Poor Poor Xanga.

I'm pretty sure it's getting neglected, and Myspace is the spoiled brat.

And MYSPACE messes up all the time, but we always forgive it and try and constantly log on. Admit it. When Myspace is down, almost every hour you try and log on.

And there is Xanga...reliable...almost always there.

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Okay seriously people...this is a cry for help. Someone call me or something before i start defending the microwave to the oven.

</3 Jessica

Currently Listening The Secret Life of the Veronicas By The Veronicas 4Ever see related

BAND CAMP, was totally today.

I'm sorry that it sucked for alot of people, marching in the heat is horrible. Everyone keep hydrated, and freaking A, don't wear jeans you idiots.

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lol, jk

I'm learning the mallet part, and hopefully I'll just do that. I have no idea what i'm doing i the stands, i guess it's reall not my decision, but i reallllly don't want to play clarinet this year.

Band camp was bittersweet.

I loved seeing how "well-behaved" everyone was, everyone got down to bussiness, and that's the kind-of thing that gets us state. (heehee) Everyone keep up that additude, and we will get far.

But i really miss (Some of) the seniors from last year. Don't get me wrong, everyone is soooo much fun this year....but the seniors were so crazy. Pulling crazy crap, it was just funny. I guess i just have to accept it, and move on. There are new friends to make. = )

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</3 Jessica

Maybe I'm not as free as I think I am.

Other things control me.

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Wear a different pair,
Do something out of step,
Throw a stranger an unexpected smile.
With big intention,
Still posted at your station,
Always on about the day it should have flied.

You say too late to start got your heart in a headlock,
I don't believe any of it.

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I can get in a car now & I can start school when everyone else does, except I have to have a bunch of weird accommodations, just enough to make me a pain in everyone's butt.

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I want to go to a Physic fair.

Below is an update that i made a long time ago, and Ash just posted on myspace and reminded me of it.

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I'm just scared that I'm gonna
share all my feelings with you
and you're just gonna stare at me..
like the words don't mean a thing

Oh, how true.

Question:

Why is it, that people are scared of the things that they want the most?

What kind of messed up joke is that?

Like telling somebody how you feel for them, that should be the easiest thing in the world.

Shouldn't it?

Living your life to the fullest....taking risks..and loving hard.

People these days seem to be freaking out constantly about their "afterlife".

But, does it make sense to waste the life you've been given? If your religious...and im not...that would seem like a major sin to me.

Innocent people die..everyday.

It could be me, this could be the last time i ever get on a computer..

And i'm afraid..of telling somebody that i care for them alot.

Afraid.

Afraid to live my life fully.

I just can't seem to find logic in this.

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UOHYDUISAGUYJFGTYJLSA

Listen to this song.

Unless you already know it.

Wait....i dont care, listen to it more.

One of the most powerful songs I've ever heard.

Makes me cry.

"Last Kiss"

NOT BY

Pearljam

But the song on my site is sung by them

....

4 more days, kids.

</3 Jessica