Currently Listening All the Stars and Boulevards By Augustana see related

think i need a sun rise, so tired of the sun set

so today i had one of the scariest moments that anyone could ever have.

i was driving to work and stopped at a 4-way stop. i thought everyone had cleared and saw a car to my right approaching. Thinking they were going to stop i drove forward... they didn't stop. They ran the sign going at around 45mph. I ended up t-boning her and she smashed my front in and took the front bumper with her. my airbags didn't deploy which was very surprising. But, thankfully everyone was okay. my knee is swollen because it hit the dash when it got smashed in, but i'll be fine.

i just had to get that one out. whew

in other news, i finally pierced my cartallage today in my left ear. it's pretty sweet.

i got new sandals in preparation for summer (woo hoo) it can't come fast enough.

and i'm just really happy to be alive right now.

god bless.

Currently Listening (What's the Story) Morning Glory? By Oasis Wonderwall see related

because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me

so, i think it's safe to say i over think things a lot...

what i should wear, who i should be friends with, who i should date, what i should eat, what a text meant, grades, how to get somewhere... you name it, i've thought about it excessively.

i don't know what to do about this problem, so if you have an answer feel free to share.

all i know is that i keep coming back to some similar conclusions, and i hate being a confused young person.

confusion is scary, but between the ages of 18 and mid20's everyone is confused. and i would love to meet someone who has their shit together and everything figured out at this point.

i guess i'm just gonna ride it out and see where my overthoughts take me...

So lonely before I finally found, what I've been looking for...

wow, life is treating me really well right now, i can't complain!

i found the greatest guy ever, i'm doing well in school, and i'm working crocs trying to pick up another job elsewhere too.

the state wrestling tournament is this week and i couldn't be more excited, i get to watch as an actual spectator this year! no spankies cutting in, tiny cheer skirt, cheer drama, nothing! i'm going with jeff, my mom, and i think jack and che, my sister and kristen may being going at some point. it's going to be awesome, i love watching wrestling!

jeff has crazy skills i guess. this kid can cook, massage, metalwork, sing, and he's smart... and he's good looking! jackpot! ha ha

i dunno, i hope everything keeps going like this! i'll stay a very happy girl! :)

Currently Listening Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount By From First to Last Note to Self see related

Note to self I miss you terribly...

Currently Listening Riot! By Paramore We Are Broken see related

keep me safe inside your arms like towers...

so i started college today, and it was crazy! no one knew me and i knew no one, but it wasn't scary, it was refreshing. a whole new start... oh the possibilities!

the goo goo dolls were absolutely amazing as were lifehouse and colbie caillat!! me and jack jack had a super fun time singing and dancing!! nothing beats the goo goo dolls, best band ever!

maroon 5 is coming up - oct 1st!! it's gonna be bomb i love them as well (plus the hives are opening!!)

jason is leaving for the US navy on thursday moring, so i said goodbye to him today. it was very sad. i told him he absolutely can not get hurt, there is no way i would be able to deal with that. i am going to miss him so much...

i hope everyone is having a good college transition time! enjoy, have fun, don't take anything for granted

PS song and lyrics that i listed with this entry remind me of Jason so thats why they accompany this one... : (