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how can i p r e t e n d i don't care when all that's on my mind is you. . .?
that`s the thing about friendship... it can take you 'farther than you`d ever thought you`d go.. l[ JACK& BOBBY ]l
i'm in so deep with * him ---//» i just might drown.
iN THE END, i HOPE YOU`RE WORTH iT.
why do i put myself throuqh this? why do i put myself throuqh you?
in a few months, i`ll probably laugh at myself for caring about him so much.. but i want a few months to turn into never.. i want to care about him always <3
LOVE is like a rumor;; everyone talks about it -- but only a few really know the truth --
but the night rolls around && it all starts making sense. there is no right way or wrong way, you just have to live. so i do what i do && at least i exist. what could mean more than this?
*{ gotta get it back to, a back up plan to find you; start acceleration-- take it back to 'square one }*
for the past hour, i`ve been s i t t i n g here -- typing, backspacing, writing, erasing. editting, revising, scratching. i just want you to know: pouring your heart out isn`t very easy.
he`s aware that he`s holding my `heart♥ ; i worked up the courage to make it known but ... he`s not doing anything about it.
don`t give me sorry excuses; say things like you mean them, or don`t say them at all. because all i give you is the truth, and it`d be nice to have that 'back in return.
with him as my goal, i climbed the ladder of * love;; .. too bad he spilled the paint bucket that was my heart half-way up.
today i heard a song on the radio from a few years before. a `love song. i didn`t think { anything of it those few years ago. but now -- i actually `'listen to the lyrics, and all i t h i n k about is *' y o u
i could be half-way around the world, &and i`d still *{ love }* him. && i could be half-way around the 'world, and i`d still l[ hate ]l him. .. the thing is, he is my world ..
..i get chills just thinking about you..
dear heart, when i see him in the hall, -please- stop 'beating so quickly. *&&and do tell my knees to quit s h a k i n g when he speaks; &my stomach to stop turning each time he signs online. ..that can`t be very healthy.
the only songs my friends'& i used to know were about boys&& cooties, now they`re about 'girls with big booties. when it was hand jives & jump rope rhymes i`d only hear, now, advertisements for sex and beer. when did life turn into this ? before innocence left us, ignorance was ** bliss growing up is inevitable, unless you`re peterpan. so let`s all live in a happy world called neverland. ***************************************************** but dammit, michael jackson ruined that place...
x every time we talk ,,, i feel* like i hate you so much one moment, and i love you more than anything the next.
we`re not even a couple, and you already broke my heart. that says a lot `'about { * how much * } you mean to me, & how much i ''mean to you, doesn`t it..?
×`¨) i can`t find the words to describe ¸.o yet no longer can i keep it inside. ( if i could only mutter that phrase `o i would have better days. ) there`d be so much off my chest .o´ and the lessthanthrees would never rest.. (¸o*¨``» if i told you how i felt& you felt the same way.
i smile when i pass him in the halls. i smile when he calls. i smile at the littlest things he does. i smile when he doesn`t realize it. i smile when he gets online. i smile when i think about him. so basically, i smile all the time <3
the l i t t l e things you do matter most to me. so the tiniest things you do with her -- who isn`t even your girl -- the smallest things you don`t even realize go on: are the things i notice most. &the things that i`m jealous of.
{ *HEARTS } will n e v e r be -practical;; u n t i l they can be made 'unbreakable --the wizard of oz <3
then i saw it on your keyboard && you saw it on my sleeve. i never knew a `heart existed, outside of make believe; until i saw it on your keyboard, i knew at least:: i might just have a chance to catch a s h o o t i n g s t a r <3
hope for the best´&& expect the worst life isn`t a movie ;; it's all »u n r e h e a r s e d *
because of you* i hear a song on the radio && dont singg along, i sing the lyrics ___to youu.
it was lust at first sight.
you`re the one who makes me * laugh when i don`t even wanna smile. <3
HE`S THE REAS0N WHY i WAKE UP * iN THE M0RNiNG, && THE |[ REAS0N ]| WHY i CRY ; MYSELF T0 SLEEP
there`s nothing scarier than getting what you want. becoz only then do you have something to lose ...
&& every time i go out in public, i try to look perfect. not to impress any guy, but just in case i run into him.
you tripped me as i fell for you.
if he could only { understand --//» * how much he puts me through ..
when i hear a song about a boys&& girl on a date <3 i think about you&& hope one day, i`ll be able to relate
|[ he`s my WH0LE * W0RLD ]| && i wish he could say the same for me.
everyday people ask me "are you two going out?" && you don`t realize how painful it is to reply: "no, we`re just friends."
everyone says just tell him how you feel but it's not that simple..i wish i **could
everyone says he probably likes you too but it's not that simple..i wish he would
so when i took everyones advice, he laughed in my face, and asked me if i was {[for real...]}
if my eyeliner begins to smear it`s not as random as it may appear im jus crying an invisible tear ...because you are not here </3
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