Mixed Feelings
I've tried hard  ... but a mixed feeling of everything has frozen my thoughts..
I've lost the purpose of surviving...  I've lost what life is all about..   
Loosing myself and loosing everything that i onced believed in ... what for? 
... a mixed feeling... i say >.<  

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