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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 03:47:26 GMT

so it's been forever since i've updated buttt i had some inspiration so here goesss

[1.] For all of this
I'm better off without you
Do you regret all your loneliness?

[2.] i swear i wish i never let you in
and i wish to never hear from you again.

[3.] and i know that it's real cause'
i see every little thing in your eyes

[4.] never stop relying on yourself.
You came into this world alone, and you're leaving the same way too.

[5.] Its nothing against you
Love in my heart
You're really a nice guy
I've known it from the start
But conscience is evil
To know where you lie
Pushing your limit
To give it up and remember

[6.] I was trying not to get too attatched
so I wouldn't fall too hard, too fast.
But I realized that I fell a long time ago
and now I'm loving you with all that I have.

[7.] don't worry about knowing people
make yourself worth knowing.

[8.] I don't care how you do it
just show me that you care.

[9.] You come around ; you need me.
But this time around, I won't be back at all.

[10.] Everybody runs away from what they don't understand.

oh what the heck heres 10 more...

[1.] when you start to miss me..
remember that you let me go.

[2.] Here's the truth about the truth.
It hurts. So we lie.

[3.] My head is spinning round
&I don't know what to do.
If I'm so happy, I've got everything to lose.
&everytime I see you
I can't stand to say...
& now it's always raining
&he's the one to blame.

[4.] I see all these people..
recapping their horrible year.
spotlighting the tiniest problems
&exaggerating the smallest fears.
&i'm beginning to realize ;
that my life.. never was all that tragic.
open your eyes.
stop hiding behind your fake pain.
take a good look at life.
&then close your eyes.
&live it.

[5.] But you've got too much to wear
On your sleeves.
It has too much to do with me.
And secretly, I want to bury in the yard
The grey remains of a friendship scarred.

[6.] Somewhere deep in your heart
is someone that you're dying to forget
but also living to remember.

[7.] I hope its worth what we lost.
Take your time with your goodbyes,
'cause this will be the last time

[8.] "If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus a day,
So I don't have to live a day without you."

[9.] this love isn't good unless it's me and you

[10.] save your breath this time around
you're too beautiful and it's late
there's nothing left to say
i've wasted all this time on you

(: <3

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 21:51:51 GMT

sorry i've been slacking.
friday i turned 16 :]
liscense = 22nd
oh and my boyfriend is great <3

[1.] This could mean goodbye for us
This might be no tomorrow
Maybe another life will save your heart

[2.] Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel
I can't escape all the things we said
I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose.

[3.] I speak the truth,
the truth of the heart.

[4.] Its not how you forget, but how you forgive.
Not how you listen, but how you understand.
Not what you see, but how you feel.
It's not how you let go, it's how you hold on.

[5.] When you lose a bestfriend,
it's worse than breaking up
with a boyfriend -
because you lose more than
a little bit of yourself.
And if your boyfriend is your
best friend you lose it all.

[6.] your head in your hands and this is my cue,
if three words could heal you i would only speak two,
your eyelids grow heavy and this is my cue,
if three words could heal you i'd only speak two.

[7.] I’m a war of head versus heart
And it’s always this way my head
Is weak and my heart always speaks
Before I know what it will say

[8.] You listen to what I’ve been saying.
Though you don't understand what I mean.
You take everything left for granted,
this realities all but a dream.
Sometimes you are soft-spoken,
with the words that mean the most.
Welcome to life's fixed game show,
I'm karma, I'll be your host.

[9.] they sat together, as just friends.
11:11 rolled around, someone yelled
"make a wish."
they wished for each other.

[10.] so though i can't imagine how,
i hope you're happy right now.
too long i've been afraid of losing love i never had.
and if that is love, it comes at much too high a cost.
i hope you're happy now that you are choosing this
i hope it brings you bliss, i really hope you get it, and you don't live to regret it.
i hope you're happy in the end.

yay the gators won the national championship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahkjhfjkdshfgjkhfgkjfdhgkj

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 12:15:01 GMT

[1.] Grammatically speaking your adorable.

[2.] yes, i'll admit that I’m a fool for you

[3.] one of the hardest things in life

is having words in your heart
that you cannot speak.

[4.] You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.

[5.] I would run a thousand miles to get to you
If i knew that you wanted me.

[6.] so do not fear,
for I am with you.
-Isaiah 41:10

[7.]You don't realize how perfect we are.

[8.] the world owes you nothing,
it was here first

[9.] Sometimes its better to forget what you feel..
and remember what you deserve.

[10.]everyone says love hurts.
when actually love doesn't hurt.
love didn't leave you for some other girl.
it didn't cheat on you,
nor did it break your heart.
so stop blaming love for once
& start blaming the asshole
that treated you like shit & gave you up.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:35:30 GMT

[1.] i wish i was strong enough to say love me or leave me

[2.] but we understand each other,
and we care about each other,
and I believe that years from now...
we still will.

[3.] A thousand other girls could never reach you.
How could I have been the one?

[4.] sometimes the hardest thing to let go of
is something you never really had.

[5.] and the lights in her eyes like the stars in the skies show more sadness then madness. poetry will never be passed.

[6.] Chase your dreams but,
always know the road that'll lead you home again.
+ Tim McGraw

[7.] I found that one person I can be myself around.
I can say whatever I want to.. I can laugh, smile
hug, && kiss. Who I fight and makeup with. And
at the end of the night, no matter how the night
went.. I find myself feeling a little bit more in love

[8.] I just wanted to let you know,
you always bring out the best in me.

[9.] I'm taking a chance.
This could be different
This could be all i'm waiting for

[10.] tell me why you're waiting,
or what you're waiting for

never see when opportunity is at your door

Friday, November 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 14:53:25 GMT

[1.] Half of what I say is meaningless,
but I say it just to reach you.

[2.] when i'm around him, the sky's a different blue.

[3.] These blue eyes are so contagious.
Right now, I feel like moving in on you. I'm restless are you restless?

[4.] Some things are better left unsaid.
I can’t be someone that you will regret.

[5.] You see sorrow gets too heavy
and joy tends to hold you, with
the fear that it eventually departs.

[6.] when you have confidence
you can have a lot of fun
and when you have fun
you can do anything

[7.] Never string a girl along. Sooner or later, her hands get raw from holding on and she's forced to let go.

[8.] you mean so much to me;
& i can barely handle it

[9.] This time you're not the one to blame
Sometimes I get a little too afraid
I didnt mean to cause you any pain

[10.] Autumn brings me to one conclusion.
I miss you.

i'm gonna try and update more often but not without some support...

Monday, November 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 02:25:54 GMT

[1.] theres nothing i can do to concentrate
it's so distracting always thinking of you.

[2.] atomic war means no traffic in the mornings
no bills in the mail
i can stay in bed with you all day

[3.] gravity is working against me
and gravity wants to bring me down

[4.] "a wise girl kisses but doesnt love
listens, but doesnt believe and leaves
before she was left"
- Marilyn Monroe

[5.] maybe your just scared because
someone might actually want to be with you
but the real reason is because
you might want to be with them too.

[6.] people are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you,
hate you, play you, rate you, save you, &
break you--but that’s not what makes you.

[7.] bouquet of clumsy words
a simple melody
this world's an ugly place
but you're so beautiful

[8.] the most dangerous thing to want is more

[9.] There's something to be said about a glass half full.
About knowing when to say when.
I think it's a floating line.
A barometer of need and desire.
It's entirely up to the individual.
& depends on what's being poured.
Sometimes all we want is a taste.
Other times there's no such thing as enough,
the glass is bottomless.
& all we want, is more.
_Greys Anatomy

[10.] You wore the same shirt that you wore last week,
Should I shake your hand or kiss your cheek?
Convince you it's not lust, its chemistry.

i love christina aguilera, yay i get to see her in concert 5/4!!!! =]

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 14:55:40 GMT

[1.] Because it's not love
But it's still a feeling
No, it's not love
But my body's reeling
To move closer next to you

[2.] you are a false bestfriend.

[3.] would i say we have a history?
no. that implies that there was something worth remembering.
see, all it was, was a delusional girl,
and a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn.

[4.] i like to feel his eyes on me when i look away.

[5.] You wore the same shirt that you wore last week,
Should I shake your hand or kiss your cheek?

[6.] you're the one who makes me come running
you're the sun who makes me shine
when you're around I'm always laughing
i want to make you mine.

[7.] i'll take the first step of a million more,
and i'll make mistakes i haven't made before,
at least i'm moving forward.
at least it's with you.

[8.] anyone can be passionate. but, it takes
real lovers to be silly.

[9.] you don't love me at all.

[10.] i wanna hear you laugh
like you really mean it
collapse into me.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 23:03:30 GMT

ahh i love homcoming week, today was powderpuff and our sophomore class went all the way baby!

[1.] if we are not following our hearts,
where are we going?

[2.] try not to ruin everything
by being you.

[3.] let me kiss your index finger.
i'll point out how you've made me crazy.

[4.] Maybe you want her, maybe you need her.
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from

[5.] Cross out these days on your calendar
it hurts me so much and I’m not quite sure
I care anymore

[6.] So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
the truth is that I've never fallen so hard

[7.] I’ve been here before
I’ll turn my back
Whatever it takes to let him go

[8.] The space between our bodies is a bit corrupted.

[9.] and he pulled you in,
and he bit your lip,
and he made you his.

[10.] You're the one thing I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something, this could be love
because I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you.

Monday, October 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 18:42:06 GMT

sorry for not updating i just never get support anymore, so why bother?

[1.] Take a step, find your path, and you'll know.

[2.] Now that it's here, it's too late.
the whole wide world,
is fearing the wrong things.

[3.] now that I see, you never really had my heart.

[4.] There are two great days in a persons life
The day we are born
And the day we discover why.

[5.] there's really no way to reach me,
cause i'm already gone.

[6.] I'd be happy to die for a taste of what i don't have
someone to live for, unafraid to say "I love you."

[7.] Make up your mind
I'm falling back to you
After all that we've been through
I can't let go.

[8.] You tell yourself over and over again
that it isn't worth it, that it could never last.
That the friendship would be ruined..
But everytime he calls you,
you wonder if this will finally be
the phone call when he says
what you want him to.

[9.] I realized that I absolutely hate it when you're not around.
I wanted to thank you. I wanted to hold your hand.
I wanted to kiss you. but you weren't there.

[10.] You dont just "get over him."
You either still love him,
or you never did

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 15:28:06 GMT

[1.] i'm sitting under falling stars.
do you miss me where you are?
i'm making plans to be with you.
but have they come unglued?
what am i supposed to do without you?

[2.] Stand up we're falling back again we'll find something better,
we'll do anything.

[3.] don't say goodbye like you're burying him
cause the world is round and he might return
but if he loves me then why does he leave

[4.] if you thought me anything
its to never love again.

[5.] looking for something
to open my eyes.

[6.] I've wasted my time, my feelings, my heart
for a boy who hasn't shown any interest.
Some days I'm so full of regrets,
but most of the time I'm happy that I met him,
he makes my life interesting.

[7.] hold my hand and have a real conversation with me.
tell me something you trust only a select few with.
look me in the eyes and smile.
tell me what you really think of me,
not what you want to think.
give me a chance, let yourself fall.

[8.] This is your life
give it a happy ending.
-Boy Meets World

[9.] it all still reminds me of you.
i can't go there anymore.

[10.] And it's almost as if my immune system dropped.
Maybe it's the rip in my heart,
or maybe it's because without your
arms around me, I'm always cold.

ugh xanga won't let me upload pictures i'm sorry
i dunno how else to put them on here =(