TAVolleyballPLAYER's Xanga

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 17:29:08 GMT

iiT'S LOVE <3;; MaKE iiT HURT

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 18:18:15 GMT

cadynce, taylor & me

[taylor eugene]

*4-14*

and this is all that matters

i love him hes my world.

7months baby

your my everythhiiiinnngg!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 14:56:13 GMT

Monday, March 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 17:07:10 GMT

Hmmm so i love everyone. My TAV team to sarah my bst friend. and yeah :]]

Thanks so much everyone!!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:22:59 GMT

yay for comments

sube lue and i. i look horrid here but eh o well

me and subbee

what i do when i get bored

meee

banquet last year. the dates wrong

chelcie&& myself in theater

&& again me and sar sar

yay for winter break haning out withj my love sube and hanging out with mike :] and trose everyday.

so life is wonderful. couldn't be happier i dont think. but i dont wanna jinks it. :]

hope everyone is having an amazing break.

<33

He's nothing less than amazing

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:53:29 GMT

me and audrey the gorgeous erin cramer and I me with my hair flipped =]] audrey and myself yay for "emo" pictures =] bubba and mee

YAY!! FOR READ OAK AND TAYLOR AND TIMMY =]]]

beautiful taylor and me hard work at TAV cowgirl?? play somethin' country =]] gorgeous timmy =]]] he's awsum blurry picture-- but taylor at EL barfo= eating a sopa peia taylor's so preety i <3 her sarah and i have gone emotional;; ADORABLE christopher and ii me n theater me n subee gangster jo-- representing . . bad picrture of me =[

sHe`S CraZy AbOuT yOu
jUsT OpEn yOuR EyEs <--*

dont let me let you go...

ummmM im 16 in like 15 days..

yeah suck on that bitch

comment meeh :-*

fuck me in the ass.. I love my friends

and it's that way when your lips lightly compress mine and i can't help but think if anything, this is right. <3

He makes me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of July

<3 fuck you bitch

ok im done lol

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 01:39:33 GMT

GRRRREEAAATTT LIFESTYLE

damnn i <3 that hottie

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 21:34:21 GMT

Ello loves =)

whats been going on in xanga land?? I havent updated much--sorrry been busy with school and volleyball--Man today was HORRRRRIID found out something about this guy i liked and i didnt wanna know it-- but im glad i know now---then it got goooooooooddd so its all okay now! =)

WoW! this is CRAZY cool TAV season starts tomorrow im so excited! its my first practice--my teams reallly osm and they all seem really cool--im uber excited about all of It! Wish me luck--

I'm really proud of myself latley-- I said some things to take up for myself i prolly never would have thought about saying-- It felt so good to get it out-- I was being treated like crap and it had to stop-- Thanks SUBE N KAM for being there when it happen yall rock!

Love life--HMMM non-exsistant as normal--yeah liiken asomebodyylolCrazy cool huh?

Oh GEEEEZZZ--i need to tell you about volleyball today-- tuesday's are sprint training and OMGOOODNESS did we run-- out coach goes out to the track and stands there and tell su to sprint to her and back--and each time she goes further away then when she gets uber far and we are outta breath she starts comming back towards us--Then we do 2 lap cool down-- HOW THE HECK IS running 2 laps a cool down?! can someone awnser me that?!lol abby spenser and lyndsey know what m talking about--

lol not that that matters^^ but just gave me something to talk about--so i guesss im gunna go ill talk to yall guys later--

THanks so much for all the wonderrful comments!

.xO.manda

& after i talk to you, no matter
how bad i felt before, i always
walk away smiling

---EDIIITT---

Strange things about me

1. Im a huge procrastionator, except when it comes to anything about volleyball. Projects i wait until the last minute, i tell myself i wont but i do anyways.

2. I hate when my room is dirty/messy, it bugs me! BUT YET i never clean it-

3. I hate dark/hershey chocolate

4. im alergic to cold weather--no matter what anyone says my doctor said i was so i am

5. I hate to be lied to even if lying makes things better i always want the truth

6. I straighten my hair every morning and its fried

7. Im falling English--WTF best subject--or was

8. I can be very hypocritical!

9. I try using big words to sound smarter than i really am

10. I hate drama, but i usually find myself in the middle of it.

11. I love snow days yet im alergic to them

12. Im addicted to Aim--

13. I always say im gunna do my homework but i never do

14. People have been annoying me lately

15. I take things WAYYY to serious

16. I over think things way to much

17. Improper english bugs me but yet I don't talk correctly

18. I can be a bitch

19. I miss being n 6th grade

20. I am madly in love with volleyball but im afraid i wont go anywhere playing it

21. Im scared of being in a realtionship

22. Im very insacure (spl?)

23. I laugh when I dont have anything else to say!

24. Im in LOVE with astronomy!

25. I want to major in psychology but i dont want to go to school for 12 more years!

26. Im scared i wont pass my TEKS next year!

27. Im gunna stop here

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 02:07:39 GMT

Name:	Amanda Lowe
Birthday:	Feb 1st
Birthplace:	TEXAS mothha fuckkas thats where im from
Current Location:	computer room
Eye Color:	*GreenBlue**
Hair Color:	strawberry blonde : )
Height:	5'10ish
Right Handed or Left Handed:	RiGhTy!
Your Heritage:	white??
The Shoes You Wore Today:	flip flops
Your Weakness:	you
Your Fears:	Being lied to ;; Left alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	chhheesssseee
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	be the best volleyball player
Best friend:	Jo Audrey kAm Lauren and Brandiii :)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	..you..
Your Best Physical Feature:	smile--?
Your Bedtime:	When i get tired niggaa
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?	Nope :-/
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Mickey Ds ALLL the way
Single or Group Dates:	i Dont mind
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	dont matter
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla--but chocolate is good sometimes like candy lol
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	Nope
Do you Swear:	Yah
Do you Sing:	ahh i TRY
Do you Shower Daily:	uhh course
Have you Been in Love:	uhmm possibly.. can't really tell?
Do you want to go to College:	YUP UCLA BABY
Do you want to get Married:	one day..
Do you want to have kids:	2 maybe 3
Do you get Motion Sickness:	depends
Do you pick your nose?	not as much as i did when i was 4 lol
Are you a Health Freak:	no?--wth?
Do you get along with your Parents:	yeah i love my parents
Worst physical feature:	too many to name!
The one thing u cant live without:	God
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	supprisingly--no
In the past month have you Smoked:	nu uh!
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	negative!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	uhmm.. kinda?? lol.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	haha yahh!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	YUCCKK i HATE oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	uhh SICK!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes--THEATER lol jordan knows
Favorite Sport:	uhhmm Volleyball 100%
Favorite thing about your family:	always there for me no matter what and they <3 me
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope!
Ever been Drunk:	yupp lol..wow memoriesss!
Ever been called a Tease:	ahh yah--last week actually
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	lol yah..we're GIRLS!
How do you want to Die:	asleep in my bed =]
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	a therapist( majoring in psychology {SPL?} )
What country would you most like to Visit:	France =]]

Eye Color you would want:	crystal blue
Hair Color you would want:	blonnndeee
Short or Long Hair:	medium
Mommy's girl or Daddy's girl:	mommy's girl
are you silly:	at times
Best Clothing Style:	a&f ..hollister.. ae
Number of Drugs I have taken:	one
The one thing you hate about guys/girls?	FAKE ASS LYING PIECES OF SHIIITT--lol
Number of Piercings:	2 in ears but soon belly button =]] hopefully
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	to many to name..

life is amazinggg

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 18:52:02 GMT

Everyone cries, everyone weeps. we all stay up late one night because we can’t go to sleep. Tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head. so you sit & lie there & cry on your bed. You can’t help but think about all the things you had. You can’t help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can’t help to think where did you do wrong. You can’t help to listen to your old song. You can’t help to think about him day & night. You can’t help but wonder why this match wasn’t right. You can’t help but smile every time you see his face. You can’t help to try to find someone to replace him. So you’re happy to see him. It’s been a long time. You’re happy to see him & you don’t know why. Well don’t suddenly forget he’s the reason why you always cry...

some people may never UNDERSTAND what i see in you and that's perfectly fine with me.

I cant do this to myself.. I cant pretend im happy because 99% of the time im not..

Im gunna vent in this so if u dont wanna read it. Dont..

No joke-- im not kidding why do all guys no give a fuck about hurting the girl?? how come all guys want is sex and not even give a shit if they make u throw up not sleep not eat not live because they are all you can think about day n and day out.. even in your sleep they r always there.. Its like you can never get over it because it hurts so bad...

Im like a 2 yr old baby just sitting here crying because it hurts so bad.. ahh i just wish the guys could see what they do to us.. I try so hard each day to get him back.. i try.. i dont think i have ever tired to get someone to like me so hard in my life.. He was just diffrent. everything he said was amazing everything he did was breath taking.. he left me breath-less..but he didnt give a shit about me. Me making him my everything was a mistake.. Because once it was gone i had nothing.. I pretend to walk down the halls saying be firends is ok. But its not.. and it wont be.. It sucks.. Im so dumb.. everyone told me this would happen but i listened to you.. wat a mistake.. I want you to hurt like i do. I want you to think about how much i care about you and know no 1 else cld possibly care that much. No one.. And you seemed liek you cared about me. Everyone told me you where "different" to me than any other girll then that one day i had to go and blow everything bc im dumb. why?? I just wish i could take it all back and start over with you.. Id do everything different,.

The worst thing in the world is to want someone and them not want you backk why am i being so gay? why cant i just get over it.. im doing the worst thing right now// re-reading old convos.. ahh how much they make me cry.. everything you say so sweet and prefect.. so amazing.. You leave me smling and crying.. is it poossiible?

Im done venting.. ill come back i bet..

:'(

I need you.. I need you.. Dont walk away..

--EDIT--

ok so sarah russell is my hero. she completes me.. no one else gets this but her. she understands.. we where talking and we were like you know all thoose long realtionships?? why cant we have thoose? what is rong with us to no have a guy want us like that? i want just once for one guy to stick with me because hes happy with everything about me.. not bc he wants sex or ne thing but bc he likes me... im starting to think being a whore will gtet you more guys?? maybe ill start being one..

He just means so much to me. seeing him with her kills me.. I think if i saw them kiss my heart wld fall outta my ass.. no joke.. what wld i think? what wld i do? hwo would i act?? everyone says he dusnt treat her like he did me and he really liked me and prolly still does.. I just want him to say it. I miss it all.. Im so broken..

Sube thanks for being there.. I love you.. im ALWAYS here for you.. hes a douche.. all guys deserve to go to hell..yeah ALL

Miss me baby
When u hear our favorite song
Miss me baby
And when u start to sing along
Think about all the times that we danced
In moonlight to it all night long
Then miss me baby
And want me honey
Like u did the night u told me that u loved me
We couldnt wait anymore
Left the keys in the door, took my hand
Pulled me down on the kitchen floor
Yeah, we were that crazy
Then miss me baby
Because when shes holding you
Know that its killing me
Let my memory be the reason boy
That u cant sleep
And everytime u feel her touch
I pray to God its not enough
And that Ive touched ur heart so deep
Boy, u cant shake me
Cause I love u
Yes I need u
Miss me baby