www.myspace.com i think daz better diz is sex........wellz i dunno if yall still do xanga  whateverz its jus anoder diary..... hummm wellz.......??

today i jus found out some in new... Da big swollen bump on mah lip... I kept bittin and bit on accident wen it wasn't on purpose was a ceise.. I don't remember or kno how too spell it but da CEISE cause by stress by da brain which means stop stressin. I don't kno wha im stressin and bein depress about. I really don't kno but all i can say family problemz maybe. It can also be prolee becuz I gots some one stuck constantly on mah head or i jus need  ::""some one""::.. I really do maybe. Damn i have too go through surgery too cut mah lip.. Im scared and mad at da same time. Becuz of da stress. And stess can kill me. I don't kno what da fuk im depress and stress about. awwww damn now i kno............... i jus hope diz big fat bump on mah lip goez away befo schoo... depress and stress for i kno one reason but da rest remains unspoken......

been a while i been here but im jus goin keep it short....

damn, thoz feelins i keep afta i saw leslie and brought bak da past, reminisin,  i finally told her,,, I kno it wouldn't matter becuz she has a boy. For the first time i wud if i had da chance to get wit Leslie.. Peoplez wonderin why?? why i rejected and didn't get wit no one in like a year becuz i had to find da one 1st and jus talkin too her in person den online ish different. diz gurl is open, nice, and dat. I dun care wha othas think. Like i sed it wudn't really matter if im happy and i can be all down and depress jus as long as she'z happy. I jus had to face da person too let these feelins go. I Jus had too and i did now that i did i jus let all dat go but inside i kno hahah damn itz not completely out of my system. I pull me down and i told u befo aftah we faded away how i think boutz u befo... but i dunno.. da next thang u kno im confessing too u agen.... I dun really think u thinkin of it cuz u already happy... heck like u sed Leslie u can't turn bak time which means i dun deserve u......but i'll jus move on and wonder wha happen bak there those confessions...i sed.......da TRUTH

Poetry I wrote To Those who feel diz Way diz goes out,,,, Given diz out to some body in paticular..................Afta diz i dunno wha ima do next......

****Don't SAy it****    7/27/04

If you give me love, give me you,

If nothing change nothings new,

If you look into my eyes, don't stare like you care,

I'll just look but pretend you're not there,

You were my stars that kept me awake shining brightly,

 Now you are the dark clouds above raining upon me,

Causing me Drama in my life,

Don't say """I MISS YOU""", but you really don't,

Don't say """ i wish something could have happen""""

 when I know it really won't,

 I'm the boy with so much to think about,

Its like this year for so long I been having bad luck,

How much can i take in and it hurts like Fuck,

You may look good outside but inside you have

a mysterious heart,

If you were my light I'd be lost in the dark,

You say that were ""good friends"",

You say it like there won't be a beginning for us but

             ..........."""the end"""..........

-Myke D. aka TRUTH

****Because of you****   7/27/04

My mind is twisted, because of you,

I can't think, because of you,

I can't do anything strait, because of you,

I been in distress, I been feeling below depress,

Why can't you just talk to me,

I'm not asking to get wit me,

I'm just asking PLEASE,

Please just talk feelin all by myself,

I need you and your my only help,

Don't you know I see images of you inside,

Your Face, Your Smile, the touch of your hand,

Your eyes are stuck in my mind,

Because you said you miss me,

It got me thinking, I do miss you,

Just PLEASE! listen to what I gotta say,

Just for one day, I need you,

I can't damn sleep, having sleeping disorders because of you,

I'm lost and I don't know what am I to do,

Because of YOU.....................sigh........... :'-(

-Myke D. aka TRUTH