today was so amazing,

you are so amazing.

never hurt me.

regardless of what happens in the future, you fucking saved me.

without you, i'd probably be dead.

i owe you my life. i owe you everything,

i want to give you the world.

i'd kill for you, i'd DIE for you.

i'd do ANYTHING, just to make you the least bit happy.

it's been such a long time, i've changed so much, yet i'm still the same.

i've grown up, you could say.

i don't care what anyone says.

i love you christian, you are EVERYTHING to me.

ugh.

fuck me.

:/

im falling, hard.

i hate this.

but i love it.

but i love you.

(*%)#@

pleeeeeeease dont hurtt meeee gaaaaaaaah :[

so school's fuckin started and at first i thought it was pretty cool but its old now after a month. uhh

im not going to homecoming, my stupid mother scheduled for us to go to kansas city with my cousins that same weekend. but hell id rather go there anyways?

the week after that is nationals! <3333333333333. time goes by so fastttt ahh.

so im missin a wholeeeeee weeeek of school hopefully, or at least several days. :D

hah fuck xanga

ohhhhh,

i'm such an idiot.

whatev. everything happens for a reason?

<3

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

life's pretty good. i guess.

im still pretty confused, just about .. idk, everything. but hey, i'm happy.. i think. i just need to learn to not attatch myself to people so much, so fast. i dont know what my problem is, but i always seem to get led on. and it's actually my fault. i get my hopes up too high, and get let down. idk. im getting better about it though. im not as blind to everything, and i think things through before understanding their meaning. whateverrrrrrrrr.

xanga sucks.