wow, i am struggling in school right now because i have a full time job and i go to school full time too. i didnt think it would be this hard. classes are pretty hard and i dont have enough time to be taking these classes. i was thinking to myself how crappy it would be if i were to fail...that would terribly suck. but i dont thin im gnna FAIL, i just dont think im gonna get good grades unfortunately...

im beginning a new system of saving money. im going to have two checking accounts and one savings account. one paycheck goes into one checking (bills) one goes into other (whatever money) and my commission heck goes into savings. GOOD stuff. this will be a good way to save money i believe. im kinda excited haha. i know it seems stupid but yeah. its gonna be awesome.

i want a new car...i like my camry, but i dont . lol

ive bought all my fall clothes. its gonna be sexalicious.

i think im gonna get a new phone soon.

geeez, i miss high school. NO WORRIES hahaha. but hey what can i say, thats growing up huh?

my credit is building nice and fast, i like it, i like it a lot.

i still love chicken. grewat...now im hungry.

well i gotta go, kelly monaco is hot. goodbye

well, life is kinda weird. school is coming up soon and i have very mixed emotions about it. josh i. is right. i dont understand how soeone could love college. it kinda blows haha. i mean, it definately has its benefits and all but overall...blah.

so yeah, just got off work. im sitting here and theres nothing to really do. recently i have been going out with my buddies. i mean, we do the usual, but its nice you know? i havent been able to spend quality time with my friends in a while. everyones working or soemthing. blah blah. so yeah...fun

work has felt weird lately...thats all i have to say.

*random thought* some people are just ungrateful, uncaring, selfish people. i dont know why i even hang around them. it sucks. in this certain situation, i couldnt say no. now im in too deep and can only hope for the best. this person, although is cool, is very much the things i have explained above...unfortunately. *sigh.        =( it sucks being the nice guy sometimes. you get stepped over a lot. people take advantage of your kindness. =(

me, paul, and jimmy watched wedding crashers last night. it was cool. i enjoyed it. i mean, it wasnt the funniest thing in the world, bu it was awesome. oh, btw, i want to marry Rachel McAdams. she is my goddess...right paul? haha she has definately moved up the super perfect girl list...next to jessica alba. oOoh ALBAAA!

im getting fat. wanna know my plan? im getting a mountain bike soon. what am i gonna do with that bike? RIDE IT DUH! jk, well, i will, but i will also set weekly goals. im gonna try to ride the bike like everywhere in the valley. my goal is to ride it to joes house or jennys house which is pretty darn far. =P

i dont know, i dont really have much to talk about. i mean i do, but i dont. like, i left out a lot of details...eh, whatever

i miss alex.

bye

well, i said that i would update only if someone told me...jimmy told me to today (see, i told you i would man!) so yeah, lets see whats new. i FINALLY got my rental car from the accident. it took so damn long. but luckily i got a good deal at enterprise and they hooked me up with a brand new 2006 jeep laredo. its pretty nice, i must say. anyways, hm, i got a new phone...its really cool, the only thing that sucks is that a lot of girls have it...hahaha ew. im not queer, jared is =X. i guess i kinda went on a slurge, i bought a laptop (which im on right now) its really cool, besides, i got a credit card from there and it was 0% interest until 2007 so im just paying for the laptop, not anything extra. =D so yeah, good stuff. i really like it.

I GOT PROMOTED! hard works pays off huh? well yeah, i got promoted to M.I.T. which means manager in training. that is so awesome. doing something you like and getting paid for it is great. i love phones and yeah whatever. =P so yeah, it is effective august 16, which is the day that sin city, in which jessica alba, my lover is in, and is TWO DAYS BEFORE MY BDAY! im turning 19 soon. what a crappy age to be huh? 19 and 20 are right between the two very important years in peoples' lives. heh...cool.

ok, so this guy walks up to me and goes, "i design model homes for a living, heres my card. im selling paintings for 60 bucks each. are you interested?" i go i have 40 bucks, but i would love to purchase starry night and night stars if you have it. he goes, "i do, but thats not enough...sorry" i go dang and then he comes back like 10 minutes later and goes, my boss said she'll sell both to you for $60." i was like sweet. (haha, i super haggled) and so yeah, i have both paintings and im very happy. i love those paintings...@@@ =D

im kinda excited to go back to school. im finally taking classes that are for my major. haha, the only thing that worries me is that my first class is at 830 in the morning. haha! i dont know if i can wake up that early. lol whatever..ill try my best. =)

next week, i go back to clark to help some kiddies with band. =) i love band...kinda hahaha jk i do...kinda..what? oh yeah

recently, i have been able to hang out with a lot of new people and it is a great feeling. i dont know, i feed off of other peoples' energy. when theres a lot of people around, im at my best. i love people, i cant help it. =) well yeah, hanging out with new people is great, but i miss a lot of people, especially the ones that i could see everyday like joe, jason, jared and a few others. =T its sad how we have drifted apart. we were like unseperable, but now...look at us...=T

ive been hanging out with the jimbo lately, what a crazy guy. haha thats all i have to say about that.

i want to go to the gym...no time, but i will try to make time.

i have spent a lot of money recently...i will refrain from mindless spending from now on...

i hate how my mom does breakfast for tours and stuff...my main goal in life is to become successful so that she will no longer have to do that. buy her a house and a lexus. she will live with grandma...=)

eh, this is all for now. i will update again sometime later. goodbye.

well well well, a lot has happened since the last time i updated...i cant remember half of the things but ill definately try to...

well, i got in my first accident. some beaner (not a mexican: nigger : black man :: beaner : mexican :: chink : chinese man) didnt stop at a four way and hit me. a cop saw the whole thing so i was lucky. =). ANYWAYS, that happened june 20 and today is freakin july 20. its been a month and my car STILL isnt in the shop yet...isnt that bull? yeah i know. so whatever. i had summer school, which really blew chunks. i had it at 930 every morning, so what i would do is go to school then straight to work. =( i was very unhappy hahah. well anyways, cingular is going great. im enjoying myself very much. im getting paid mucho too. =)

ive watched a lot of movies too. charlie and the chocolate factory was good no matter what people say. i liked it. haha, i was supposed to watch it with jimmy, but i ended up not because it was like sold out and there was no seats. so what we ended up doing was going by ourselves. i watched in like the corner of the theater and couldnt see anything because the railing was blocking. jimmy went later, hopefully he got beter seats than i did. oh well.

did i mention that i am in love with jessica alba? oh man...*sigh...<3

ive been craving french toast for a while now. im gonna get some before work today.

last night i was talking to cecilia and i got caught up and forgot to call her back...what a bad friend i am...=( IM SORRY. IM CALLING YOU TODAY I PROMISE!

twas joes birthday the other day, unfortunately, we didnt get to do anything. we hung out a little bit at night at jasons house, we played games and stuff. s'aright s'aright. ( i wish we could hang out more but what can you do huh?)

fourth of july was fun. we went to moapa and bought a whole bunch of stuff...awesome...

wow, its been a REALLY long time since ive wrote in here.

im getting a new phone soon. i cant wait...

i need new brakes and new tires for my car. they are so used and old, but im gonna wait until i get my car out of the shop, but i have to wait until it goes in...damit...

my grandma is in china right now...i want to go! haha, next year...im planning to go spring break...if anyone wants to join, you are more than welcome.

this summer is going well so far...kinda, but hopefully ill get to go somewhere before it ends, like california or something. road trip would be nice. geez, im turning 19 soon. thats crrrrrraazeh. august 18 people! mark your calenders!

well, its been fun, now i gotta go to the doctors...

"stay classy las vegas!"