| its a bird, its a plane, no wait its a postok so i never post, so what, enjoy the vid
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qS63FJm_8cg |
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| Just One More Dropafter months of not posting, i shall post a poem entitlted "Just One More Drop"
Joy can run away so quickly.
Fear can take over.
Tears fill me eyes.
No Reason for it.
What is wrong with me?
What will take this away?
Only one thought.
Only one drop will do.
I must fight.
Must press on.
Please help me.
When nothing goes right.
When all is wrong.
When there is no answer.
When there is no one.
I just ask for one drop.
A single flick.
A small slice.
All for a few drops.
I can't.
Tears flow easily.
Covering all in thier salty texture.
Why no answer?
So many questions.
No answer.
So many chances.
Must not do it.
Even when pushing all away.
Must search.
No clouds have a silver lining.
Only silver is that of my blade.
Not every rose has a thorn,
Yet I still bleed.
Blood flows from my rock heart.
Can't squeeze water from this rock.
No broken spirit.
No spirit to break.
Must press on.
A few drops will do.
None may flow.
Tears may come.
And do.
Blood wants to.
But can't.
Why do I allow this fear?
Will it all be better one day?
Must i find peace on my own?
Just one more drop please.
A single drop will do.
It is the easy way out.
None are for me.
None are against me.
None are there at all.
Alone.
Bleeding.
Dying.
Dead.
this is a work in progress probly, so expect more eventualy |
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| just cuaseyay almost 4 am
well i stayed up and watched all of Death Note
thank you Lizzie, it was really good
well nothing else to do now but sleep cause i am too lazy to clean and pack
I'M MOVING |
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| Hedgehog's DelimmaHedghog's Delimma
wow i am posting something that means something, not really to be read just to get it off my chest and into workds that make sence to me
so please only comment if its useful
lately i feel alot like a hedhehog, not sure anyhting is working out right for me, i know seek God, but i do that then i just get more hurt
i wish i knew what to do, so many things i want to say to people, but i just can't, i feel that if i do try to say what i want to the words will come out all wrong and make everything worsem yes some of those things are to people who reads this but most don't which is why i picked here
but the few real freinds i have i hardly see and when i do drama comes around, i never know if its becuase of me or not, but is it low elf esteem or ego to think i cause all the problems in people's lifes around me?
ok if you want to comment something but don't know what, how do real hedgehogs get close to other hedgehogs?
well ok there is my little rant, again please only comment as an answer to that question or with real adivce |
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