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Saturday, September 20, 2008

Quotes

one.
All this hate is toxic.

two.
You've always gotta prepare for the worst,
and hope for the best.
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three.
Even after so long apart
We can still prove that
Best friends means forever.

four.
Only the gentle are ever very strong.
-James Dean

five.
If you can promise me anything
promise me whenever you're sad or unsure
or you lose complete faith
that you'll try to see youself through my eyes.
-P.S. I Love You
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six.
I've got souvenirs, but yesterday can't mean too much.

1:40 PM - 13 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Friday, June 20, 2008

I wanna dye my hair.
My natural color is like dirty blonde ew.
Here's an update.

Quotes

one.
If the summer could hold as much memories
as we're going to make - I think it might just explode.

two.
She has a fear of heights. The way you feel when
you're leaving on your first flight. She's like a sinking
stone, fading from the surface. She's on a tightrope,
losing balance, yet something's pulling her toward hope.
I want to run to her, but I've already played that card,
so I will fight the urge. Eyes closed, fingers crossed;
praying that she's lost. You'll never know what's
around the bend. "Avoice the unknown" is ringing
in your head. She has a fear of love.. Accepting
everything but what she really dreamed of. She keeps
her heart locked; no she won't answer, even
though she hears a knock. But love is at the door,
and after all, isn't that what we're all here for?

three.
God, I don't wanna be empty inside anymore.
-Shawn Hunter / Boy Meets World

four.
You're all I wished for.
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Survey

Bolding About the Owner of milkcartonxxsurveys
Made By: milkcartonxxsurveys [do not remove please]
(Original idea surveys_for_nimrods)

1. I have read more than one book by Sarah Dessen
2. I DO NOT want more than three kids.
3. I don't go on myspace very often anymore.
4. I'm going to be a sophomore this year.
5. I love water.
6. I count calories sometimes.
7. I hate when people call me a stick.
8. ...I am not that skinny.
9. I live in New Jersey
10. I love shopping!
11. I hate certain personalities.
12. I cannot tolerate a spoiled person.
13. I have weird tan lines at the moment.
14. I have sun burn.
15. I am fifteen years old.
16. Eighth grade was my favorite year.
17. I cannot keep my bedroom clean for more than a day.
18. I have a boyfriend.
19. He's too good for me.
20. I think tanning beds are stupid.
21. Why would you want to look orange?
22. I sleep with two pillows.
23. I hate KFC.
24. Boston Kreme donuts are my favorite.
25. I'm very shy.
26. I live in a town with over 51,000 people.
27. Drugs are stupid.
28. I get attached to everything.
29. I don't see the point of downloading half a song.
30. I had straight A's all through freshman English.
31. I love ice cream.
32. I use this smiley often. :]
33. I am mostly Italian.
34. Italian food.<3
35. I love to read.
36. I basically live with a headache.
37. It never goes away.
38. My school is totally weird.
39. I hate when people say "no offense".
40. I like Macaroni and Cheese.
41. Kids with no manners are horrible.
42. I love knowing that I can leave home in a few years.
43. I've wanted to leave home for a really long time.
44. I notice the weirdest things.
45. I wear bracelets all the time.
46. My wrists also feel weird without a bracelet.
47. People that cry and yell because of a video game are idiots.
48. I've been called "cute" before.
49. I don't wear makeup very much.
50. I don't do drugs, drink, or party.

2:00 PM - 39 views - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Thursday, June 19, 2008

3

Heey.
Last night I slept over my friends house.
It was pretty boring though lol.
Today I went to this interview thing
to volunteer at a nursing home over the summer.
I think I'll do it, it looks pretty fun.
Its not like I have anything better to do over the summer
after I come back from camp. So yeah that was my day pretty much lol.
I have a question. How do some sites get like 50 comments per entry? That's crazy.
Here's today's update..

Quotes

one.
You don't need to know everything in life;
just the things you need to be happy.
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two.

Sometimes someone come into your life that changes everything.
Raises your standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you.
There's something about him that you can't put into words, and even
though you're not even with him, you don't want to let him go.
th_81

three.
Yeah, everybody has their reasons, that's the reason we're all gonna die.
Because if seeing is believing, then believe that we have lost our eyes.

four.
You know that if you call my name I'll come running.

five.
Her heart still slightly ached for
the one she met, but never quite knew.
-Chloe Higashida
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Survey

What type of girl are you? (Check all that apply)

Hoe
[ ] I have had sex
[ ] I have dated more than 3 guys at once this year
[ ] I drink
[ ] I smoke
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[ ] I have had a one night stand
[ ] I have a "real" boyfriend and a bunch of kicks
[ ] Girls are players too
[ ] I have watched porn before
[x] I have stuffed my bra before

Total = 1

Girly

[ ] Everything on me has to match
[ ] If I have a pimple, I will not go outside in public
[x] I own more than 5 nail polish bottles
[ ] I am a cheerleader
[ ] I love Pop music
[x] If I had a bad hair day I flip
[ ] OMG I chipped a nail
[ ] Paris Hilton is my IDOL
[ ] Rocker people scare me
[x] I can't walk past a mirror or window with out glancing at myself

Total = 3

Angry Bitter Bitch

[ ] Fuck the World
[ ] My bf dumped me, MEN SUCK!
[ ] I am selfish
[ ] My Parents suck
[ ] I smoke to ease my pain
[ ] I want to die
[ ] Eww I am so ugly
[x] I am judgemental
[ ] I hate everything
[ ] I am athiest
[ ] I am wasting my god damn time doing this

Total = 1

Optimistic

[] The glass is half full
[x] Love is beautiful
[] Peace, love and Hope
[] Yesterday was bad but its a whole new day now
[x] I always smile
[] Cursing is bad
[x] I never hold grudges
[ ] I can break a bone and still be happy
[x] I am cheerful
[ ] Sunflowers are gorgeous

Total = 4

Nerdy

[ ] I always study everyday
[ ] I have straight A's
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I always wear clothes that are at least one size bigger
[ ] I have a pencil in my hair all the time
[] When I laugh, I accidently snort
[ ] I bring packed lunches to school
[ ] I am bullied by bigger kids

Total = 1

I'm an optimistic girl :)

Comment!
goal: 10 eprops
Lala I only have 4 so far..
That's not too good.

6:29 PM - 62 views - 6 eprops - 5 comments - email it

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

2

The day before yesterday I got my new room painted and yesterday I moved in.
I love it, it's so much better than my old room and now I have my own bathroom.
The closets bigger too haha. Anywayy here's the update!

Quotes

one.
No girl should ever forget that she she doesn't
need anyone who doesn't need her.
-Marilyn Monroe
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two.
Fear gets the best of me.
Fear of rejection.
Fear of hurt.
Fear of vulnerability.
Fear itself.
-XxXiXLoVeDXHiMXxX

three.
So now I know what I have to do.
I have to keep breathing.
And tomorrow the sun will rise,
and who knows what the tide will bring in.
-Castaway

four.
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm
scared of what I did, or who I am, and most of all I'm scared of
walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the
way I feel when I'm with you.
-Dirty Dancing

five.
I'm afraid that if you look at something long enough,
it loses its meaning.

Survey

Can you fill this out without lying?
I guess so, since I don't personally know anyone on xanga.

Would you take your ex back?
I don't have an ex.

Where do you wish you were right now?
I don't know, I'm pleased with where I am.

What should you be doing right now?
Nothing, maybe studying for my regents.

Is anything bothering you right now?
I'm not sure.

If so what is bothering you?
I don't really know.

Are you a bad influence?
Lol no.

Night out or night in?
Depends.

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
No.

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
I don't remember visiting anybody in the hospital.

Last hug?
Probably yesterday.

Last high-five?
Yesterday.

Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
Wtf I don't know.

How do you feel about your life right now?
Just the same.

Explain why you last threw up?
Last year on my birthday. I was sick.

Do you hate anyone?
No.

Do you like anyone right now?
More than I should.

Will you have a valentine this year?
Valentines day passed. I think my best friend was my Valentine lol.

Anyone upset you lately?
I guess not.

Can you easily tell if someone is fake?
Pretty much, but I make horrible first judgements about people, so I don't know.

How's your heart?
Still beating I guess.

Is there a boy/girl you cant get out of your head?
Yes.

Ever kissed your number 3 on myspace?
I don't have a myspace. Shocker.

Are you self conscious?
Always.

Is your sister a slut?
I don't have a sister.

Where was your default picture taken?
I don't have a default picture..

Everyone deserves a second chance right?
It depends on why they need a second chance in the first place.

What were you doing 15 mins ago?
This update.

Are you any good at English or math?
Not really, I suck at math and I find english boring.

What are you looking forward to next month?
I'm kind nervous about it.

Have you ever liked someone that treated you badly?
I'm not sure.

Is your current hair color your natural hair color ?
Unfortunately.

Where were you at 10pm last Friday night?
Home watching a shot at love with Tila Tequila lol.

What woke you up this morning?
Nothing, myself.

Is there a person of the opposite sex on your mind?
Always.

How's this week been?
Ehh.

Ever kissed someone with a name starting with J?
No.

Last awkward moment?
I don't know.

Have you been pressured to do anything lately?
I don't think so.

How do you feel about your hair?
It's disgusting.

Are you typically a jealous person?
At times.

When was the last time you dreamed of someone that wasn't you?
Uhhh, I don't remember. Last night maybe.

Describe how you got to places today?
I haven't gone anywhere yet.

What time is it and where are you?
12:12 in my room at my desk.

What happened at 11:30 am today?
I was doing this update.

Comment!
Goal: 20 eprops.
Right. Not gonna happen.

12:13 PM - 33 views - 4 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

1

Hello (=
I finally learned how to do scrollboxes, so now I can put more in one entry.
Thanks to just_some_icons_silly for helping me with that haha.
Scrollboxes from Codes_Inc from now on.
Sooo here's an update:

Quotes

one.
Real friends can see the tears,
before they even begin.
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two.
Forget about the dirty looks.
The photographs your boyfriend took.
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed.

three.
And slowly as the years go on.
you lose friends you never thought you would.
so fucking gorgeous

four.
Time grabs you by the wrist; directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
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five.
Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical.
The kind of boy who'll bring out the very best inside of you
at absolutely any time no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the boy who will make you smile like no one else.
The boy who always wants to show you off to the world.
When you're in sweats and have no makeup on, but
really appreciates when you get dolled up for him.
Wait for the boy who'll put you in the center of his universe.
Most of all, wait for that because that's where you belong.

Survey

Do you think your ex still likes you?
I don't have an ex =/

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Just for a week, then I get over it lol.

Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort?
Not really, and I don't think I ever did.

Have you ever been in a difficult relationship?
I've never been in a relationship.

How long would it take you to walk home from work?
I don't work, but from school it would take me like an hour an a half to walk.

Have you ever punched a tree?
..No

If someone gave you 100 dollars, would you spend or save it?
Spend it, duh.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
A bit

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
Sometimes.

Have you ever played beer pong?
No, that's stupid.

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yes.

Your heart is racing, who are you standing next to?
What?

Does someone like you right now?
Not that I know of.

What was the last thing you argued about with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nothing, because I never had a boyfriend that lasted more than a day lol.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I haven't been kissed yet =x

When's the next time you'll see your best friend?
I have a few best friends, I don't know when I'll see them next, probably later this week.

Who was the last person to call you beautiful?
Karlena, I think.

Are you hiding something important from anyone?
Probably not.

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
Now, I would, but I wouldn't get pregnant lol. In 10 years, I'd be happy.

Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yeah, it died

Are any of your friends pregnant?
Wtf no.

Do you think you'll make a good parent?
I'll try.

Are you taller than 5'5"?
I hope not.

What were you doing at 9 this morning?
Sleeping.

Can you admit when you're wrong?
Most of the time, since I'm mostly wrong.

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Yes

Do you like to argue?
Depends with who.

Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah =/

What do you do when you have a bad day?
Watch tv to get my mind off it.

Do you believe ex's can really ever be just friends?
Yes.

Do you dance while getting ready for whatever?
If I'm really excited.

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
I don't have one.

Who has the ability to hurt you the most?
People closest to me.

If you could go back in time and change things would you?
Definetely.

Something you do a lot?
Idk, many things.

Describe your life in one word?
Neutral.

What are you thinking about right now?
My life lol.

What should you be doing right now?
Nothing really.

What are you listening to?
The tractors outside my house.

Do you act different around the person you love?
Idk.

Has anyone sang or played for you personally?
No.

Anyone on your mind?
Always.

Who were the last people you were with?
My mom lol.

Are you tired?
Not really.

Comment :)

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