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i am really really really annoyed i don't know what to do because i cannot concentrate on anything i cannot do anything properly
i cannot think properly i am so mother pissed off
sometimes i wish i could turn back the hands of a clock and live without regrets
those people who 'live life without regrets' aren't real
i don't believe anyone has lived withoutregrets
but the thing is that i take a long time to get over the bad decisions i make
and im constantly making them
example, helping out with the garage sale today
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i didnt really enjoy sc carn
i spent the whole morning doing icing and the previsou night doing icing and i couldnt even do the icing properly cause my icing piping broke and when i wanted to help out at my stall i was just told "nonono, cannot cannot do that way. lets just do the old way" bla bla bla"
and my team mates gave me the "you fucktard. cannot even complete the personalised cupcakes and still want to show your face halfway through the carnival" lookwhen i gave my suggestions and stuff so,
i was pretty sad about that and didnt reallyknow what to do so i left early
i know im making it sound like its their fault but , well, it is.
but before i left tria painted my face! and dyed my hair! and shoes, subha , lailin, xiaomin and sarah took me in to their haunted house group
yay them!
i was closing my eyes almost the whole way
i think i seriously pissed lailing & shoes off cause i rubbed all my face paint on their shirts and squeezed them really tight
i probably traumatised them more than the haunted house did.
haha
sorry :p
sc carn didnt really do any good for me
and all the screaming stole my voice
i have no voice now.
barely ,anyway
ok scratch that whole para
NOW i am loser: my earphones dont work anymore
so i am ipod less
NOW i am really a fucktard :(
AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO PHYSICS!
WAHHHHHH
i failed amath
im supposed to get A1
my ca1 results suck
my humanities are so shit now i have fallen extremely far from my predicted capabilities
i have only unlocked the secret hte scoring for my sciences subjects
i still dont know what the key to the rest of my 6 subjects are
help me
help myself
on happy note, the rest of the weekend was AWSOMEEEE
but i freaking missed the cip thing!
this is what retribution is
when i actually wanna do something
i wont do it cause of the most stooops reason: like... sore throat, sick, no energy.
FUCKTARD
i just looked through pictures
my face so 15-year-old acne filled
help!
THEY ARE NOT POSING, SERIOUS
they were in one corner this morning just sitting together and looking pissed off
hahaa
i love my boyfriend even though he sits in corners and wears shades in doors (:
HANDICAPPED TOILET TO THE LEFT : VERY GOOD, VERY GOOD.
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| IWISHTHAT...if there is a god he'll let me know he is watching me
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