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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:40:34 GMT

...........................hmmm what to say. not much to write about life is pretty boring...the dance is coming up and i bought i ticket but i still dont know if i am going..........................you know who you are<3

        she said "i've gotta be honest,
you're wasteing your time if you're fishing round here."
        and i said "you must be mistaken,
cause i'm not fooling...this feeling is real"
        she said...she said "you gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?
        "No, you've got wits, you've got looks,
you've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 16:53:33 GMT

if you ran to the end of the earth
i would catch you and you would be safe
if you fell down a well
i would bring you a rope and take all of your pain
all the pain, all the pain
that you hide from me everyday

if youre missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
cause i find myself in you

if i woke up alone i won't stop till i'll find you and you are with me
cause by now, i know you better than you know yourself
and i know what you really need
what you need, or i need
but either way this is where you should be
here with me, or ill bleed so much that you wont believe

if you're missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
cause i find myself in you

you better not, you better not run
you better not, you better not run

if you're missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
i will find you
i will find you
i will find you

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 14:28:16 GMT

Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.

Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
I'm sick of writing every song, I'm sick of writing every song about you

Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, but I'll blame it on bad luck

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
I won't make promises
I won't make promises
You taught me that.

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you've ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more

The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

I can't live my life knowing you'll be in his arms each time I blink my eyes. I know what goes on behind my back, every night I'm afraid I'll never leave, afraid I'll never know what's good for me. And now you say that, you say you love me. Well I may have your heart, but he has your body. And now you swear that you're being honest, but you're not honest, you never could be.

I know you lied. I want to tell you that I'm alive for the first time
and I'm begging you to leave here now. I'm begging you to stay away from me.

You wanted to know just what makes me tick,
I guess I could say that,
You and your bullshi,
Are pushing me towards an explosion.
I guess you're what drives me

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 12:26:12 GMT

I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved