I arrived here in Lubbock today... This is a little something that I wrote on the car ride up here:
Funny isn't it?
We get in the car and we drive.
Ready to drop me off in a world that I will create...
A time that famillies bond for their last time.
Mine just sits here in silence...
5 hours...
I go deaf to the world as my CD player takes my mind off things, not that I really need it.
You know those moments where your nerves are overpowering your senses and your stomach is throbbing with anticipation?
This wasn't one, but it should have been.
I wish it was...
The rows of cotton are hypnotising... I think... I may just be that bored...
I sit and think... Has Amelia's Dad cried yet?
Mine won't... Neither will his spouse...
I hope that one day my family will be as close as Amelia's...
It rains... SHIT!!! My crap in he back of the pickup is getting ruined!!!
I stand in the pouring rain wrapping all my clothing boxes in tarps and throwing all the electronic equipment in the back seat.
Squished... Uncomfortable... Quiet... And with no emotion...
That is how I start my new life...
Not much like I imagined, but hey, its getting me here.
So much for making the best of the moment...
Oh well...
WooT!!! |