Well....I refurbished a computor for a customer.....I say this all like im actually in a business....but I have to try and be professional to an extent.....any way I "fixed up" this machine and it seems now that I have gone through the trouble of purchasing, upgrading, and spending my "valuable time" upgrading it...it seems like my "customer has backed out of the deal. So now what? Like I had anything better to do anyway. But I have this machine taking up space here at home......well its using my dining room table, which I do like to eat at when my girlfreind decides to cook for me. Anyway what do I do with it now? Do I wait...and wait for her to buy it or do I try and sell it elsewhere? If I could sell it tomarrow I would. So say i got rid of it tomarrow. Shes gonna say, but I was gonna buy it from you. Why did you get rid of it? What a crappy situation im in there. Thats ok though. Ive got "cooler" things to think about now. The guy who taught me verything I know about computors has just landed himself yet another sweet job. He claims now he can get me into this one and the people actually want to meet me face to face. What we will be doing is taking part in the creation of an entirely new video game. I guess its just some hard core gamers who happen to have loads of cash and are willing to pay someone to develope a video game they have in mind. its a good business opporitunity for me. I love editing gmaes and stuff. So maybe I can get into it and make some cash to set aside for the business I have been dreaming of....but then again he could be leading me into another brick wall like he did the last time. I guess its wirth a chance....again. What can I loose really. Maybe just the time wasting thing that im this much closer to making something of myself. But maybe he will come through this time. I dunno. Its all about patience. Ive gopt as much of that as I do money.....im checking my pockets now finding that as I thought I am broke............ I need a life.....Im not going to parent techer day at school to tell everyone I cook at a lil reaturaunt on south street. That wont happen. Its just that deep down inside I got this feeling, more like a voice that constantly is reasuring me that im not where im supposed to be. i feel like Im supposed to be something much greater......sadly I can say that voice is right. I am supposed to somewhere else right now. I have a great mind, I just need that kick in the ass to get me moving.

 Life is so complicated yet so easy all at the same time......im not sure why I complain about work so much.....its hard right? Atleast Some one was looking out for me when they got me this job. Not everyone is so lucky. I have no right to say my job sucks.

Im stopping now, im in a great mood and im just going on and on and on and on and on and on.....you get the idea. So to sum it all up.....im feeling super, having a great life still..... got some cool opporitunies waiting on me to act. Its just good to hear from other peolles experiences sometimes. Every little bit of info helps.

Currently Playing Fake Sound of Progress Pt.2 By Lostprophets see related

I just made my very first dollar doing in home pc repair....wooooohooo. I didnt get a new job or anything, i just got set up with a 10 minute job....I made 30 dollars for that 10 minutes of work wich is a lot more than I make for an hour of cooking. I also bought an old computor for 35 dollars.....yeah its old. Its a pentium 2 machine. Crazy Old. But I got it to run windows xp at a very exceptable speed cosidering what it is. I did a 128mb memory upgrade. It came with 64mb and now its got 196. Wich really isnt much, but im only running 512 mbs of ddr. Most have atleast a gig. But anyway I took the computor did some work and now im gonna sell it for double what I payed....great deal huh? Plus the machine is going for a good cause.....it going to be an 11 year olds computor to do his school work and research on...and by no means am i ripping anyone off. For someone that doesnt own a computor but doesnt want to spend a fortune on one this is a good deal, they are getting a full working computor plus a sound system...its good for school work and the internet.....it will play limited games but he should be doing homework anyway so thats good, and it comes with a canon scanner and aslo a printer....for 70 bucks, and im going to set the whole thing up.....maybe this is the start to a good business for myself......who knows. I wouldnt mind adding the computor to my collection but i promised to sell it. Besides I already have 3 running here......4 and I should just admit I have a problem. I love building computors.....I honest think its the coolest thing in the world. Wich is exactly why I should be getting paid to build them for a living. It would be years before I got bored with it.