| Ok I haven't wrote in forever but not like it matters b/c noone really reads this thing but o well. This past week has been the HARDEST week of my life! Loosing Ryan Anderson was the strangest,hardest, and most upsetting thing that has ever happened to me! And I know he is in a much better place but it just isn't right he was way to young and such an awesome guy! If you knew Ryan you knew him for one of his best qualities, His beautiful Smile! Idon't care what kind of mood you were in if you Ryan came up and smiled you are gonna smile! He had that affect on people. There are soo many questions that we will never know the answer to and we are all just going to have to except that. I just keep telling myself that isn't goodbye its just i'll see you later. Through all of this I have realized I take soo much for granted. Mostly my friendships, b/c I just thought you know I'll see or call tomorrow and thats what I thought with Ryan. I seen him on Saturday and He was like hey come here but I was in a rush and was like I'll be right back. But when I got back he was already gone. Well I just thought I call him later or see him tomorrow. Little did I know what God had in plan for Ryan would prevent me from seeing him again. But I now know that I will and who knows when it will be but we will meet again. And that will be a glorious day!
RIP Ryan Van Anderson
You are already missed sooo much. And will always be remembered! We all loved you!!
Tarryn
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| Well i never really write in this thing but i am going crazy at work there is nothing to do but sit at my desk. Well me and stephen are doing great we are actually looking to buy a house now! I have finished highschool but I am still walking with my class. I will be starting college this spring and i am going for surgical tech!! FUN! Well i guess that's it for now! |
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| Well Tia and i worked things out she knows i am here for her. She had jsut really pissed me off. And well i wrote this just to show her how it felt to have your own sister talk bad about you. Well i could never stay mad at that little girl. There are many days when shes all i have. Well thats it. Love ya lil sis!!
Tarryn
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Today has been really crazy i feel like i have been around the world and back. And my lil sister has really pissed me off. I think i could easily never speak to her again! Well thats enough as yall can tell i am not really into this whole journal thing
Peace |
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| Hey just figured i would say something came by my moms house for a lil bit and Stephens at work so i am very bored. Hope everyone enjoys school tomorrow. I still have another week then i only have 30 more days and i am finished with HighSchool!!!!
Tarryn Hunter |
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