I seem to have forgotten how lonely it can be to be alone.  I am not complaining... but at night is when it is hard.  I like to be alone but not lonely there is a definite difference and I am feeling it now.  And I think it can be a hard place to escape from, the pit of loneliness.  I should be listening to my Casting Crowns Cd right now, there is a song on there that says "you have pulled me out of the pit".  I need Him to pull me out so often and if I know that is what I need then why is it that I don't reach out to Him more often?

On a different note--I went and bought the paint to do my son's room and it was $34.76 a gallon!!!!  Yes, that is mighty expensive and I think I may need 2 but oh my goodness it is going to be so so cute.  I just can't wait to get it all done and set up and buy some diapers. I can't believe that I will have a baby in 35 days and I don't have 1 diaper in my house yet.  If I think about it too much I might just freak out.  But I am not going to, I will save that for tomorrow.

Have a lovely day!!

Wow, I can't believe that I still have site on here.  It has been a while and I am sure that most of you out there have forgotten about me.  Shoot....I have almost forgotten about me, since I have had no "real" time for myself in the past few months.  I think one of the last times I wrote on here was to let you all know that my family was moving here from Montana.  They have been living with us for over 5 months now and as of about 26 hours ago they are moved out of my house.  Haha hee hee!!!!  I am laughing with delerium (sp?).....  It is great to have them in the area but not on top of us, in our space.  I now have an empty room to type on the computer and only my own daughter to come in and bug me rather than 2 nephews and a teenage niece plus their parents creating constant chaos around me. 

My next big excitement will be the arrival of our new son on March 4th.  His name will be Holden Andrew and surely he will be handsome like his daddy and sweet like his sister and loving like his momma (among other characteristics that I am surely to pass on to him).....  But we are very anxious to meet him and bring him into the world.  I have a lot of catching up to do on this here Xanga world so I better get to it. 

Anyone who is reading this....thanks for coming back!!!

See, when you don't show up on your xanga site for weeks at a time, people like me are forgotten.  Well, not completely forgotten, but almost.

I am off to Williamsburg, Va today, wooo hooo.  I am looking forward to it, but not exactly looking forward to the drive with all the peoples.  I just hope it will be better than being cooped up in the house.  Have a good weekend all!!

I feel so out of touch from my regular life....whatever that is....just when you think you have life down to a science and have a routine that you are happy with is when things turn upside down and it is all new again.

My family is here, I am expecting a baby, my DD is starting first grade, my house is crazy and I have been unable to keep in touch with any of my local friends.  I hope no one forgets about me though, because they are the people who have been here for me for so long, they were my family when I didn't have family in this area.  Thank goodness for good friends, now I just wish I could see them. 

I can not believe how exhausted I  am getting lately.  I don't remember my first pregnancy wearing me down this much.  Although when I was prego with Brit I sat behind a desk and answered the phone and typed up memos, etc.  I think my life is much more busy than it was then.  Today I did a whole slew of things and didn't let myself rest until I knew that I couldn't do any more. 

My family moves in this weekend and we are trying to get several things done by the time they arrive, so we can just focus on hanging out and living together.  Life is much less chaotic when your house is in order and most of the time our house isn't in order.  It all starts with my countertops too.  I have this horrible habit of piling everything on the counter and then when company comes I just relocate it all.  I just don't understand what I am supposed to do with it though.  I wish I had a desk space in my kitchen and then maybe that problem would be solved, a desk that had a rolltop too...so I could just roll away the clutter.  But space does not allow for such a thing. 

Thanks for the congrats on my pregnancy too.  It is such miracle what is going on inside of me right now and it will never cease to amaze me.  Hope you all are having a great week!!!