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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:08:33 GMT

So my sister had her baby, and he's adorable<3
Ian Christopher Wycleff Dobbin

Ky and I are back together
It's an on-off again thing...
But I'm really sick of it honestly
Sometimes I really don't know why I'm with him anymore
But then I think about how much I love him and how much we've gone through
Somehow we've managed to make it through all the hard times.

I still have no fucking job
Driving me insane!!
I never have any damn money
I can never go anywhere that involves money
And whenever I do get money I end up spending it on food.
So gay,Overall though, I'm happy =)
There's no point in dwelling on all the bad things in life

It's Over....... I think

Sat, 26 May 2007 22:51:08 GMT

So I broke up with Ky last night.
I think it's for good this time,
but who knows....

Unless he has a change of attitude
Or can agree to changes in the relationship
It won't work out

I love him
I need him
But I need my life even more....

Relationships Suck

Fri, 25 May 2007 01:47:52 GMT

So it really sucks, because no one uses xanga anymore, but myspace really just has way too much drama on it. I think everyone knows that... why is that anyway??? So not much is going on, just been working on trying to find a damn job as always, and been chilling with ky. Things are just so complicated between us.. we love eachother, but I know that we're both really sick of the arguing. We've known eachother for so long, and been such good friends that it's hard to realize that we're not meant to be together. What I'm really scared of is that if/when we do break up, we won't be friends anymore, and that's really hard to realize. It's just, I want to be in a relationship and have FUN. I want to be able to go out with my friends, I need girls to talk to. I love spending time with him, but we do the same thing every single day. Sit in his garage, drive around, smoke, and argue. Of course there's times when everything's perfect, but it just seems we do more arguing than any relationship should have. I'm only 19 years old. I want to have fun while I'm young. I used to go out and have fun and not care what anyone thinks, but now it just seems my whole life revolves around my relationship with Ky. It shouldn't be that way. I need to have my own life too!! I just don't know what to do guys... if anyone's actually reading this... hahaha.

Lost Love?

Wed, 23 May 2007 20:04:06 GMT

Ky and I got in a huge fight last night and now i really don't know what to do. He really doesn't realize how much I love him and all our days consist of anymore are arguing. It's just so hard... I've known him for like 4 or 5 years, and we've been together for pretty much 1 and... I dunno, I just really wish he realized how much I love him and how much I'd do to stay with him. I know I fuck a lot of shit up, but I mean, I dunno, he just has really bad anger problems, and I can't deal with them anymore... Hopefully he'll call me today, if not, I'll call him, and if he doesn't answer, then I guess he's with that Sara bitch.

Besides that, I'm really sick of this town and people talking shit behind my back, and you know who you are. Even people I haven't talked to in years are talking shit about me and I'm sick of it. Everybody in this town are just a bunch of coke whores and junkies pretty much, few are stoners or drunks anymore and that's pretty fucking sad guys. I'm sick of your shit. Get over it bitches.

Monday, April 30, 2007

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 01:46:56 GMT

So I haven't written in this for a while, but I don't go on myspace much anymore, and sometimes, I just really need to write. Life is great. No school or job since I quit Cold Stone, but I'm looking for a good one, that actually has great pay. Anyone know any place? Love life is wonderful, Kyle is the one for me, and my best friend. The only one I feel I can trust. Family is good. Sister is pregnant, expecting in August, and my grandparents are just loving life while they can. I don't know, not much to write about I guess. Just a few more months till the Malibu Chili Cookoff! Yay!

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 22:58:29 GMT

Today is my grandpa's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Last night was fun... I went out with Kyle for a couple of hours, then he dropped me back off at home. After that, Sean talked to me, and he begged me to kick it with him for a little while. I gave in... haha. Ended up kicking it with him for a few hours too. Then, this morning I had to be at work at fucking 6:30 in the morning. What a piece of shit. It was okay though... time went by fast. That's pretty much been my past two days... Not very exciting.

Tomorrow I work 12-4 or 5. Shouldn't be too bad.

Well, I guess that's it for now...

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 03:04:19 GMT

Not much has been going on lately...
I don't have myspace anymore, so I can't really talk to any of the people who's phone #'s I don't have... kinda shitty.

Everyone... and I mean EVERYONE keeps bringing up how fat I've gotten.... I know I've gained weight, but fucking people don't need to keep bringing it up to me.
Nobody ever reads this shit anymore.... kinda boring, but I have nothing better to do.

Wow... there really isn't anything to talk about... so I dunno.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:36:51 GMT

Today was fun... I got to sleep in!!!! Finally!!!! Then I hung out with Jessica J. That was fun. We had stuff to do for a while, but there was like an hour when we had nothing to do. I work tomorrow at 8-1. Then the next day I have to be there at 6:30 in the fucking morning.... but hey! I'm getting paid. I don't really know what else to talk about so later.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 15:35:54 GMT

So... I got a job. I'm going to be working at Blenders. I start training on Wednesday so that's pretty exciting. I don't really know what else to talk about... so later.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 21:50:59 GMT

So... I went job hunting today. It was pretty good. I might get this job at blenders. Pretty stoked about that. It starts minimum wage, but if I work enough, they'll raise my pay. So that's pretty exciting. Oh yeah. I get home right, and I find out my sister's preggo. She's going to be a single mom, and Jeanna is going to go crazy with a baby in the house, but oh well. Yay for my sister.