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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: Dee Dee Country: United States State: California Metro: Ventura Birthday: 3/23/1988 Gender: Female Interests: Um.... Music is my main interest. Singing. Writing, and composing songs. Sublime. Slick shoes. Anti Flag. Nirvana. Sleeping. Guys. Girls. Shopping. Talking. The beach. Fairies. Cutting. Kurt Cobain. Jimi Hendrix. Bob Marley. Ray Charles. Led Zepplin. Making Out. Marilyn Manson. Stars. Piercings. Tatoos. Rainbows. Converse. Expertise: Umm.... I'm a dumb blonde. Lol jk. No but. I have been involved in music my whole life so I'm good when it comes to writing or composing songs. Or just plain out writing. I love English. Ummm... and the rest... I'll never teeeeeeeeell! hehe Occupation: Student Industry: Entertainment Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM:  ithrts2thnkYahoo: Member Since: 5/10/2004 |
So my sister had her baby, and he's adorable<3 | |
It's Over....... I thinkSo I broke up with Ky last night. Unless he has a change of attitude I love him | |||
Relationships SuckSo it really sucks, because no one uses xanga anymore, but myspace really just has way too much drama on it. I think everyone knows that... why is that anyway??? So not much is going on, just been working on trying to find a damn job as always, and been chilling with ky. Things are just so complicated between us.. we love eachother, but I know that we're both really sick of the arguing. We've known eachother for so long, and been such good friends that it's hard to realize that we're not meant to be together. What I'm really scared of is that if/when we do break up, we won't be friends anymore, and that's really hard to realize. It's just, I want to be in a relationship and have FUN. I want to be able to go out with my friends, I need girls to talk to. I love spending time with him, but we do the same thing every single day. Sit in his garage, drive around, smoke, and argue. Of course there's times when everything's perfect, but it just seems we do more arguing than any relationship should have. I'm only 19 years old. I want to have fun while I'm young. I used to go out and have fun and not care what anyone thinks, but now it just seems my whole life revolves around my relationship with Ky. It shouldn't be that way. I need to have my own life too!! I just don't know what to do guys... if anyone's actually reading this... hahaha. | |||
Lost Love?Ky and I got in a huge fight last night and now i really don't know what to do. He really doesn't realize how much I love him and all our days consist of anymore are arguing. It's just so hard... I've known him for like 4 or 5 years, and we've been together for pretty much 1 and... I dunno, I just really wish he realized how much I love him and how much I'd do to stay with him. I know I fuck a lot of shit up, but I mean, I dunno, he just has really bad anger problems, and I can't deal with them anymore... Hopefully he'll call me today, if not, I'll call him, and if he doesn't answer, then I guess he's with that Sara bitch. Besides that, I'm really sick of this town and people talking shit behind my back, and you know who you are. Even people I haven't talked to in years are talking shit about me and I'm sick of it. Everybody in this town are just a bunch of coke whores and junkies pretty much, few are stoners or drunks anymore and that's pretty fucking sad guys. I'm sick of your shit. Get over it bitches. | |
| So I haven't written in this for a while, but I don't go on myspace much anymore, and sometimes, I just really need to write. Life is great. No school or job since I quit Cold Stone, but I'm looking for a good one, that actually has great pay. Anyone know any place? Love life is wonderful, Kyle is the one for me, and my best friend. The only one I feel I can trust. Family is good. Sister is pregnant, expecting in August, and my grandparents are just loving life while they can. I don't know, not much to write about I guess. Just a few more months till the Malibu Chili Cookoff! Yay! | |