| we're in love. i can't even think straight. it may be him. or the addiction. |
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| i'm not ready for this. i'm not ready. i can't do this. i can't. i can't handle this. i'm not ready. nothing. i feel like there's nothing left. i'm not ready. i'm in pain. i don't know why i feel like this.
shit. |
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| "fell" for me? what does that mean? fallen in love? fallen and stumbled? i'm thinking too much. |
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| i think i want it. & i don't think i've ever wanted it this much. which is surprising cause you don't want it at all. |
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| so. i've come to a conclusion. & i'm not sure what it is. or even who it involves. but i know that it changes me somehow. in a way that i face that i always need someone. that i always try too hard. & that i always miss the past.
i'm a little bitch. no more 'i've only ever gotten sick once.' |
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