one AMAZING church retreat / camp:
the memories .. ill never forget
you ppl are wayy too nice =)
and YES. i love being the lil kids' mom <3


n' cant forget that night on the beach =) 
. THAT was amazing -

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starfield concert was awesome !!
man.. the bass line. the drums. the singing / praising.
the jumping ! =)
the marshpit with elaine :D
the talk .. soo insightful -
the johnny's .. omgosh =_= LOL. that took AWHILE
sheesh kelvin >< .. getting us hooked -
but YAY to me and jeff :D:D:D
oo desperation band was amazing too :)
wow . just WAYY better than what i've expected.

and ..
'THAT' made it just ..
THAT much more memorable =)

             / a memorable may '06
Children's festival     [ may 16 - 20 ] 
          [ some awesomeeee funn  ]
  >> the kids are soo ubberrr cute =] origami tent rocked the whole festival hehehe, sori david + jason for being late every morning .. -___-| ; loving the white spot 40 min. lunch breaks with the guys @ 3:00 .. so much work >< n the washroom breaks.. lol.. n meeting some awesome ppl =] um vincent i still have your button.. i dun want it >_< but but the whole thing was awesome. hehe

beach + ulti                       [ may 19 ]
  >> yayy i love the weather =] after child. fest went to the beachh.. then bus to mongolian bbq for dinner > so yummy hehe pegs we eat so little XD.. then einnie's house. havent been there for so long. OO ice cream so yummy XP superiorly tired after ulti with peg's church .. long day of funnnn =] ( thnz pegs 4 the email again =] )

dance perfomances .                    [ may 21 ]
        [ @ children's fest . + richmond night market ]
  >> we made it =] awesome time laughing oN stage hahaha XD but we pulled it off tho we were totally not prepared hehehe ; off to eln's house with the massive eating + talks ; night market started to rain . hehehe XD thnz einnie. kev. ryan + aaron for coming =] hehe all of us got soaked throu. dinner avec elns fam. so full from all the crepes we made earlier in the day. and the ice cream !! hahaha =D

band concert              [ may 25 ]
  >> woot. loving the convos at lunch with the triplets <3. mm after school.. library for eng .. sorri sorri >< jazz band practice. - eek i lived ! lol freakiness >< - then erics mom drove me n vince to the bus stop coz alex ditched me again today =( hehe. talked to this raelly nice lady =) then off to aberdeen. ate. sticka pix. drum + guitar + ddr game. lol failed the drum + guitar game in 5 seconds HAHA sorri wasting ur money vince =P stayed till .. 6 smth then vince mom drove us back to school .. changed .. met up with ellen there =) congrats ( is this the right word ?) to the grade12s .. last concert for them =( n yoyo since i didnt see you sing.. =( so tired today from the contacts hehe =P oo joining in another band with eric n 6 other people.. have no clue how to move my drums or if we are even going to move it haha so much work >< but excited =) .. n also for our jazz performance later in june with david amar etc! =)

bog + eat! vancouver  [ may 27 ]
  >> bog wasnt that bad.. though i got really lost while bussing .. kinda scary >< stayed till 1.. bussed home n got home @ 2 . didnt have any food from the whole morning yet .. pizza came at 2:10 .. mimz picked me up @ 2:15 lol. volunteered with justin + mims .. stood for 5 hours straight.. grr duno how kevin did it but we were all dying. remind me never to wear skate shoes to jobs relating to standing for so long >_< but the food was good =] hehe yay to free samples! lol . sori sori jeff/ jack/ ems. ahh tell me earlier about the gathering n i wouldve came =( sorrrriiii =( legs still hurt from yesterday lol and MIMS *hugs* dun worry.. and wished we would go to mexico together. u + me in mexico... =( but oh welll~ hopefully we get another chance somewhere else~

 

                       
                          met so many ppl this month.
                        ppl that ill always keep in my heart . 
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one more thing::

>> i love ze triplets <3 !!  
- we r bonding so much.. more than ever. i love you guys for your countless efforts to cheer me up. the talks. the laughs. the tears. the memories. duno what ill do without you guys. argh words can even discribe it.. other ppl may not even understand this but you guys are the awesome-ist hehe =] im so lucky to have you guys..


 

SUMMMMERRRRR !!  
         // uber excited about it =)  

n CHILDREN'S FEST. // in 4 weeks! 
                    - cant waittttt!

May  is probably going to be the busiest month yet .. ><
             1          - talent show ! (GL mimz and fifi !! <3)
             8           - peer counselling interview
             10         - bake sale =)
             11         - camosun bog fieldtrip
             13 + 14 - decorating site of children's fest =)
            16 to 20 - volunteering @ children's fest =) 
             19 / 20  - food expo !
             20 / 21  - children's fest. key volunteer parrtty!!
             ??          - stick it / sleep over / chillin w/ ze gurls <3
             21         - dance performance @ : 1) children's fest 
                                  & @ nite- 2) Richmond night market  
             25         - Spring concert
             27         - weeding our for camosun bog =)
             28         - dance performance @ dunbar community
                                                                              centre
             3           - children's fest : wrap up
             4           - childrun avec ellen
                 
                     
then its getting ready to volunteer @ the childrun w/ eln =)
and bio field trip > enviromental issues... important =)

its gona be a tiRinG month .. but im SO up for it hehe =)
n a LOT of organizing stuff to do these days.. 
but its almost the FUN part // cant waittt > may '06 to SUMMER !! 

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loving the triplets.  <3   (who named us that neways XD)

pegs : you emails are sooo loonngg wahaha but i read all of it, constantly thinking abuot it, and taking notes about it. hehe and always reading my protected posts lol. you make me feel so special and i love you for that lol i tihnk i said that a lot, but.. not enuf !! hahaha. and im glad to be on your side and cheering you on, coz thats exactly what you are doing for me, right now, everyday. =)
mims : congrats again in winning the talent show !! yayyy!!! and no worries about children's fest performance. we'll think of something. one way or another haha but thans for trying =) hopefulli your coach will let you do it all on one day.. then richmond nite market.. again! lol. n we're holding on strong, talk talk if needed. we need to talk more hehe like the long phone calls we had before =) but newho u are my rock n one of ze triplets n i wuvvv youuuuuu <3 
ellen : sunday sunday sunday =) metro then din din avec your family. havent gone yum chai / dinner with you in a long timmme. we always go yum chai every saturday before hahaha but now i graduated i dun have to suffeerrrr from chinese school hehehehe XD im mean =P hopefully we can talk more later =) n.. finish our talk ..
alexandermichaellee : thanks for the talk =) i needed to break down for a lil and now im back up and running =) well at least for these 2 weeks and then i think ill be ready to face it. i will i will i will ! =)

//. and eachday my eyes are full of tears, and im trying so hard to hold them back
im confused. messed up. drowning from hope.
needless to say, from love.