| okay so i'm going to pick up from thursday and do the best that i can. i woke up thursday and did laundry and cleaned my room. i didn't just like tidy it up a bit....i cleaned for real, without anyone asking me to do so. liberating. haha. i picked up sabrina and we headed to the park with shaun and jon and tri. jordan showed up, didn't say a damn thing to me...fine whatever. afterwards, sabrina, jon, and i went to walgreens and i got a popsicle and some candy. i dropped the popsicle on my shirt because aparantly i'm 8 years old...the three of us came back to my house and i changed and we played crash bandicoot (woot). that night talor, sabrina, and i went to josh's and i got pretty drunk. afterwards we went to this huge party at brandon ashworth's. bad idea from the start. there were a million people there and then kevin showed up so we peaced out really quickly. so i'm drunk and talor drove to walmart and we get pizza rolls and cookie dough and go back to stay at talors and i eat more pizza rolls than i think i ever have in my life. mikie and i got in a big fight about all this jessica bullshit. friday i woke up and we watched grey's from the night before and then i stopped by covey's for a bit before going home and getting ready for work. i busted my ass at work that night and made some good money. i was happy. after work i headed to josh's for nour's birthday party. there were lots of people there. jordan and me had a little tiffel and it was pretty funny. sabrina got drunkkkkkkk and we went to beth's and i saw jay hunt which was a very strange experience for me. i took bryce to get beer and went home. i think i'll write another entry for the entire kansas cirty trip considering it was the only real highlight of my spring break. |
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| today wasn't bad. i'm kind of miserable. i woke up early and went on a walk on riverside with my friend john. he's sweet and incredibly smart. we went to woodward park and fed squirrels. it was a good start to my morning. i came home and hung out for a few hours and went to work at 5. work was good...completely exhausting but i make good money so what can i expect? i hung out at covey's afterwards. it's wednesday and harrison hasn't called. it sucks. it completely fucking sucks...there's all these great guys in my life and i'm stuck on the one that doesn't give a shit. i need my friends back. everything is screwed up for brand new. i don't know what i'm going to do....i booked a hotel today and now emily says she can't go and so now what? shit. my life is falllllling apartttt. i need a vacation. |
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| yesterday i went on the picnic with cory which was fun. he made avacado sandwiches and potato salad. it was delicious. it was cold outside. we went back to cory's and ate pie and watched a movie. he held my hand...oh no. afterwards i went to work and it wasn't so bad, i think i like work. after work i went over to covey's and we watched tv and movies and i ended up staying over there and woke up early this morning. today i went to emily's early and then we went to her horse lesson and i watched her ride. i want a horse now. afterwards we spent the afternoon playing crash bandicoot. i got a haircut. i like it, it looks cute. more crash bandicoot then a big fight with kevin and now i'm spending my night at home watching tv and wishing my life were different and exciting. |
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| so shannon and mackenzie haven't called yet. and i'm sure they just haven't had the chance. i'm just worried about them and i miss them terribly terribly terribly. saturday i went to the mall with seth wilson...who is pretty dumb so i don't think we'll hang out anymore. i then went to mikie's and realized that he completely lied to be and blew me off the night before. but i didn't make a big deal about it. i went to the park for some alone reading time for a while but it turned out that jon and josh drunk and tri and kara were there so we hung out and talked. that night i went to josh's for st. patrick's day and we drank green beer and it was fun. i took cory and mikie home around 12 and then went over to covey's and hung out with everyone there. there were these two stupid girls and it was hilarious. covey and i talked for a few hours. i wish i could save him. my mom and i still aren't really talking. i didn't come home saturday night...i told her i was at emily's but i ended up crashing at kevin's around 4 in the morning. don't shoot me. i woke up early yesterday and came home and showered and went to work all day. it wasn't so bad. at least i had something to do. after work i went over to covey's and hung out and napped and watched borat. i came home around one. today i'm going on a picnic with cory and then i have to work from five to close. i'm sore from being on my feet all day. harrison still hasn't called...it's monday, i talked to him last on friday. i'm really sad about that. i shouldn't be but i am. please come home everyone. |
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| hey friends. since you're all having your wonderful vacations i'm going to keep track of what i've been up to on here. i'm sure it won't be anything exciting...but i've got lots of time on my hands. i miss mack and shannon and talor and sabrina terribly. i wish they would come home but then again i don't, they're having the time of their lives i'm sure. i'm so excited for them and i can't wait to see pictures and hear stories. i got my job back at G&G's. i need the money. my mother isn't talking to me, my sister is being a bitch. there's nothing to do. i'm broke and lonely but it'll pass right? after school i called harrison, he said he would call me back...he never did. i like him and this sucks. last night i went to starbucks and sat and read catcher in the rye for a while. then stephen and cody from bartlesville hung out for a while. i saw kevin. we talked and argued and i could have gone to some party with him but i didn't want to. i called jon and he was drunk and i met up with him for a minute. i came home early because there was nothing to do. i have a bad feeling this is what my entire break is going to be like, at least until someone comes home. i start working tomorrow so at least that will give me something to do. i miss them. |
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