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| haha.. I keep this thing very up to date don't I  but anyaways, I'm moving on with my life and all... after my 18th birthday it hit me... I have to grow up because I'll be out on my own very soon and won't know what to do. Though I'm still very very confused on all of this I think I'm making an improviment, for the better of course. I'm finally starting to do things instead of being lazy all of the time and becoming more independent, even managing money better. It's weird... me becoming all grown up and "adult like" like even I never though it could remotely happen. I also think it might have to do will all my friends gradating and leaving and all.. cause I was very dependent on quite a few of them. well regaurdless, I'm starting to become optimistic about this year and that it isn't as bad as I orginally thouh it would be. welp that's it for the next month or so... loves | | |
| hey... I haven't been on all summer... yeah myspace is a drug. Well for those of you who still come on here and I hardly talk to, I'm fine... been bored most of the break.. al that's happed that's worh telling, is Caleb came up and went to Fla with me, then he stayed for Warped Tour, and also went to that with me (yeah we're still going out) saw Lauren, and I'm going to Lil' 5 this weekend.... very exciting....
anyways I hope everyone else is doing fine, and hopefully having more fun than me...
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| Well school's over. I'ts quite bittersweet... I'm happy cause I won't have to hear the word "math" for 2 months or wake up at 6 in the morning, but sad that I won't see my friends... Some of them I will never see agian. | | |
| ahh... I don't want the school year to end.... Next week is the last week for seniors... I'm going to cry so much... it just isn't fair... I'm going to be happy for them... but I don't want them to leave, prolly makes it a lot harder considering my best friend and boyfriend are leaving aswell and the fact that'll I'll rarely ever see them... but I guess I'll learn to live with it. I really need someone to hug me right now. | | |
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Belated earth dayness thing, but very good any day of the year. I do it everyday (=
Wow I spent over an hour deleting every previous entry... Felt like I needed a sorta new start on here... I forgot I used to update this thing almost everyday.
new premade layout, cause I was tired of the old one... Seemed like it needed to be refreshened too.
It's really weird how I feel, I'm very stressed, but at the same time... very tranquil... never knew you could be both at the same time... Maybe I'm just trying to cope and be happy for awhile before my world gets flipped around, but it's still in the back of my mind. | | |
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