I've lost my car. My wallet. My cell phone. And, attempting to avoid melodrama (which seems inevitable all the same), control over my life. And I'm starting over again. Heading back down to Dayton, indefinitely now, sometime in the next two weeks, preferably at the end of this coming one. Heads is tails now, and tails, well, you're all smart enough to figure it out.
Speaking strictly in terms of my family, it's become impossible to trust anyone. Speaking broadly, the song seems to remain the same. But I won the UT talent show? Yes, I suppose I did. Which is recognition at the most infinitesmal of levels. But it's something. And there's someone now. And that's something. But I'll keep it to myself. It's not like this is a journal or anything. I basically, in the most general terms, can't seem to make sense of anything or anyone right now. So maybe I'll just keep writing and sleeping. The two have never done me wrong as far as I'm concerned. Take care now. |