| ______IF YOU CARE YOU WILL READ EVERY SINGLE WORD OF THIS________wow last night totally blew ass. my dad and i fought from 4:15 until like 7:35..i was late to church and he took my cellphone. things are soooo shitty.oh well. ok i'm adding cause my teacher came over here...but yeah i almost lost it last night....but nathan brought his blanket to church and i took it home with me...when i was done being yelled at i cuddled up with it and boy did i fall asleep quick ..i didn't wake up ONE time during the night like i always do. : ) but oh well..this shit is just going to keep happening but..i don't want to go live with my mom cause she could care less about me OR my life. She's got a new husband and a stepkid now. : ( oh well.,......i'm growing used to this. and i'm really sick today....from crying and screaming last night i have a sore throat..and my stomach is killing me ..and you can judge me for this that i'm about to say...cause i guaruntee..YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY. i haven't had a shower in 2 days because i've beenm so fucking depressed...i don't have time to take a shower i get yelled at till late at night then i catch up on sleep in the morning...so where does that leave me time? god i just wanna go away...far away. |
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| ~~~~~~~~~damnit. they didn't call. oh well...things take time. and i don't feel too great today. just for reasons...a certain someone doesn't realize how much he's hurting me. (no names.) hm....can't wait for church tonight.....lex i hope is back today so i can say howdy...i hope mike is doing better after the break up. and hm..malea i hope is doing better also cuz i wanna see her smile ;p yup well...periods are a bitch so c-yah! <3
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| _________wow malea i love you so much gurlie..stop stressin..keep your chin up and know i'll be behind y ou helping you along the way always. cheer up hun! I'm having an interview tonight for subway so hopefully i'll get hired. ;\ cha....hmm.....well...lex is awesome ;p she let me wear her awesomust hoodie.....cause she knows i'm dying to get it. : ) THANK YOU! so..yeah i forgot what else i was gonna say so later hookers <3 :* |
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| Oh yeah fuckers! i have an interview at subway tomorrow!! wut wut! pray for me that i get hired! : ) ok....read below. c-yah hookerss<3 |
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| Hey everyone....thought maybe i shold update since i havent in awhile...How was everyones thanksgiving? Mine was pretty good, got to hang out with family that i havent seen in awhile. I loved the break its was so nice to just relax and sleep in and not have to worry about all the drama!! I miss hangin out with my friends like i used to..I miss Tori a lot i think she thinks i dont like her or sumthin i just honestly i dont know i love that girl to death she is like a sister to me and i would never want to lose her! things took a wrong turn we both got stuck on ourselves and our boyfriends well at least i know i did and im not going to lie i did..but while i was doing that im like i hate the way i am being towards people and i miss hangin out with my Tori and im going to start to hang out with her again if she wants to still slow but surely and we will work things out i will ALWAYS be there for her no matter what!!
...ok sry had to get sumthings off my chest i feel better....i had a good weekend other than sum things got messed up but its cool it was still a good weekend! It has been a long weekend and i dont wanna go to school.....but i gotta and i wanna get outa of the house...and i miss brittany and javel and...i dont miss the stupid work tho...but i think im going to sleepys now leave sum comments...Love yas...*Malea*Marie*
 awww!!! malea wrote about me! ^^^^^^^^^^^^
ANYWHOZAS!
i had a wonderful sunday morning yesterday...nathan came over at 7 am and suprised me by coming in my house and laying with me till i woke up ..hehe little does he know i caught him sleeping..awh ! he looked so adorable!then we just kinda hung out all day...he's such a sweetheart he helped me around all day and put my shoes on for me cause my back hurts so bad. i'm supposed to go to the doctor after school...i hope i don't end up paralyzed..i couldn't even get dressed without help. AND...i can't stand for a long time or even sit/lay right..it sucks. i'm hoping we get snow soon....but i have to get back to photo class now.. later kiddos! |
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