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| i've been working on my purses a bit more lately... it's been way too long, but hey a girls gotta do...
well, lately i've had quite a time feeling like doing anything at all. my room is in disaray mostly cuase i havent moved in all the way. lame i know, i'm in the midst of moving my sewing down to the room next to mine, and still not done with that. everything is in a complete state of limbo, and frankly my back is hurting worse everyday. this whole deal of not knowing is weighing on me and gallen. it's hard, and sometimes it just feels like it will never end. it will, it always does, and for that i'm very excited. but even more so i'm excited to live out our dreams in oregon. what an experience.
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| forgive me for not saying what's really going on. i lay awake wishing for something better, but i dont know how to tell you what i dream of. my mind is turning twisting and still the only thing that makes sense is you. my eyes burn, and when my nostrils flair it hurts even more. real sleep seems like such a distant memory, the safety seems like it will never be here, just like the two months it will take to start who i am, who we are. where are you? where am i? is this future real or are we just plotting into the wind? i'm so tired of being strong, i'm so tired of pretending that nothing is passed beneathe my rough skin. it seems like nothing will ever just be done, the planning never ends, and the means is never promised to get there. reality is that i am broken. reality is that i cant live without.
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| alright, today even though it's the coldest ever, i'm going to take a bikeride and feel super amazing... and then after that i'll go for a jog/run. return my library books, find some new ones, give out an invitation, and then stop by tiptop to find out how much it is for a nose piercing... haha i'm gonna have more metal in my face than ink on my body... oh my what a lie. ps, if anybody has any ideas for a chest piece let me know... i'm gonna get a side piece of a heart on fire with a pheonix coming out of the flame and with a sword piercing the heart with blood dripping off the sword, maybe some light sunbursts too... but that's gonna be a little less than 12" so i was thinking of having the words laugh, love and live incorperated somehow... mmhmm
love love.
ps surprises are instore... even for gallen =D
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| CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?!
i do believe an update is necessary, dear friends family and simply ones i love... I'M ENGAGED!!!
if you want to know more i'll be happy to recieve handy dandy little emails- pushingupdaisiesinc@gmail.com
we're planning the wedding for January 6, 2007 in Fort Wayne IN
registered at TARGET and BED, BATH, AND BEYOND
under Andrea Machlan and Gallen Pierce-Lackey
pretty please let me know if you would like to attend! the more the
merrier, and as long as you give me an address and name, i'd be more
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