out the house when my mom called her and told her I was only 13-14.  It was the funniest shit.  A 21 YEAR OLD GUY BEING BITCHED AT BY HIS MOM...HAHAHA. (no relation to what I'm talking about..just memories)

Well, that's the end of our "dating" period.  We didn't talk for a whole year, until I almost moved to Texas. 

After I moved to Texas...we began talking more than ever.  For some period of time...he started having feelings for me again...well, we were like the best of friends...and still are.  I remember when I came crying to him when I lost my virginity.  LMFAO.  He was so pissed...hahahhaa.  Mad that I lost it before he did...I always came crying to him when something bad happened to me...last year, I had my period on his birthday, and that was probally the best present he hoped for.  LMFAO.  For some time, he wanted to save his virginity for me too =] hahah, how sweet was that, even tho I did him so wrong.  We planned on doing it on his rooftop when I go back there for vacation last christmas...hahhaha. 

I should've saved this entry for his upcoming birthday...mang...he's gonna be so pissed after reading this...a lil too much fucking information huhz?? LMFAO...well, shouldn't have complained in the first place.  He wanted an entry, well, he got it.

You were always there for me no matter what....it didn't matter the circumstances...you were still there.  You're not just a simple guy that I dated, but you're also one of my best friends that I know I can rely on.  It's funny...because we really never even talked back then...not when we went to vietnamese school together...not when we dated...now, look at us...*tears* (no seriously....)

Uhhh--Happy early 3 months bday??? hahhaha.

>>FRIENDS4LIFE<<

 

thucx



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