Only Pain
(7/31/08)
Loyalty, Honesty, Respect
This is what you expect
As your girl I must be loyal
I must be honest
And give you my respect
But let's be honest here
Those things mean nothing
If they are not mutual
Give your honest opinion
Only if it doesn't disrespect me
Stand by me because you respect me
Honestly, I don't respect you
Anymore.
Honestly, I don't want to stand by you
Anymore.
Honestly hun, I hate the sight of you
Your touch brings me no pleasure
And your words only bring pain
Untitled Again
(8/7/08)
Live for today
Or plan for tomorrow?
Various choices and
Evermore difficult decisions.
To choose between the two,
Hardly an easy feat.
Only my heart can decide,
Make me happy or make me cry.
Another chance or a different dance,
Stable and familiar or care-free and mysterious.
Or could I choose neither,
Reverting to nostalgia for company?
But I was caught off guard!
Unsuspecting of the words said to me,
Gently strumming my heart strings.
Why now?
Why this?
Why me?