yeahh i guess :o/

i dunno. i just...i feel bad. but i dunno.

i still love mike though...and blah.

courtney has filled you in..i'm sure...right?

well...that makes me feel wayyy better.

i felt sooo bad. you have no idea.

it's just....like....i really liked him..and i still do. ya know?

..but i love mike. with all my heart. and i know that i will not be able to give michael a REAL chance if i still love mike..ya know?

but yeah. i felt wayy shittyyy.

but i hope that we can all stay friends ya know? cuz i was freaking out about that! i was like ohh great. shayla. you just ruined your friendship with like a bunch of people. good job..but i hope that's not true!

and when i'm not grounded...we (me and you) need to hang out. ok? ok.

love you girly!!!<33

i know everyone wants to see me and michael together...but i mean. i dunno. i feel like i'm changing times whoa. ya know? i'm not that partier chick..and i dunno. i did that. got trashed. and really. it wasn't me....ya know? leanne saw it too...it's just not my scene. so i dunno. i don't think that me and him are as fit as ppl are seeing...but i could be wrong.

but on the other hand. it's hard for me to trow away the 2 years...ya know? like. i love mike. times whoa. and i want everything to work out...and hopefully it will..

but i don't wanna hurt anyone. :o/

i guess it's a lil late for that though...i dunno.