yea. i haven't posted in a while sorry. so good news. i got promoted at work. i am the new electronics specialist. yay. now i really have to work my ass off.

well, i have decided to stop posting for now .its just not important right now. and i am way to busy. don't delete me. i may still post everyonece in a while. so keep your eyes open! lol. i promise. if i write again. it will be more interesting!

for now

tara

today was a pretty long day at work. but it went fast all at the same time...good times.

i STILL have Papa Roach's "take me" from the getting away with murder cd stuck in my head...that song freakin rocks.

Take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

Chorus:
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

I lit my pain on fire
and I watched it all burn down
and now I'm dancing in the ashes
and there's no one else around
Because I wanna be a part of something
This is just a story of a broken soul

Hook:
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by

So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

I'm burning in the heavens
and I'm drowning in the hell
My soul is in a coma
and none of my friends can tell
That I'm reaching out and getting nothing
This is just a story of a broken soul

As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

Don't shut me out

Does anyone around me feel the same
Just put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain

As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by

Take me
Don't break me

yea that song rocks...hehe. kinda depressing but its awesome. im so addicted to it right now.

i have tons of stuff i should be doing for school. ill do it in the morning!

alrighty. well i really have nothing to post. so i will stop wasting your time. hehe. ok. yea..... post later

loves

bye

tara

ok. the best feeling ever is self confidence. i haven't had a good feeling about that in a long time. these last few days have been awesome. i seriously feel like a different person. but yet i suppose a lot of aspects of my  life are changing too.

well hey,  gotta get ready for school. but one quick question. i have  a kick ass halloween party to go to what should I be?

comments are fantastic!!!!

love yall

later

tara

today was the best day in forever! its nice to like someone and have them like you back! life is good. ryan rocks. (or well, i think that is his name!) i met him tonight when i was at viking tattoo. he is so hot. the guy that does the piercings is one of my good friends boyfriends. and he called her to tell her that his apprentice(ryan) has the hots for me. good times. that made for a great night. but yea. i am growing out my hair, changing the color and i just got my third holes. good times. life is changing and for the better. post later. loves bye

k. i have a question for you all! i am having a debate with one of my friends. I want to get a motorcycle. they think that i will get laughed at and made fun of if i do. Frankly, i don't care. they are hella fun and i don't want to be dependent on the guy for me to go for a ride. i want to be able to jump and go whenever i want, whether there is a guy there or not.

so my question is =>

Guys-> Would you laugh at a girl that drives her own bike, or think its pretty cool? Turn off or turn on?

Girls-> Would you laugh at your friend if she was driving her own bike?

hopefully you guys can help distinguish who is right on this one. send me a message.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tara

==>> this is similiar to the one i might get!