FURY!!!Things are SOOOOO complicated nowadays. It SUCKS lol.
While I don't plan on sharing exact details on a public forum like xanga, the gist of it goes like this:
I'm taking 5 AP classes, seemed like a great idea last May... wtf was I thinking?
Of those AP's I'm living for AP Euro and, to a lesser extent, Gov. Stat is being forsaken for those 2 basically. Lit and german aren't terrible... thank goodness
marching Band Tues and Thurs... eating more time
AYWS Monday nights... eating more time, but fun
AYSO auditions soon... if i make it there goes Sunday afternoon
Still gotta practice tuba...
All-State coming up eventually...
I get home and study, eat, study more, then go to bed...
I'm pretty tired and sore all the time...
School in general is killer...
And of course the problem I'm sure plenty of guys would love to have, but is rather unwelcome at the moment... mmm I'll let you guys figure that one out... pretty simple lol
But suckitude aside, it's senior year. I'm trying to think responsibly and be strong and get through the pain, but it's getting so hard. But I still have a positive attitude for now, who knows how much longer that will hold out. I need like... a hug and... cookies or something ^.^
So what's the right thing to do? Still have no clue... but I'm afraid someone is going to get hurt if I don't figure it out. | 
