‡¥Jammin To‡¥: Stay Fly - Three 6 Mafia
‡¥Sportin‡¥: Jeans, Black Shirt and My Purple and Pink Old Navy Pull over. OH IM COOL.
‡¥Mood‡¥: eh.

Eh, the college life isnt all that when ur floor is boring as shit. Well Maleeha got a new roomie, so this should be interesting! Well anyways, in the beginning, this is what we did for fun at 4am. Well at least Neggie and I had tons of fun doing this. OH lovely trash.










So, yeah we had tons of fun doing that. too bad they cleaned that shit up so fast. BUT that is gonna be one classic memory.


So then during EID for maleeha, we decided to be so evil to to her. Actually, we knew she was gonna be out the whole night, but for some reason, our heads didnt think to do this a different time than a relgious time for her. so in conclusion, we are idiots.

(So we decide to put her beloved OC poster on the ceiling because, [a] shes is short and [b] the OC sucks.)

(THEN we decide to put some condoms around the OC poster to dishonor the show)

(IT WAS SO FUNNNNAY to us)
(SO then we decide to go a lil further and hit the door)


SO as if we arent bad enough, we decide to put a condom in her bed... too bad that backfired like hell on us. Maleeha is allergic to certain latex. so she had hives for about an hour. yeah, we felt really bad.

(PARTNERS IN CRIME for life! NEGROLL AND FAJITA)


(OMG ITS SUSAN. the hottest asian girl i know. I LOVE YOUU!!)

(yeah STUFF YO MOUF)


(HOW HOT ARE WE!??? right b4 flatline at latin palace)






So yesterday was our 3 month anniversary. <3 I love you so much.. we've really been through a lot already, and i loved going through every bit of with you.


(Pics from sat night -stolen from ayesha! much love girlie. I looked like p00 that night, cuz i didnt have a straighter and no time to blowdry, so i made a boob on my head. whatever, i was too drunk to even notice by the time i got there. lol. still looking at these pics make me )

(Me n Ayesha. shes so adorable!)
(WOW i dont even remember anyone taking this pic.. or dancing like that. I was clearly wasted.)


So anyways, thanksgiving is coming up, and im so siked for turkey. no joke! hopefully i'll get to chill with some people this break.

So be happy today.

‡¥Jammin To‡¥: Can I Live - Nick Cannon //\\
‡¥Sportin‡¥: Black Tank, Light Green Jacket and Jeans
‡¥Mood‡¥: Stressed and Loved

hey guys. yeah its been a while. I jus been too busy with college. hmm where to start..

well after graduation, i started working at express. I SWEAR.. i wanted to jump off a cliff while working there. I mean, it got better.. but in the beginning, OH MAN. it sucked.

My roomie is Neggie.. Yeah, match made in heaven. 




(<3)

Our one and only suitemate is... MALEEHAAAA. haha.. suitemate match in heaven!
(hahahHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHahaha, whatever shes still hott)


(I AM COMING FOR YOU MALEEEHA!!!)


(Shes begging for my forgiveness.. OH MALEEEECHEIA)


As for the boyfriend situation.. well theres alotta drama behind the EX. I dont wanna get into that shit. Grimy ass shit. Lets just say, I cant trust those people anymore.. and I rather stay away from those type of ppl, who go around ur back and hurt you in the worst ways possible. My tears aren't worth it anymore. Ive moved on...

My birthday.. was amazing. Thank you Sarah G, Vanessa H, Kalina, Joe, Vanessa G, Neggie, Maleeha, Nikki, Ritik, Kate, Rupa, Mike, Anna, Sabah.. and of course Tarini, Goey and Amol...On the morning of August 20th, the best thing that ever happened to me, well.. happened. lol. I love you baby. That was the best birthday present a girl could ever wish for. <3 Amol.
(Me entering the restaurant for the bday din din.. yeah we were gonna go clubbing RIGHT AFTER, okay!!)


(Sarah G and T-MONNNAAAAAY<3)


(MY LOVE and I)


(Tarini and Goey.. I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH!)


(p00kie and m0nkey)


(Nikki and Neggie)


(Nikkita Chiquita Bonita Bananna and S to th mita, M to the ita, I to the ta ta, T to the ah ah, A to the Smita!)



Weekends in the college life are... amazing. That is all I have to say!! (photo complements of ayesha and gola)

(These arent weekend pictures here.. these are like tuesday pictures.. yay. IT was the first week of school.. did u expect any less drunkardness from me. like i said, Sabah put it the best)







(p00kie and I at Latin Palace)



(yeah thas suppose to be ayesha.. and thats amols arm.. good job p00kie)


(Before the IND party)




SO.. have i bombarded you guys with enough pictures.. I THINK YOU ALL SHOULD BE HAPPY.




its coming.. 10/30. RIP my love. I'll never forget you.

‡¥Jammin To‡¥:Lonely No More - Rob Thomas //\\ Turn Me On - Kevin Lyttle //\\ BackFlip - Raven //\\ Ooh Baby - Ciara //\\ Grind With Me - Pretty Ricky //\\ Dont Cha - PussyCat Dolls
‡¥Sportin‡¥: Blue Shorts, Grey Sports Bra and a Silk TankTop [yeah im still in my pjz.. and I DONT CARE. lol]
‡¥Mood‡¥: sort of fustrated, but pretty happy

Okay, so im a little late on a post on prom, but here it is...

So, I wake up at 8:30 am for no reason. I actually wasnt that excited because I wasnt sure if i was going to graduate. I had to pass Calculus because since i went to a different county middle school, the fucking counselors were too lazy to transfer over the credits. Well, lets just say, i was SO close to not passing calculus. So, first i went to giant to pick up my boutinner, and Goey's corsage and Tarini's boutinnier. Then i went to school to find Ms. Rajiter, and she told me i got a D. I WAS SO INCREDIBLY RELIEVED. Then i went home, and started to get ready. Then abhik came over.. OH MY GOSH, my heart was beating so fast, because my parents are not used to this sort of stuff. But it was all good.. my dad took like a million pictures.. then we headed to kiran's house. When we got there, abhik lost his eyebrow ring, cuz he had to take it out for my parents. So he was looking for that for like a half an hour.. then i realized that i forgot my $ for the limo, but i sorted that all out. We took some pictures, but then someone handed me a grocery bag, and i didnt put it down for the group pics, so you can see me holding a big white bag in all the group pics. OOF. LOL. Then we got into the limo.. OMG the limo was off the hook. Everything was going pretty good, but then for some reason i got so cranky. Then i got phone call that just totally threw my mood off even more. I tried to brush it off, but that was it, my prom was totally fucked over. Its no one's fault but mine. I let my emotions take over something i was suppose to enjoy. There were other things that contributed to it, but i rather not explain it here. BUt yeah i was so incredibly cranky. I didnt want to talk to anyone. Then at post prom, i got a little bit better..Abhik left, and then we went up to tyson's corner to see if the sheesha bar was opened. okay.. THE SIGN WAS BLINKING OPEN, but they were closed. ugh. then we jus went to IHOP. LET ME TELL YOU.. THAT WAS THE BEST PART OF MY NIGHT. We were just so loud and just being so silly. This guy Max broke a glass, our food came like 2 hours after we ordered. OMG.."How do you want your eggs done?" "WELL DONE".. Then around 7ish we went to Starbucks for a chill moment with people that actually matter. Then i headed home, talked to my mom for like an hour , then she sent me to bed. LOL. she was like "stop talking to me, u look so sleepy GO TO BED" lol So even the beginning of my night, sucked.. Thanks for the people who made it amazing at the end.

The Group

The Guys + Limo Driver LOL

The Girls

Sarah, Neggie, Nikki

Sarah and I

Abhik and I

Goey and Tarini aka The Hottest Couple In The World <3

Me at Post Prom

Neggie and I at IHOP [can you tell we're tired]

Hmm.. Moving ON from prom. On May 31st, I finally got back together with brandon. I know everyone is like.. GOOD GOD FINALLY. lol. We broke up only because we hardly saw each other. Now since we both drive, we see much more of each other.. and our relationship is so much more than it was before. Hes amazing. Hes so respectable and responsible. Hes so family oreinted, and thats what I really like. I hate those guys that distant themselves away from their family thinking its cool or something. Yeah, sure i dont get along with my parents, but being family oriented is a different thing. He makes me feel so special. ahh Im really lucky to have a guy like him.

haha he looks so gangster but hes not. trust me. lol!.. <3

So now all that im waiting for is for college. I think im SO lucky to have neggie and maleeha as my roommates. AH GIRLS we are gonna have the best time together. I just hope the 4th person they puts us with doesnt make a mess in the bathroom. LOL.

‡¥Jammin To‡¥:Nothing
‡¥Sportin‡¥: black poka dot skirt and a black and white blouse [yeah im still in my S.T.A.R.S. graduation outfit]
‡¥Mood‡¥: drained

I just want to say that.. I cant wait until i go to college. I hardly think anyone in my house wants me here..

so today i started crying cuz my prom personal stuff is not what i wanted. i didnt mean to come out like a brat.. but when i start to cry.. i cant help myself. i mean, when i get that feeling, my head rushes with my past and it becomes this uncontrollable urge. my mom thinks its because of her.. and its really not. She doesnt know everything.. and i cant tell her everything. Only my closest friends know what im talking about.. i jus need to be alone. Im jus the worst daughter ever.

Along with this.. there are some bullshit rumors going around about me.. and when i heard them, i jus broke down and cried. I cant take this anymore. Im so sick of high school and these little fucking kids who talk shit. yo im sorry ur man picked me over u, and ur still crying over it after 7 months since WE broke up. wtf? Dont be telling ppl im a slut.. how the fuck would u kno unless he lied to u.. i never did anything with him. It was a purely innocent relationship. haha are u mad that U SUCKED his dick and he respected me enough to never ask me to do that kinda shit. are u mad cuz u were willing enough to give out ur pussy to him and i was reserved enough to wait and see if he was truly worth it. It makes u mad doesnt it ! HAH!  ur jus a little fucking slut who jus wants the guy to treat me badly cuz u saw how good he treated me.  AND It wasnt like i stole him.. i didnt even knew u existed. Leave me the fuck alone bitch. u jus wish that shit u said was true. to be honest, after the shock, i became quite flattered that u took the time out of ur day to think about me and make up bullshit like that. Thanks! and dont feel sorry for me.. feel sorry for urself, cuz lemme tell u, u ppl dont kno my fucking past.. i will fucking blow ur brains out. literally. ive been to jail twice bitch.. WUT U THINK ABOUT THAT? fuck all the reform i did.. all it takes is one punch, one taste of that blood.. and imma wile out on ur ass and on anyone else's ass. MY god.. if u fuckin people only knew..

‡¥Jammin To‡¥:The Potion - Ludacris //\\ For the Nasty - Qtip & Busta Rhymes
‡¥Sportin‡¥: haha jus woke up.. grey long sleeved shirt and a blue flower pj pants
‡¥Mood‡¥: sick and lil hungover.

Mukabala 2005 was last night and it was alright. EVERYTHING that could go wrong, went wrong! I just wanted the show to end so bad. The fashion show was pretty good.. but I had to change into 3 outfits 3 times, in 40 seconds. In the end, i had to wear a lengha and i didnt have time to zip up the back, so yeah. LOL.

THIS IS SO FUCKED UP. KAMALS GROUP DID SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER THAN DAMASCUS. I heard it was totally rigged. The only reason damascus won is cuz the last two years they won. THE DAMASCUS TEAM WASNT EVEN THE SAME TEAM! Even one of the judges told kamal they were second place.. then we heard they then they made a last minute change. I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS. IF THAT WAS THE CASE.. THAT WAS SO INCREDIBLY FUCKED UP. NAKHRA PUNJAB DA for life nigga. I love u kamal, sabah, and sarah. yall did incredible!

The after party was aigh.. to be honest.. i dont really remember too much. -- Before we went to the after party, i drove neema, priti and neemas cousin to taco bell and i bought this . I was really thristy and i didnt want the large drink.. so i saw there was something called the MEGA JUG.. so i bought that.. oh my god, it was so huge. I think we were laffn about it for 5 min. u jus had to be there to understand how funny it was. oh man. The party was sorta wack tho.. but to be honest once again, i dont really remember. lol

So now, everyone, stay tuned for Nasha 2k5.. its coming at u. haha ppl are prolly doubting it now.. but dont worry. its happening.

Much love.